Part 85 (2/2)

Now there was no Tug or d.i.c.kon to share the burdens. I thought of Bear: he was big enough and strong enough to carry the burdens, but he was too unpredictable in his mode of travel. Sometimes he was content to lope along by my side, but he would often go off on his own for long periods of time, searching for grubs, roots, and honey. During one of these foragings he would be quite capable of forgetting his burdens, or dropping them, or just leaving them behind.

I scratched my nose; perhaps I could fas.h.i.+on a litter, or a form of sleigh, but they would have to be pretty tough to withstand the terrain. Perhaps Ky-Lin could think of something constructive.

But once again, he had read my mind and was now shaking his head from side to side in self-reproach. ”Aieee! What a fool I am! If only we could all exist on fresh air . . .” He pulled himself together. ”But we don't and can't, so there is the little matter of carrying the provisions is there not?”

”Not exactly a 'little' matter,” I said. ”There's enough there for a small pony!”

”Of course! Exactly what I had calculated. And I must now work twice as hard for not having antic.i.p.ated all this, otherwise my Lord will be displeased. . . .

You will excuse me for ten minutes, please?” and he disappeared into the undergrowth. Perhaps he had gone to look for some wood to build a litter, I thought; in any case, he had no need to reproach himself for anything; he had organized our escape, designed our performances and been a cheerful companion in all our journeying. And even now, running off like that, he had moved from stone to rock, in order not to even bend a blade of gra.s.s. His Lord was surely a hard taskmaster. On the other hand, the idea of not harming anything living if one could help it appealed to my soft heart. I should- ” 'Elp! 'Elp! Go 'way! Geroff!” and Growch burst into the clearing, barking wildly, closely pursued by what looked like a running rainbow, about four times his size.

I leapt to my feet and s.n.a.t.c.hed up the cooking pot, now fortunately attached to the other implements, but at least it made a satisfactory clanging noise.

Both Growch and the apparition stopped dead. Pulling out my little knife and wondering where the h.e.l.l Bear had disappeared to, I walked slowly nearer.

”Now then, what do you-my G.o.d! Ky-Lin!-but you've grown . . . ! Growch, it's all right: just turn around and look!”

Instead of the puppy-sized Ky-Lin, there stood a creature the size of a small pony, perhaps as high at the withers as my waist. He looked extremely diffident, in spite of his new size, for parts of him hadn't grown as quickly as the others. No longer neat and pet.i.te, he was now large and untidy. The only completely perfect part of him was his plumed tail, with a spread now like that of a peac.o.c.k.

He looked down and around at himself.

”It's a long time since I did this,” he said apologetically. ”Unfortunately it would seem that not everything changes at the same rate. Perhaps a grain or two of rice, or a little dried fruit . . . Thank you.”

Almost immediately the shortest leg at the back grew to the right size.

”A little more?” I asked.

Ten minutes later and he was more or less all of a piece, except for a smaller left ear, a bare patch on his chest and extremely small antennae.

”A couple of days and everything will be as it should,” he said. ”I hope. . . .” He glanced at the packs of food. ”And now, if you would load me up please? If you would put the spare blanket on first, I would find it more comfortable, and I could manage the cooking things as well.”

I tried to balance the load as evenly as I could.

”Have you . . . ? Can you . . . ? Do you do this often?”

”Bigger and smaller? Let me think. . . .” I could almost hear the sound of the mental tally sticks flying. ”This will be the seventy-ninth time bigger. Three times with you: figurine to mouse-size, then puppy-size and now what you want, pony-size. Smaller? Fifty-three times. I think that's right.”

”Try notchin' yer 'ooves,” said Growch. He was still behaving in a surly way, just because he'd allowed himself to be panicked, and had let me see it.

”I couldn't do that,” said Ky-Lin seriously. ”They are living tissue and I mustn't harm anything living, you know that.”

”Funny way o' thinkin' . . .”

”Well then, what is your philosophy of life, dog?”

”Filly-what? Oh, you means what life is? Life is livin' the best way you can for the longest time you can manage. Grab what you can while you can, is me motto. An' that includes nosh. Catch me eatin' rice an' leaves when there's rats and rabbits! Anyways, it don' make no difference when you're gone.”

