Chapter 4 (2/2)

Housework, field, study. With the addition of a side job, life becomes busier, but if I think about it, with money increases life with my mother becomes abundant, there was no suffering.

When I grew up, I don’t know how I’ll be treated in Thousand family. Maybe I’ll be sent to become a bride to an old man’s place who only desires a n.o.ble blood, but will you purposely bring a dowry for three women to me? It seems there’s a high possibility that I’ll be detained in the mansion and still receive servant treatment. Because there is Flore-sama who doesn’t want to see my face, I know nothing of my present situation.

Whatever it is, for the future life with mother, even if it’s a little I did save money.

As I grow up, when I go to the mansion, in my own room I ought to clean and do laundry by myself.

After all I can do it on the same level as a maid. When I am in gardener’s work shed, everyone knows I am doing it. You see for the meal I am being spoon-fed.

(TN: *** search the image of “食べさせてもらえる”.)

I think people who work in the mansion had a little sympathy in regards to the young me. As I grow up, I understand I can do things similar to their works, I am sure I have begun to sense jealousy and irrationality.

While I am in the mansion, I do not receive the minimal treatment of an ojousama (daughter of a high-cla.s.s family). That resentment is towards mother, although I didn’t quite notice.

I who sometimes reside in the mansion, for the better or worse my acquaintances increase, so far as it goes it got me involved. Therefore in the kitchen, if we received the ingredients of the meal of my and my mother’s portions, we would receive as it is, we more or less received various ごね.

That is while I’m in the mansion, when my mother go to the kitchen, it seemed the foodstuffs were decreased. Especially meat. I guess it was pilfered. When my father showed up, he appeared to bring confectionery but there is no meat.

Even though the mental haggardness was disappearing, the physical tiredness was slowly ruining my mother’s health.

When we don’t receive ingredients, although it’s better to buy them in the town, I guess the figure of me who was saving money happily did not allowed it.

When I was 14 years old I made my debut in high society, my mother pa.s.sed away.

My mother’s hair had changed from blonde hair to light blonde hair.

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