Part 17 (1/2)

The monster?

It never came back.

”It's gone away,” said McDunn. ”It's gone back to the Deeps. It's learned you can't love anything too much in this world. It's gone into the deepest Deeps to wait another million years. Ah, the poor thing! Waiting out there, and waiting out there, while man comes and goes on this pitiful little planet. Waiting and waiting.”

I sat in my car, listening. I couldn't see the lighthouse or the light standing out in Lonesome Bay. I could only hear the Horn, the Horn, the Horn. It sounded like the monster calling.

I sat there wis.h.i.+ng there was something I could say.

s.h.i.+RLEY JACKSON.

s.h.i.+rley Jackson was born in San Francisco in 1916 (she frequently gave her birth year as 1919, so as to appear younger than her husband, the critic Stanley Edgar Hyman). She was educated at the University of Rochester and at Syracuse University, where she met Hyman; they married in 1940. Jackson soon began publis.h.i.+ng stories and sketches in The New Yorker, Mademoiselle, Charm, The New Yorker, Mademoiselle, Charm, and other magazines; some of these stories-especially those about the four children she would bear-were gathered in the volumes and other magazines; some of these stories-especially those about the four children she would bear-were gathered in the volumes Life among the Savages Life among the Savages (1953) and (1953) and Raising Demons Raising Demons (1957), and represent some of her most piquantly winsome work. Grimmer stories, probing the realms of supernatural and psychological horror, were collected in (1957), and represent some of her most piquantly winsome work. Grimmer stories, probing the realms of supernatural and psychological horror, were collected in The Lottery The Lottery (1949). The t.i.tle story, which created a furor when published in (1949). The t.i.tle story, which created a furor when published in The New Yorker The New Yorker for June 26, 1948, remains her most celebrated tale. Jackson moved to Bennington, Vermont, in 1945, where Hyman was a professor, and lived there for the remainder of her life. for June 26, 1948, remains her most celebrated tale. Jackson moved to Bennington, Vermont, in 1945, where Hyman was a professor, and lived there for the remainder of her life.

Several of Jackson's novels broach the supernatural in varying degrees. The Bird's Nest The Bird's Nest (1954) is an account of split personality. (1954) is an account of split personality. The Sundial The Sundial (1958) is a bizarre, misanthropic tale of a family that believes itself to be the last survivors on earth. (1958) is a bizarre, misanthropic tale of a family that believes itself to be the last survivors on earth. The Haunting of Hill House The Haunting of Hill House (1959) is an imperishable haunted house tale, and was effectively filmed by Robert Wise as (1959) is an imperishable haunted house tale, and was effectively filmed by Robert Wise as The Haunting The Haunting (1963). (1963). We Have Always Lived in the Castle We Have Always Lived in the Castle (1962) is a grim tale of domestic isolation. Jackson was working on a novel, (1962) is a grim tale of domestic isolation. Jackson was working on a novel, Come Along with Me, Come Along with Me, that might have been supernatural, but it remained unfinished at the time of her death in 1965; it appeared in the posthumous collection that might have been supernatural, but it remained unfinished at the time of her death in 1965; it appeared in the posthumous collection Come Along with Me Come Along with Me (1968). (1968).

”A Visit” (first published in New World Writing New World Writing no. 2, 1952 as ”The Lovely House”; collected in no. 2, 1952 as ”The Lovely House”; collected in Come Along with Me Come Along with Me) is one of Jackson's subtlest tales of the supernatural and excels in delicacy of character portrayal. Loosely based upon a visit to her home by Dylan Thomas, it suggests that the visitor, Margaret, is unable to leave the house because her likeness has been engrafted into the tapestry being weaved by the mother of her friend Carla.

A VISIT.

The house in itself was, even before anything had happened there, as lovely a thing as she had ever seen. Set among its lavish grounds, with a park and a river and a wooded hill surrounding it, and carefully planned and tended gardens close upon all sides, it lay upon the hills as though it were something too precious to be seen by everyone; Margaret's very coming there had been a product of such elaborate arrangement, and such letters to and fro, and such meetings and hopings and wis.h.i.+ngs, that when she alighted with Carla Montague at the doorway of Carla's home, she felt that she too had come home, to a place striven for and earned. Carla stopped before the doorway and stood for a minute, looking first behind her, at the vast reaching gardens and the green lawn going down to the river, and the soft hills beyond, and then at the perfect grace of the house, showing so clearly the long-boned structure within, the curving staircases and the arched doorways and the tall thin lines of steadying beams, all of it resting back against the hills, and up, past rows of windows and the flying lines of the roof, on, to the tower-Carla stopped, and looked, and smiled, and then turned and said, ”Welcome, Margaret.”

