Part 26 (2/2)
”How _can_ I get him a letter that shall not have his name on it? If I wrote to his Colonel or the Adjutant and enclosed a letter with just 'Dam'
on it they'd not know for whom it was meant--and I dare not tell them his real name.
”Could you get a letter to him, Ormonde, without letting him know that you know he is a private soldier, and without letting a soul know his real name?
”I do apologize for the length of this interminable letter, but if you only knew the _relief_ it is to me to be doing something that may help him, and to be talking, or rather writing about him, you would forgive me.
”His name must not be mentioned here. Think of it!
”Oh, if it only would not make him _more_ unhappy, I would go to him this minute, and refuse ever to leave him again.
”Does that sound unmaidenly, Ormonde? I don't care whether it does or not, nor whether it _is_ or not. I love him, and he loves me. I am his _friend_. Could I stay here in luxury if it would make him happier to marry me? Am I a terribly abandoned female? I told Auntie Yvette just what I had done, and though it simply saved her life to know he had not committed suicide (I believe she _wors.h.i.+pped_ father)--she seemed mortally shocked at me for behaving so. I am not a bit ashamed though. Dam is more important than good form, and I had to show him in the strongest possible way that he was dearer to me than ever. If it _was_ 'behaving like a servant-girl'--all honour to servant-girls, I think ... considering the circ.u.mstances.
You should have seen his face before he caught sight of me. Yes--_and_ after, too. Though really I think he suffered more from my kissing him--in uniform, in the street--than if I had cut him.
It would be only for the minute though ... it _must_ comfort him _now_, and always, to think that I love him so (since he loves _me_--and always has done). But what I must know before I can sleep peacefully again is the name by which he goes in the '2 Q.G's.,' so that I can write and comfort him regularly, send him things, and make him buy himself out when he sees he has been foolish and wicked in supposing that he has publicly disgraced himself and his name and us. And I'm going to make Grandfather's life a misery, and go about skinny and ragged and weeping, and say: '_This_ is how you treat the daughter of your dead friend, you wicked, cruel, unjust old man,' until he relents and sends for Dam and gets him into the Army properly.... But I am afraid Dam will think it his silly duty to flee from me and all my works, and hide himself where the names of de Warrenne and Stukeley are unknown and cannot be disgraced.
”I rely on you, Ormonde,
”Your ashamed grateful friend,
”LUCILLE GAVESTONE.”
Second Lieutenant Delorme rang the bell.
”Bradshaw,” he said, as his soldier-servant appeared. ”And get me a telegraph form.”
”Yussir,” said Private Billings, and marched to the Mess ante-room purposefully, with hope in his heart that Mr. Delorme 'ad nothink less than a 'alf dollar for the telegram and would forgit to arx for the chainge, as was his occasional praiseworthy procedure.
Mr. Delorme, alas, proved to have a mean and vulgar s.h.i.+lling, the which he handed to Private Billings with a form containing the message:--
”Can do. So cheer up. Writing his adjutant, pal of mine. Coming over Sat.u.r.day if get leave. Going Shorncliffe if necessary. Leave due. Dam all right. Will blow over. Thanks for letting me help.”
”'Fraid they don' give no tick at the Telegraft Orfis, Sir,” observed Private Billings, who, as quondam ”trained observer” of his troop, had noted the length of the telegram and the shortness of the allowance therefor.
”What the deuce...?”
”This is more like a 'alf-dollar job, Sir,” he groaned, waving the paper, ”wot wiv' the haddress an' all.”
”Oh--er--yes, bit thick for a bob, perhaps; here's half a sov....”
”_That's_ more like '_'Eres to yer_,' Mr. D----” remarked the good man--outside the door. ”And don't yer werry about trifles o' chainge.
Be a gent!”
Lucille read and re-read the telegram in many ways.
”Can do so. Cheer up. Writing his adjutant. Pal of mine coming over Sat.u.r.day. If get leave going Shorncliffe if necessary leave due Dam.
All right will blow over thanks.” No, _that_ wouldn't do.
(What a pity people _would_ not remember when writing telegrams that the stops and capitals they put are ignored by the operators.)
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