Part 15 (2/2)

But I don't. Maybe I should. It might be easier, going there. Then I'd have to explain to Mom what the h.e.l.l I do for a living, but I've been lying to her for this long. I can keep it up.

I'm all she has. Stealing keeps her and me afloat. I don't know how to do anything else.

I am a world-cla.s.s f.u.c.kup.

”Must be tough,” she teases.

”Oh yeah.” I thunk the back of my head against the headboard, wis.h.i.+ng it weren't padded and soft. I need to knock some sense into my stupid brain. Not like I can come clean to Rose, but maybe I can turn my life around for her. I've tried before, but I could never stay clean. She could give me purpose, though. A real reason to be good-all for her. If she'd have me.

She won't have you.

I tell the voice in my head to shut the f.u.c.k up.

Rose comes to a stop at the foot of the bed, her gaze wistful as she studies me. ”You really shouldn't sit like that.”

”Sit like what?” The woman straight up makes no sense sometimes. Like right now. I have no idea what she's talking about.

Slowly she shakes her head as she approaches me. ”With your arms behind your head. Your biceps are bulging and your shoulders and chest look exceptionally broad. Makes it hard for me to leave. I'd rather stay here with you.”

Ah, poor Rose. She's scared to go back to Fleur. She mentioned that she didn't approve of the woman her father is involved with and that this woman works at Fleur, which makes her uncomfortable. But that's all I know. And they're back in New York, not here in London. ”Then don't leave.” I drop my arms and reach for her, but she sidesteps away from me. ”Stay with me.”

”You just encouraged me to go and now you're trying to tempt me to stay?” She laughs. ”You're a bad influence.”

She has no idea.

After ten minutes of heavy kissing, I finally shove her a.s.s out of the suite, glancing around the room after I shut the door behind her. This is the first time I've been left alone in the suite. My first opportunity to go through her stuff, and I'm hesitating like a wimp.

I need to see if she has anything of value stashed in her suitcase. Like maybe the Poppy Necklace, because I'd really like to know where it disappeared to. Though she'd be d.a.m.n crazy to keep that thing in her suitcase. The hotel provides both an in-room safe and an even harder-to-crack safe behind the front desk. The in-room safes are useless. I've cracked hundreds of them over the years.

So I decide to go ahead and crack this one. Just for curiosity's sake. No way would I take whatever I find in there.

My heart squeezes when I open the little metal door and see there's a box inside. Slowly I reach in, tentatively grabbing the box, as if it's some sort of wild animal ready to bite my fingers off at any given moment.

Withdrawing the box from the safe, I examine it. It's old, covered in faded black velvet, and I open it, not surprised at all to see the necklace nestled within. Pink and white diamonds, each cut precise and perfect, each stone chosen for its flawless clarity. The necklace is going to fetch me an absolute fortune when I turn it in to Dexter. He'll add it to his private collection, never to be seen in public again.

Collectors of rare stolen goods are weird. Me? I'd want to show that s.h.i.+t off, but in this kind of situation, you can't. Everything's a secret.

I'm starting to really hate secrets.

Without thought I shut the safe and take the velvet box with me, stas.h.i.+ng it deep in the bottom of my duffel bag. Sweat dots my forehead when I zip up the bag and sit back, my heart hammering so hard it's all I can hear.

I shouldn't have taken the necklace. If Rose finds out, I'm ruined. Not only because she could rat me out to the police.

But because she'll hate me for stealing from her. And I can't blame her.

Muttering under my breath, I go to the closet and slam the door shut, banging the wall with my clenched fist. I don't know what the h.e.l.l is going on between me and Rose, but she means something to me. She's more than a friend. More than a casual f.u.c.k. I like her. I could see myself falling for her if I don't watch it.

Which means I need to f.u.c.king watch it.

Grabbing my cell, I call Mom, waiting for her to answer. She does on the third ring, sounding breathless and harried and so f.u.c.king annoyed I almost hang up.

But she has caller ID and she will know it's me on the other end, so I don't bother. I'd rather get this conversation over with.

”Mom,” I say, and she cuts me off before I can get another word out.

”Caden! Where the h.e.l.l are you? You need to come home.”

s.h.i.+t. ”What's wrong?”

”Oh, you're going to be so mad at me.” She's walking through the house, I can tell by the briskness of her words, the sound of her heels clicking loudly on the tile floor. I hear the yip of one of her annoying-as-f.u.c.k dogs in the background and I settle heavily in a chair, bracing myself for the bad news.

”What did you do?” I ask wearily, ready for one of her usual excuses, wondering which one it'll be this time.

”Well, you know I've been having trouble lately with my headaches. Did I tell you about them? No? Anyway, I've been taking it easy, staying at home because I think the weather is causing them. It's so blessedly hot here. But I broke down because I needed to go to the store a few days ago so I hopped in the car, went shopping, and when I was done, I had a blinding headache. Positively blinding. It was awful. So miserable. The sun hurt my eyes and not even my sungla.s.ses could help, and those Chanel gla.s.ses are some of the best I've ever owned. I've had them for twenty years. Did you know they were a gift from your father? Well, anyway ...”

”Mom,” I interrupt her. ”Get to the part where you did something that's going to make me so mad.”

”Right, right. Fine.” She takes a deep breath. ”I became frustrated with the headache and the fact that I couldn't get rid of it, so I finally just got back into the car and drove home. I miss not having a hired car and driver, Caden. I miss it so much.”

Oh my G.o.d. The woman wants and wants. I've wondered more than once if she drove Dad to do what he did. Not fair, but ...

Yeah. Something to consider.

”So I'm driving. The sun is so bright and traffic was so heavy. I panicked. I don't do well under pressure, you know. And then I ...” Her voice drifts and I close my eyes, pinching the bridge of my nose.

It's going to be bad. I think I know where she's going with this, but I need to hear what she has to say. ”You what?”

”I wrecked the car. Oh, Caden, I'm so, so sorry. I don't know what happened. One minute I'm driving along and everything is fine, though the headache is making it a bit hard for me to see, but the sungla.s.ses helped a little. And then the next thing another car darts out in front of me and I hit it. G.o.d, the noise! The crunching and the squeal of the tires were so loud. I got so scared I swerved right and hit the curb, smas.h.i.+ng right into a fire hydrant.”

Of course she did. ”You're kidding.”

”I wish I were, darling. It was just a mess. Water everywhere. The horn got stuck and went on and on, bleating like a dying cow. The accident made the local news,” she admits, her voice low. She sounds embarra.s.sed. ”It was awful.”

h.e.l.l. It sounds like my very worst nightmare come to life. ”So the car is a lost cause.”

”Both cars a lost cause, and since it was my fault ... and the lady got so mad at me she started to yell and was throwing around words like lawsuit and, well, I didn't know what to do. So I called Stanley.”

Great. Here comes another bill. ”Why did you call your lawyer?”

”I thought he could help me. Give me the proper advice I needed,” she admits, her voice small.

<script>