Volume II Part 79 (1/2)
”Oh! sir, thank you; give--give me quickly,” said Madame de Fermont, pus.h.i.+ng back the table and half opening the door.
”It is twenty sous, madame,” said the fence, showing the letter so impatiently desired.
”I am going to pay you, sir.”
”Oh! madame, there is no hurry. I am going to the roof; in ten minutes I will descend, and take the money as I pa.s.s.” Micou handed the letter to Madame de Fermont, and disappeared.
”The letter is from Normandy. On the stamp is _Aubiers_; it is from M. d'Orbigny!” cried Madame de Fermont examining the address.
”Well, mamma, was I right?”
”Oh, how my heart beats! Our good or bad fortune is, however, here,”
said Madame de Ferment, in a faltering voice, showing the letter.
Twice her trembling hand approached the seal to break it. She had not the courage. Can one hope to paint the terrible anguish suffered by those who, like Madame de Fermont, await from a letter hope or despair?
The burning and feverish emotion of a player whose last pieces of gold are staked on a single card, and who, breathless, the eye inflamed, awaits the decisive throw which saves or ruins him forever: this emotion, so violent, would hardly give an idea of the terrible anguish of which we speak. In an instant the soul is lifted up with the most radiant hopes, or plunged into the blackest despair. The unfortunate being pa.s.ses in turn through the most contrary emotions; ineffable feelings of happiness and grat.i.tude toward the generous heart which had pity on his sorrows--a sad and bitter resentment against the selfish or indifferent.
”What weakness!” said Madame de Fermont, with a sad smile, seating herself on the bed of her daughter: ”once more, my poor Claire, our fate is there. I burn to know it, and I dare not. If it is a refusal, alas! it will be always soon enough.”
”And if it should be a promise of succor? say, mamma; if this poor little letter contains good and consoling words, which will a.s.sure us as to the future, in promising us a modest employ in the house of M.
d'Orbigny, each minute we lose, is it not a moment of happiness lost?”
”Yes, my child; but if, on the contrary--”
”No, mamma; you are mistaken, I am sure of it--when I told you that M.
d'Orbigny would not have waited, so long to answer your letter, except to give you a favorable answer. Let me look at the letter, mamma; I am sure to guess, only from the writing, if the news is good or bad.
Hold, I am sure of it now,” said Claire, taking the letter; ”you have only to look at the bold, good, and strong hand, to see that the writer must be accustomed to give to those who suffer.”
”I entreat you, Claire, no more of these foolish hopes, or I can never open the letter.”
”My G.o.d! good little mamma, without opening it I can tell you what it contains; listen: 'Madame, your condition and that of your daughter is so worthy of interest, that I beg you will have the goodness to come immediately to me, in case you would like to take charge of my house.'”
”My child, once more I entreat you--no insane hopes; the reverse will be frightful. Come, courage,” said Madame de Fermont, taking the letter from her daughter, and preparing to break the seal.
”Courage for you--very well!” said Claire, smiling, and carried away by a feeling of confidence so natural at her age. ”As for me, I have no need of it: I am so sure of what I advance. Stop, do you wish me to open the letter? shall I read it? give it me, timid mamma.”
”Yes--I would rather--here. But no, no; it is better that I should.”
Madame de Fermont broke the seal with indescribable emotion. Her daughter, also, in spite of her apparent confidence, could hardly breathe.
”Read it aloud, mamma,” said she.
”The letter is not long; it is from the Countess d'Orbigny,” said Madame de Fermont looking at the signature.
”So much the better; it is good. Do you see, mamma, this excellent young lady has been pleased to answer you herself.”
”We shall see.”
”MADAME-M. le Comte d'Orbigny, very much indisposed for some time past, could not reply to you during my absence.”