Chapter 45 - Can You? (2/2)

Oh, Cedric… Oh, My Cedric… My soon-to-be Love… how lonely are you to ask loyalty instead of love to your future wife?

'I want to take all your pain and loneliness. I don't know what you faced. But I want to listen to your worries. I want to know your pains, sufferings, and everything. I will become your supporting shoulder to lean and hide your tears in the depths of my clothes. I want to place my cold lips on your forehead to assure you that you are not alone. You aren't lonely but you have me. Cedric… Can You give me the chance to share your life, worries, struggles, pain, suffering, and everything with me? Can you give me the chance to become your true soulmate? Can you give me the chance to become your perfect wife? Can I enter your life like a part of your heart and soul and listen to every little thing of you?

”Could you give me the chance to be your one and only woman in this life?” she thought. She wanted to say everything out but she felt a lump forming in her throat.

Why was she having these kinds of thoughts towards him? Does she love him?

She wanted to say yes proudly and confidentially but what was stopping her from? Maybe her past.

Yes… her past. Her past with a scum, who was known as Jacob.

She loved him with her whole heart and soul but in the end, all she got was heartbreak. She loved a man with all hers for five years. Even if he doesn't love her, Can Cedric love her and cherish her? Can she give her the security that she wants? She has answers to all her questions.

But why can't she accept them? Maybe it will take time for her?

But a life with Cedric was something she felt good and exciting.

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Author's Notes:

What do you think of Eleanor's situation right now?