Part 19 (1/2)
”Looks all right behind,” Dukane said.
”Where to?”
”The desert?”
”Which way?”
”This way's fine. I'll tell you when to turn.”
Scott nodded, then looked over at Lacey. ”How are you doing?”
”Rotten.”
”You did great.”
”Who...who were they?”
”Apparently from some group that's after Hoffman.”
”Hoffman?”
”Our invisible friend,” Scott said. ”His name is Samuel Hoffman.”
”Elsie's son?”
”That's right,” Hoffman muttered.
”My G.o.d! He did that...butchered her that way? His own mother?”
”She was a c.u.n.t,” came the rough voice from the backseat. ”Same as you.”
”Shut up,” snapped Dukane.
Turning, Lacey looked around at the man beside Dukane. The hat was gone. So were the sungla.s.ses. The eyeless blur of face looked grotesque and unfamiliar, more like a death's head than the face of Sammy Hoffman. She quickly turned away.
She hadn't seen Sammy in nearly ten years, not since the day he attacked Miss Jones. But she remembered the way he always stared at her. Sometimes, he even followed her.
Then came the night in her bedroom. She always liked to open the curtains, after getting into her nightgown, so the sun would fill her room in the morning. This time, when she opened them, she found a monster staring up at her, its nose and cheek mashed crooked against the window screen. She screamed. The hideous face lurched back, its features returning to normal, and she recognized Sammy. ”You creep!” she shrieked as he dashed away. ”You G.o.dd.a.m.n creep!”
Her father phoned Sammy's parents, that night.
They were furious, said they would make Sammy wish he'd never been born. They must have carried out their threat, too; the next morning, Sammy showed up in cla.s.s with a black eye and welts on his arms.
That was the day he attacked Miss Jones. Lacey never heard for sure, but rumor claimed that he raped the young teacher. Afterward, Lacey felt sick when she thought about it. Had she been to blame, somehow? It only made her feel worse to realize how glad she was that Sammy had chosen the teacher to rape, not her.
Well, he'd got her at last. Over and over again. She pressed her thighs tightly together, as if to prevent him from getting between them once more.
Looking out the winds.h.i.+eld, she saw that they had left the city behind. The desert road was dark except for a half-moon and the bright tunnel of the headlights. Off to the sides, the terrain looked bleak and rugged. Saguaro cacti stood in the distance like lonely, disfigured men watching them pa.s.s. Occasionally, she saw a house. They were few and dark.
She wished she were home and safe, and Sammy Hoffman far away, locked up where he could never get at her again. Locked up or dead.
”Make a left here,” Dukane said.
Slowing the car, Scott turned onto a narrow, two-lane road.
”We'll find a place to hole up, get your friend's story.”
”Gonna write me up?” Hoffman asked.
”Lacey and I,” Scott said, ”want to write a book about you. We want to get your whole story on tape.”
”Don't waste your time. Laveda, she'll see you never live to do it.”
”Laveda?” Dukane asked, sounding shocked. ”She's mixed up in this?”
”Mixed up? h.e.l.l, she's it. She's behind the whole f.u.c.kin' thing. And you're all on her list, now. They know you've been with me. They've gotta shut you up. Too bad, huh Lacey? I hate to see good quiff get wasted.”
Lacey heard Hoffman grunt.
”Just pointing out the facts of life.”
Scott glanced at Lacey. ”You'll be okay. We'll take care of you.”
”Is he right, though? Will they try to kill us?”
”They won't get us,” Dukane said.
”What's to stop them?”
”Me and Scott.”
”I'm glad you're so confident,” Lacey said.
”If necessary, we'll set ourselves up with new ident.i.ties.”
”I don't think I'd like that,” she said, and stared out the window. A new ident.i.ty. No more Lacey Allen, no more Oasis. Life in a strange town, always afraid the truth will be uncovered and the hunters will come. On the other hand, she no longer had strong ties to Oasis. After her parents were killed in a car crash, she'd simply stayed on because the town was familiar and comfortable. Most of her childhood friends had moved on. The job at the Tribune was pleasant and secure, but she'd often felt restless, had thought of heading out for a more challenging job in LA, or San Francisco. Only inertia held her back. Why abandon the safe, routine life of Oasis for the unknown? Someday, maybe. Someday she would just up and leave. Alone, if she had to. But she always imagined a man would come along, one day, and take her hand, and lead her into a new life.
The man, apparently, was Sammy Hoffman. But he didn't lead her into a new life, he dragged her screaming.
She wished for the old security, the peace she'd known before he came along. But it was gone forever. She'd been terrorized, beaten and raped, she'd seen people butchered, she'd killed a man herself, and now she was faced with a life of hiding.
She suddenly realized, with a mixture of regret and excitement, that she had already lost Lacey Allen. Lacey had died, had been reborn into a new and horrible world. No longer the same person, she deserved a new name.
A natural step, when the rest of your ident.i.ty has changed so completely. Maybe the new Lacey, whatever her name might be, would make a better life for herself. The old one hadn't done so well, not really. This was a chance to abandon her old ways, to seek out what she had missed.