Part 18 (1/2)
Anon Grumper bore down upon the shady spot; queer old Grumper, very stiff, red-faced, dapper, and extremely savage.
Having greeted the guests hospitably and kindly he confined his subsequent conversation to two grunts and a growl.
Lucille and Damocles could not be said to have left the cane-chaired group about the rustic tables and cake-stands at any given moment.
Independently they evaporated, after the manner of the Ches.h.i.+re Cat it would appear, really getting farther and farther from the circle by such infinitely small degrees and imperceptible distances as would have appealed to the moral author of ”Little by Little”. At length the intervening shrubbery seemed to indicate that they were scarcely in the intimate bosom of the tea-party, if they had never really left it.
”Come for a long walk, Liggy,” remarked Dam as they met, using an ancient pet-name.
”Right-O, my son,” was the reply. ”But we must start off mildly. I have a lovely feeling of too much cake. Too good to waste. Wait here while I put on my clod-hoppers.”
The next hour was _the_ Hour of the lives of Damocles de Warrenne and Lucille Gavestone--the great, glorious, and wonderful hour that comes but once in a lifetime and is the progenitor of countless happy hours--or hours of poignant pain. The Hour that can come only to those who are worthy of it, and which, whatever may follow, is an unspeakably precious blessing, confuting the cynic, shaming the pessimist, confounding the atheist, rewarding the pure in heart, revealing G.o.d to Man.
Heaven help the poor souls to whom that Hour never comes, with its memories that nothing can wholly destroy, its brightness that nothing can ever wholly darken. Heaven especially help the poor purblind soul that can sneer at it, the greatest and n.o.blest of mankind's gifts, the countervail of all his cruel woes and curses.
As they walked down the long sweep of the elm-avenue, the pair encountered the vicar coming to gather up his wife and sister for the evening drive, and the sight of the two fine young people gladdened the good man's heart. He beheld a tall, broad-shouldered, narrow-hipped young man, with a frank handsome face, steady blue eyes, fair hair and determined jaw, a picture of the clean-bred, clean-living, out-door Englishman, athletic, healthy-minded, straight-dealing; and a slender, beautiful girl, with a strong sweet face, hazel-eyed, brown-haired, upright and active of carriage, redolent of sanity, directness, and all moral and physical health.
”A well-matched pair,” he smiled to himself as they pa.s.sed him with a cheery greeting.
For a mile or two both thought much and spoke little, the man thinking of the brilliant, hated Unknown who would steal away his Lucille; the woman thinking of the coming separation from the friend, without whom life was very empty, dull, and poor. Crossing a field, they reached a fence and a beautiful view of half the county. Stopping by mutual consent, they gazed at the peaceful, familiar scene, so enn.o.bled and etherealized by the moon's soft radiance.
”I shall think of this walk, somehow, whenever I see the full moon,”
said Dam, breaking a long silence.
”And I,” replied Lucille.
”I hate going away this time, somehow, more than usual,” he blurted out after another spell of silence. ”I can't help wondering whether you'll be--the same--when I come back at Christmas.”
”Why--how should I be different, Dammy?” asked the girl, turning her gaze upon his troubled face, which seemed to twitch and work as though in pain.
”How?... Why, you might be--”
”Might be what, dear?”
”You might be--engaged.”
The girl saw that in the man's eyes to which his tongue could not, or would not, give utterance. As he spoke the word, with a catch in his breath, she suddenly flung her arms round his neck, pressed her lips to his white face, and, with a little sob, whispered:--
”Not unless to you, Dam, darling--there is no other man in the world but you,” and their lips met in their first lover's kiss.... Oh, the wonderful, glorious world!... The grand, beautiful old world! Place of delight, joy, wonder, beauty, grat.i.tude. How the kind little stars sang to them and the benign old moon looked down and said: ”Never despair, never despond, never fear, G.o.d has given you Love. What matters else?” How the man swore to himself that he would be worthy of her, strive for her, live for her; if need be--die for her. How the woman vowed to herself that she would be worthy of her splendid, n.o.ble lover, help him, cheer him, watch over him. Oh, if he might only need her some day and depend on her for something in spite of his strength and manhood. How she yearned to do something for him, to give, to give, to give. Their hour lasted for countless ages, and pa.s.sed in a flash. The world intruded, spoiling itself as always.
”Home to dinner, darling,” said the girl at last. ”Hardly time to dress if we hurry. Grumper will simply rampage and roar. He gets worse every day.” She disengaged herself from the boy's arms and her terribly beautiful, painfully exquisite, trance.
”Give me one more kiss, tell me once more that you love me and only me, for ever, and let us go.... G.o.d bless this place. I thank G.o.d. I love G.o.d--now ...” she said.
Dam could not speak at all.
They walked away, hand in hand, incredulous, tremulous, bewildered by the beauty and wonder and glory of Life.
Alas!
As they pa.s.sed the Lodge and entered the dark avenue, Dam found his tongue.