Part 30 (2/2)
”Pooh! You're a feather.”
”Oh, I couldn't. Wouldn't he jump?”
”He'd better try!”
”Now, don't be cruel to him.”
”What do you know about it? I've ridden since I could walk.”
”Lucky you!”
”I'll teach you.”
”Could you?”
”Give me a chance.”
”Here's one! No, no, I didn't mean it,” she cried as he dismounted and lifted her to the saddle. ”Oh, I feel so high up. Don't move him till I get used to it. I'm not safe on this saddle. Put me a little further on, George. That's further forward! I'm nearly on his neck. No, I don't think I like it. Take me down.”
”Keep still.” The words were almost threatening in the gloom. ”Sit steady. I'm coming up.”
”No, don't. I shall fall off!”
But already he was behind her, holding her closely with one arm. ”There!
He's quiet enough. I couldn't do this with Daisy. And he's sure-footed.
He was bred on the moor.” He set the horse trotting gently. ”He goes well, doesn't he?”
”Yes.”
”Don't you like it?”
”Ye-es.”
”What's the matter?”
”There isn't room enough,” she said, and moved her shoulders.
He spoke in her ear. ”If I don't hold you, you'll fall off. Here's a smooth bit coming. Now, lad, show us what you can do and remember what you're carrying!”
The saddle creaked and the bit jangled and George's arm tightened round her. Though she did not like his nearness, she leaned closer for safety, and he and the horse seemed to be one animal, strong and swift and merciless. Once or twice she gasped, ”Please, George, not quite so fast,” but the centaur paid no heed. She shut her eyes because she did not like to see the darkness sliding under them as they pa.s.sed, and they seemed to be galloping into a blackness that was empty and unending. Her hands clutched the arm that fenced her b.r.e.a.s.t.s: her breath came quickly, exhilaration was mixed with fear, and now she was part of the joint body that carried her and held her.
She hardly knew when the pace had slackened; she was benumbed with new sensations, darkness, speed and strength. She had forgotten that this was a man she leaned against. Then the horse stood still and she felt Halkett's face near hers, his breath on her cheeks, a new pressure of his arm and, unable to endure this different nearness, she gave his binding hand a sharp blow with her knuckles, jerked her head backwards against his and escaped his grasp; but she had to fall to do it, and from the ground she heard his chuckle as he looked down at her.
At that moment she would have killed him gladly; she felt her body soiled by his, but her mind was curiously untouched. It knew no disgust for his desire nor for her folly, and while she hated him for sitting there and laughing at her fall, this was still a game she loved and meant to play. In the heather she sat and glowered at him, but now she could hardly see his face.
”That was a silly thing to do,” she heard him say. ”You might easily have been kicked. What did you do it for?”
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