Chapter 148 - Hurt (2/2)

”You! What!?” Myna was shocked.

”How do you have the face to ask her to do that with you? Have you explained about your fiance who came to you at this particular time? She supported you stupidly! But what did you do!? I can understand you are angry with your so-called fiance! But that doesn't stop Eleanor from having insecurities! Have you thought of her? At least did you give her some space to think!? You didn't! And yet all you think about is your desires and your pleasure!

”Don't forget… she just got to know someone was drugging her brother all along just to make him sleep. It means there is a threat to her family. And before she could recover from it… she got to know her boyfriend having a fiance.

”Who would be in the mood to do it? I strongly believe she didn't do that deed with her consent!

”Even your friend Edward is just like you!” Myna bursts out at him.

Cedric stood rooted in his place. He didn't think of all these things. The scenes of the last light flashed in his mind like a movie in his head. She said no to him, she cried on his chest only to push her away from him. He tried to leave her, but she begged him not to leave. He asked her to sleep with him. Cedric remembered the pain in her eyes, which were filled with pain and hurt but he ignored it. And like a beast he ravaged her. He thought she was breathing heavily due to the pleasure he was giving but he realized she was crying because of the pain he was giving to her. He felt ashamed for his deeds. No wonder nobody loves him but she did. She loved him as she embraced his thorns despite the pain she received.

He walked inside the room as she laid on the bed limply. His throat tightened at the sight of her lying there without any movement. Did he kill her? He regretted going against her will. Maybe he should have thought about it further. But… she should have accepted him obediently. If she did this wouldn't have occurred.

All those painful memories when she was absent from his life came back to his mind. And Nathaira was someone who made him do horrible things and made him believe he didn't deserve her. Again he has to say that… she made him realize it wasn't a bad thing to love someone.

If a selfish person like Nathaira could love then he could love too. He realized how precious his Eleanor was. He wanted to give the best life to her. But in return it wasn't bad for her to give in to his wishes once in a while.

Cedric failed to realize his fleeting thoughts. His thoughts were going a bit irrational which were unnoticed by him.

Will his changes affect their relationship? Can Eleanor bear the new version of Vedric? Are his changes linked in any way to Natasha's arrival? These can be answered by the time only.

”She has a vaginal tear. Even though it isn't deep, it needs to be treated properly. Also… you should restrain yourself from doing that with her till she is healed. I will write some medication it needs to give to her on time basis.

”Due to rough sex, she got a vaginal tear, she got infection. Because of the infection  she had a fever. I suggest she takes some rest for a day or two completely.” Myna said, waking him up from his reverie.

Standing up from her place, Myna took out a notepad and wrote the things she needed and handed it to Cedric. ”Bring these things,” she said and went inside the bathroom. Cedric just nodded in daze and went out.

He couldn't understand how things went out of control. A fever and a vaginal tear? Was he that hard on her?

Pain shot in his head as he thought about those things. Before he could shake his head, he lost consciousness near the door and fell down making a thud noise. Myna, who was cleaning Eleanor's body, heard the noise and ran over there. Seeing Cedric losing consciousness, she panicked. Not knowing what to do, she took out his phone and tried to unlock it. But she couldn't.

She took his finger and kept it on the fingerprint sensor and unlocked the phone.. The first number she saw or searched for was… Edward Callan.