Part 10 (1/2)

”Come, now! don't be a goose. I wouldn't make a practice of accepting their invitations; but for once, what does it matter?”

”Can't you understand?” she said pa.s.sionately; ”_they are kind to me!_”

She turned quickly and ran into the garden, leaving him to call after her: ”Well, you've got to go to-night, because I've accepted.”

”I won't go to-night!” she flung back, her voice breaking.

Lloyd Pryor shook his head. ”And she wonders I don't come oftener,” he said to himself.

So the sleepy Sunday morning pa.s.sed. Mr. Pryor roamed about the garden, looking furtively over his shoulder now and then--but Helena had disappeared. ”Sulking in her room, I suppose,” he thought.

He had come at some inconvenience, to spend Sunday and talk over this project of the child, ”for I'd like to see her happier,” he told himself; and now, instead of sitting down, sensibly, to discuss things, she flared out over this invitation to supper. Her intensity fatigued him. ”I must be getting old,” he ruminated, ”and Helena will always be the age she was ten years ago. Ten? It's thirteen! How time flies; she was twenty. How interested I was in Frederick's health in those days!”

He stretched himself out on the bench under the poplar, and lit another cigar. ”If _I'm_ willing to go, why is she so exercised?

Women are all alike--except Alice.” He smiled as he thought of his girl, and instantly the hardness in his face lifted, as a cloud shadow lifts and leaves suns.h.i.+ne behind it. Then some obscure sense of fitness made him pull himself together, and put his mind on affairs that had nothing in common with Helena; affairs in which he could include his girl without offending his taste.

After a while he got up and wandered about between the borders, where the clean, bitter scent of daffodils mingled with the box. Once he stood still, looking down over the orchard on the hill-side below him, at the bright sheen of the river edged with leafless maples; on its farther side were the meadows, and then the hills, smoky in their warm haze. Over all was the pale April sky with skeins of gray cloud in the west. He wondered what Alice was doing at this moment, and looked at his watch. She must be just coming back from church. When he was at home Mr. Pryor went to church himself, and watched her saying her little prayers. This a.s.sumption of the Pryor-Barr liabilities would be a serious check to the fortune he was building up for her; he set his jaw angrily at the thought, but of course it couldn't be helped.

Furthermore, Alice took great pride in the almost quixotic sense of honor that had prompted the step; a pride which gave him a secret satisfaction, quite fatuous and childlike and entirely out of keeping with certain other characteristics, also secret.

There was a gleam of humor in his eyes, as he said to himself that he hoped Alice would not ask him how he had spent his Sunday morning.

Alice had such a feeling about truth, that he did not like to tell her even little lies, little ones that she could not possibly find out. It was the sentiment of fibbing to his girl that offended him, not the fib; for Mr. Lloyd Pryor had no doubt that, in certain matters, Truth must be governed by the law of benefit.

Thinking of his daughter, and smiling to himself, he lounged aimlessly about the garden; then it occurred to him to go into the stable and look at Helena's pony. After that he strolled over to the carriage- house where were stored a number of cases containing stuffed creatures--birds and chipmunks and small furry things. Some larger animals were slung up under the beams of the loft to get them out of the way; there was a bear in one corner, and a great crocodile, and a shark; possessions of the previous owner of the Stuffed Animal House, stored here by her executor, pending the final settlement of the estate.

Lloyd Pryor stood at the doorway looking in. Through a grimed and cobwebbed window at the farther end of the room the light filtered down among the still figures; there was the smell of dead fur and feathers, and of some acrid preservative. One box had been broken in moving it from the house, and a beaver had slipped from his carefully bitten branch, and lay on the dusty boards, a burst of cotton pus.h.i.+ng through the splitting belly-seam. Lloyd Pryor thrust it into its case with his stick, and started as he did so. Something moved, back in the dusk.

”It's I, Lloyd,” Helena Richie said.

”You? My dear Nelly! Why are you sitting in this gloomy place?”

She smiled faintly, but her face was weary with tears. ”Oh, I just-- came in here,” she said vaguely.

She had said to herself when, angry and wounded, she left him in the garden, that if she went back to the house he would find her. So she had come here to the dust and silence of the carriage-house, and sitting down on one of the cases had hidden her face in her hands.

Little by little anger ebbed. Just misery remained. But still she sat there, looking absently at these dead creatures about her, or at a thin line of suns.h.i.+ne falling through a heart-shaped opening in a shutter, and moving noiselessly across the floor. A mote dipped into this stream of light, zigzagged through it, then sank into the darkness. She followed it with dull eyes, thinking, if she thought at all, that she wished she did not have to sit opposite Lloyd at dinner.

But, of course, she would have to, the servants would think it strange if she did not come to table with him. Suddenly the finger of suns.h.i.+ne vanished, and all the motes were gone. Raising her head with a long sigh she saw him in the doorway, his tall figure black against the smiling spring landscape outside. Her heart came up into her throat with a rush of delight. He was looking for her! Ah, this was the way it had been in those first days, when he could not bear to let her out of his sight!

He put his arm around her with careless friendliness and helped her to her feet. ”What a place this will be for your boy to play. He can be cast away on a desert island and surrounded by wild animals every day in the week.” His voice was so kind that her anger of two hours ago seemed impossible--a mistake, a misunderstanding! She tried in a bewildered way to get back to it in her own mind, but he was so matter of fact about the stuffed animals and the little boy and the desert island, that she could only say vaguely, ”Yes, it would be nice, but of course I'm not going to take him.”

”Well now, that's just what I want to talk to you about,” he said, watching her through his long, curling eyelashes. ”That's why I came down to Old Chester--”

”Oh, is it?”

He checked an impatient exclamation, and then went on: ”When I got your letter about this boy, I was really delighted.--Let's go out into the suns.h.i.+ne; the smell of this place is very disagreeable.--I think you would find the child company; I really hope you will take him.”

His voice was sincere and she softened.