”It's a lovely house,” Margaret said, and felt that she had much better have said nothing.

The doors were opened and Margaret, touching as she went the warm head of a stone faun beside her, pa.s.sed inside. Carla, following, greeted the servants by name, and was welcomed with reserved pleasure; they stood for a minute on the rose and white tiled floor. ”Again, welcome, Margaret,” Carla said.

Far ahead of them the great stairway soared upward, held to the hall where they stood by only the slimmest of carved bal.u.s.trades; on Margaret's left hand a tapestry moved softly as the door behind was closed. She could see the fine threads of the weave, and the light colors, but she could not have told the picture unless she went far away, perhaps as far away as the staircase, and looked at it from there; perhaps, she thought, from halfway up the stairway this great hall, and perhaps the whole house, is visible, as a complete body of story together, all joined and in sequence. Or perhaps I shall be allowed to move slowly from one thing to another, observing each, or would that take all the time of my visit?

”I never saw anything so lovely,” she said to Carla, and Carla smiled.

”Come and meet my mama,” Carla said.

They went through doors at the right, and Margaret, before she could see the light room she went into, was stricken with fear at meeting the owners of the house and the park and the river, and as she went beside Carla she kept her eyes down.

”Mama,” said Carla, ”this is Margaret, from school.”

”Margaret,” said Carla's mother, and smiled at Margaret kindly. ”We are very glad you were able to come.”

She was a tall lady wearing pale green and pale blue, and Margaret said as gracefully as she could, ”Thank you, Mrs. Montague; I am very grateful for having been invited.”

”Surely,” said Mrs. Montague softly, ”surely my daughter's friend Margaret from school should be welcome here; surely we should be grateful that she has come.”

”Thank you, Mrs. Montague,” Margaret said, not knowing how she was answering, but knowing that she was grateful.

When Mrs. Montague turned her kind eyes on her daughter, Margaret was at last able to look at the room where she stood next to her friend; it was a pale green and a pale blue long room with tall windows that looked out onto the lawn and the sky, and thin colored china ornaments on the mantel. Mrs. Montague had left her needlepoint when they came in and from where Margaret stood she could see the pale sweet pattern from the underside; all soft colors it was, melting into one another endlessly, and not finished. On the table nearby were books, and one large book of sketches that were most certainly Carla's; Carla's harp stood next to the windows, and beyond one window were marble steps outside, going shallowly down to a fountain, where water moved in the sunlight. Margaret thought of her own embroidery-a pair of slippers she was working for her friend-and knew that she should never be able to bring it into this room, where Mrs. Montague's long white hands rested on the needlepoint frame, soft as dust on the pale colors.

”Come,” said Carla, taking Margaret's hand in her own. ”Mama has said that I might show you some of the house.”

They went out again into the hall, across the rose and white tiles which made a pattern too large to be seen from the floor, and through a doorway where tiny bronze fauns grinned at them from the carving. The first room that they went into was all gold, with gilt on the window frames and on the legs of the chairs and tables, and the small chairs standing on the yellow carpet were made of gold brocade with small gilded backs, and on the wall were more tapestries showing the house as it looked in the sunlight with even the trees around it s.h.i.+ning, and these tapestries were let into the wall and edged with thin gilded frames.

”There is so much tapestry,” Margaret said.

”In every room,” Carla agreed. ”Mama has embroidered all the hangings for her own room, the room where she writes her letters. The other tapestries were done by my grandmamas and my great-grandmamas and my great-great-grandmamas.”

The next room was silver, and the small chairs were of silver brocade with narrow silvered backs, and the tapestries on the walls of this room were edged with silver frames and showed the house in moonlight, with the white light s.h.i.+ning on the stones and the windows glittering.

”Who uses these rooms?” Margaret asked.

”No one,” Carla said.

They pa.s.sed then into a room where everything grew smaller as they looked at it: the mirrors on both sides of the room showed the door opening and Margaret and Carla coming through, and then, reflected, a smaller door opening and a small Margaret and a smaller Carla coming through, and then, reflected again, a still smaller door and Margaret and Carla, and so on, endlessly, Margaret and Carla diminis.h.i.+ng and reflecting. There was a table here and nesting under it another lesser table, and under that another one, and another under that one, and on the greatest table lay a carved wooden bowl holding within it another carved wooden bowl, and another within that, and another within that one. The tapestries in this room were of the house reflected in the lake, and the tapestries themselves were reflected, in and out, among the mirrors on the wall, with the house in the tapestries reflected in the lake.

