Part 13 (1/2)
But death, or pain, or sorrow, has no part with Clarissa to-day. She is quite happy,--utterly content. She marks not the dying of the year, but rather the beauty of the sunset. She heeds not the sullen roar of the ever-increasing streamlets, that winter will swell into small but angry rivers; hearing only the songs of the sleepy birds as they croon their night-songs in the boughs above her.
When an hour has pa.s.sed, and twilight has come up and darkened all the land, she goes back again to her home, and, reaching the library, looks in, to find her father sitting there, engrossed as usual with some book, which he is carefully annotating as he reads.
”Are you very busy?” asks she, coming slowly up to him. ”I want to be with you for a little while.”
”That is right. I am never too busy to talk to you. Why, it is quite an age since last I saw you!--not since breakfast; where have you been all day?”
”You are a pet,” says Miss Peyton, in a loving whisper, rubbing her cheek tenderly against his, as a reward for his pretty speech. ”I have been at the vicarage, and have pleaded Georgie's cause so successfully that I have won it; and have made them half in love with her already.”
”A special pleader indeed. Diplomacy is your forte: you should keep to it.”
”I mean to. I shouldn't plead in vain with you, should I?” She has grown somewhat earnest.
”Oh! with me!” says her father, with much self-contempt; ”I have given up all that sort of thing, long ago. I know how much too much you are for me, and I am too wise to swim against the tide. Only I would entreat you to be merciful as you are strong.”
”What a lot of nonsense you do talk, you silly boy!” says Clarissa, who is still leaning over his chair in such a position that he cannot see her face. Perhaps, could he have seen it, he might have noticed how pale it is beyond its wont. ”Well, the Redmonds seemed quite pleased, and I shall write to Georgie to-morrow. It will be nice for her to be here, near me. It may keep her from being lonely and unhappy.”
”Well, it ought,” says George Peyton. ”What did the vicar say?”
”The vicar always says just what I say,” replies she, a trifle saucily, and with a quick smile.
”Poor man! his is the common lot,” says her father; and then, believing she has said all she wants to say, and being filled with a desire to return to his book and his notes, he goes on: ”So that was the weighty matter you wanted to discuss, eh? Is that all your news?”
”Not quite,” returns she, in a low tone.
”No? You are rich in conversation this evening. Who is it we are now to criticise?”
”The person you love best,--I hope.”
”Why, that will be you,” says George Peyton.
”You are sure?” says Clarissa, a little tremulously; and then her father turns in his chair and tries to read her face.
”No; stay just as you are; I can tell you better if you do not look at me,” she whispers, entreatingly, moving him with her hands back to his former position.
”What is it, Clarissa?” he asks, hastily, though he is far from suspecting the truth. Some faint thought of James Scrope (why he knows not) comes to him at this moment, and not unpleasingly. ”Tell me, darling. Anything that concerns you must, of necessity, concern me also.”
”Yes, I am glad I know that,” she says, speaking with some difficulty, but very earnestly. ”To-day I met Horace Brans...o...b...”
”Yes?” His face changes a little, from vague expectancy to distinct disappointment; but then she cannot see his face.
”And he asked me to be his wife--and--I said, Yes--if--if it pleases you, papa.”
It is over. The dreaded announcement is made. The words that have cost her so much to utter have gone out into the air; and yet there is no answer!
For a full minute silence reigns, and then Clarissa lays her hand imploringly upon her father's shoulder. He is looking straight before him, his expression troubled and grave, his mouth compressed.
”Speak to me,” says Clarissa, entreatingly.
After this he does speak.