Part 5 (2/2)
”Of course I am a Puritan,” was the answer. ”I was born so. There is nothing which I believe that wouldn't have seemed to my forefathers good ground for having me whipped at the cart's tail, but I am Puritan to the bone.”
”I don't see what you mean,” Candish said.
”I mean that I inherit, like all of us children of the Puritans, the way of looking at things without regard to consequences, of feeling devoutly about whatever seems to us true, and of realizing that individual preferences do not alter the laws of the universe; isn't that the essence of Puritanism?”
”Perhaps,” he answered; ”but are the unbelievers of to-day devout?”
Ashe looked at his cousin as she paused before answering. He felt that the question must baffle her. He did not comprehend what was behind her faint smile.
”Certainly not all of them,” was her reply. ”The age isn't greatly given to reverence. I am a Puritan, however, and I must say what I think. I believe that there is a hundredfold more devoutness in the infidelity of New England to-day than in its belief.”
Ashe leaned forward in amazement, half overturning his gla.s.s in his eagerness.
”Why, that is a contradiction of terms,” he exclaimed.
Mrs. Herman's smile deepened.
”Not necessarily, Cousin Philip,” returned she.
”It is possible for belief to degenerate into mere conventionality, while sincere doubters at least must have a realization of the mystery and the awe which overshadow life.”
Mrs. Fenton put up her hand in a pretty gesture of deprecation.
”Come,” she said, ”I don't wish to be despotic, but I can't let Mrs.
Herman lead you into a discussion of that sort. We'll talk of something else.”
”Am I to bear the blame of it all?” demanded Helen. ”That I call genuinely theological.”
”Worse and worse,” the hostess responded. ”Now you attack the cloth.”
”It seems to me,” observed Mr. Candish, coming out of a brief study in which he had apparently not heard Mrs. Fenton's last words, ”that you leave out of account the matter of desire. The believer at least longs to believe, and surely deserves well for that.”
”I don't see why. Certainly he hasn't learned the first word of the philosophy of life who still confounds what he desires and what he deserves.”
”Come, Helen,” put in Mrs. Fenton; ”I wouldn't have suspected you of trying to pose as a belated remnant of the Concord School.”
Ashe easily perceived that the hostess was becoming more and more uneasy at the course of the discussion. He could see too that Mr.
Candish was growing graver, and his sallow face beginning to flush through its thin skin. It was evident that Mrs. Fenton saw and appreciated these signs, and wished to change the subject of conversation. Philip wondered that she took the matter so gravely, but cast about in his own mind for the means of helping her. Before he could think of anything to say his cousin had started a fresh topic.
”By the way,” she asked, ”who is to be bishop?”
Candish shook his head with a grave smile.
”We should be relieved if we knew,” was his answer.
”There's a great deal being done to defeat Father Frontford,” Ashe added; ”but the lay delegates haven't been chosen.”
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