What a contrast! One striving for (to me) an impossible state of perfection, the other living only for the day. And I suppose I was somewhere in between.

But even I was having rebellious thoughts about what I had been taught. After all I had experienced I couldn't imagine a happy Heaven without my animal friends somewhere around. And think how sterile it would be without trees and flowers, streams and lakes, sun and rain? Hold it, I told myself, crossing myself guiltily. G.o.d knows what He's doing. Would the Jesus who considered the beauty of the lilies, who knew where to cast a fisherman's net and admired the whiteness of a dog's teeth expect us to live without natural beauty in our final reward?

Bear made no comment when he saw Ky-Lin's change of size. As I said, he was a very phlegmatic bear.

We set off west by north, using the Waystone and a fixed point every morning.

We used mostly trails, but also the occasional road, though these were few and far between, only existing between villages, which also became scarcer.

Money meant little out here in the wilds, so if we came to a village Bear danced for our supper, Ky-Lin keeping well out of sight to save scaring the children.

It was Bear also who was adept at finding shelter for our nights in the open: a cave, an overhang of rock, a deserted hut-we usually stayed warm and dry.

Without realizing it, the turning of the year pa.s.sed us by, and it grew imperceptibly lighter each day.

Careful as I was with our food, our stores diminished rapidly, for the villagers had little to spare and had no use for our money, relying on the barter system.

Hens don't lay in winter, and their stores of grain, beans, cheeses, and fruit were all calculated to a nicety for their own needs. Now of course, Ky-Lin was eating as befitted his size and work load, so I sent Bear foraging. He seemed to find a sufficiency for himself, so I hoped for something to supplement our diet. Nine times out of ten I was disappointed because he either hadn't found anything extra, or had eaten it or just plain forgotten, but occasionally he returned with a slice of old honeycomb, a pawful of withered berries or some succulent roots which I baked or boiled.

There was one thing he was excellent at, however, and which helped our diet considerably, but we only found that out by accident.

One morning we came to a small river swollen by melted snows. It wasn't deep, perhaps three or four feet at most, but it was wide, probably a hundred feet across, rus.h.i.+ng busily over stones around rocks, forming swirling pools and mini-rapids. I turned downstream to find an easier place to cross; no point in getting the baggage wet.

” 'Ey-oop! Just look at that!” Growch's voice was full of genuine wonder. I turned, just in time to see Bear flipping a fat fish from the shallows and swallowing it whole. ”That's the second one. . . .” He was salivating.

I ran back along the bank, just in time to see Bear miss number three. He growled with disappointment and turned away.

”Can you do that again?”

He stared at me, his little eyes bright as sloe berries. ”If I want fish.”

”Well, want!” I said. ”Did it never occur to you that we should like some, too?”

He stared at me. ”You not like grubs and beetles I bring. Should ask.”

”You eat our gruel and rice: we like fish. I ask now, to try.”

He caught two more and I cleaned and grilled them over a small fire for our midday meal. They were delicious. After that, whenever we came across a stretch of water we encouraged him to go fis.h.i.+ng. All he caught didn't look edible to me, but he wasn't fussy and ate the rejections as well. A couple of times we even had enough to barter for salted meat or beans, and we ate tolerably well.

The mountains came nearer to the north and west of us, the terrain was rougher and the air colder. Growch and I tired more easily, though Ky-Lin seemed unaffected, and Bear was positively rejuvenated. He bounced ahead of us most days, sniffing, grubbing, rolling in the undergrowth, s.n.a.t.c.hing at leaves like an errant cub, splas.h.i.+ng noisily through any water we came across, eating like a pig and snoring like one at night, too.

I reckoned we must have covered near three hundred miles since we left the Golden City when we stood on a wide ridge and looked down on a limitless land of forests, rivers, lakes and crags. Not a village or hamlet to be seen, no sign of human habitation for miles.

Bear sniffed deep, then reared up on his hind legs, to tower over all of us.

”My land,” he said. ”Start here, go on forever.”

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