This room frightened Margaret rather, because it was so difficult for her to tell what was in it and what was not, and how far in any direction she might easily move, and she backed out hastily, pus.h.i.+ng Carla behind her. They turned from here into another doorway which led them out again into the great hall under the soaring staircase, and Carla said, ”We had better go upstairs and see your room; we can see more of the house another time. We have plenty plenty of time, after all,” and she squeezed Margaret's hand joyfully. of time, after all,” and she squeezed Margaret's hand joyfully.

They climbed the great staircase, and pa.s.sed, in the hall upstairs, Carla's room, which was like the inside of a sh.e.l.l in pale colors, with lilacs on the table, and the fragrance of the lilacs followed them as they went down the halls.

The sound of their shoes on the polished floor was like rain, but the sun came in on them wherever they went. ”Here,” Carla said, opening a door, ”is where we have breakfast when it is warm; here,” opening another door, ”is the pa.s.sage to the room where Mama does her letters. And that-” nodding, ”-is the stairway to the tower, and here here is where we shall have dances when my brother comes home.” is where we shall have dances when my brother comes home.”

”A real tower?” Margaret said.

”And here, here,” Carla said, ”is the old schoolroom, and my brother and I studied here before he went away, and I stayed on alone studying here until it was time for me to come to school and meet you. you.”

”Can we go up into the tower?” Margaret asked.

”Down here, at the end of the hall,” Carla said, ”is where all my grandpapas and my grandmamas and my great-great-grandpapas and grandmamas live.” She opened the door to the long gallery, where pictures of tall old people in lace and pale waistcoats leaned down to stare at Margaret and Carla. And then, to a walk at the top of the house, where they leaned over and looked at the ground below and the tower above, and Margaret looked at the gray stone of the tower and wondered who lived there, and Carla pointed out where the river ran far below, far away, and said they should walk there tomorrow.

”When my brother comes,” she said, ”he will take us boating on the river.”

In her room, unpacking her clothes, Margaret realized that her white dress was the only one possible for dinner, and thought that she would have to send home for more things; she had intended to wear her ordinary gray downstairs most evenings before Carla's brother came, but knew she could not when she saw Carla in light blue, with pearls around her neck. When Margaret and Carla came into the drawing room before dinner Mrs. Montague greeted them very kindly, and asked had Margaret seen the painted room, or the room with the tiles?

”We had no time to go near that part of the house at all,” Carla said.

”After dinner, then,” Mrs. Montague said, putting her arm affectionately around Margaret's shoulders, ”we will go and see the painted room and the room with the tiles, because they are particular favorites of mine.”

”Come and meet my papa,” Carla said.

The door was just opening for Mr. Montague, and Margaret, who felt almost at ease now with Mrs. Montague, was frightened again of Mr. Montague, who spoke loudly and said, ”So this is m'girl's friend from school? Lift up your head, girl, and let's have a look at you.” When Margaret looked up blindly, and smiled weakly, he patted her cheek and said, ”We shall have to make you look bolder before you leave us,” and then he tapped his daughter on the shoulder and said she had grown to a monstrous fine girl.

They went in to dinner, and on the walls of the dining room were tapestries of the house in the seasons of the year, and the dinner service was white china with veins of gold running through it, as though it had been mined and not molded. The fish was one Margaret did not recognize, and Mr. Montague very generously insisted upon serving her himself without smiling at her ignorance. Carla and Margaret were each given a gla.s.sful of pale spicy wine.

”When my brother comes,” Carla said to Margaret, ”we will not dare be so quiet at table.” She looked across the white cloth to Margaret, and then to her father at the head, to her mother at the foot, with the long table between them, and said, ”My brother can make us laugh all the time.”

”Your mother will not miss you for these summer months?” Mrs. Montague said to Margaret.

”She has my sisters, ma'am,” Margaret said, ”and I have been away at school for so long that she has learned to do without me.”

”We mothers never learn to do without our daughters,” Mrs. Montague said, and looked fondly at Carla. ”Or our sons,” she added with a sigh.

”When my brother comes,” Carla said, ”you will see what this house can be like with life in it.”