Part 5 (1/2)

”Well, if she calls _you_ names.”

”I don't think she'll do that.”

”What I mean to say is, if she's angry at your backing me up--what will you do then? She can't possibly like it, you know.”

”She may very well not like it; but everything depends. I must see what I shall do. You mustn't worry about me.”

She spoke with decision, but Owen seemed still unsatisfied. ”You won't go away, I hope?”

”Go away?”

”If she does take it ill of you.”

Fleda moved to the door and opened it. ”I'm not prepared to say. You must have patience and see.”

”Of course I must,” said Owen--”of course, of course.” But he took no more advantage of the open door than to say: ”You want me to be off, and I'm off in a minute. Only, before I go, please answer me a question. If you _should_ leave my mother, where would you go?”

Fleda smiled again. ”I haven't the least idea.”

”I suppose you'd go back to London.”

”I haven't the least idea,” Fleda repeated.

”You don't--a--live anywhere in particular, do you?” the young man went on. He looked conscious as soon as he had spoken; she could see that he felt himself to have alluded more grossly than he meant to the circ.u.mstance of her having, if one were plain about it, no home of her own. He had meant it as an allusion of a tender sort to all that she would sacrifice in the case of a quarrel with his mother; but there was indeed no graceful way of touching on that. One just couldn't be plain about it.

Fleda, wound up as she was, shrank from any treatment at all of the matter, and she made no answer to his question. ”I _won't_ leave your mother,” she said. ”I'll produce an effect on her; I'll convince her absolutely.”

”I believe you will, if you look at her like that!”

She was wound up to such a height that there might well be a light in her pale, fine little face--a light that, while, for all return, at first, she simply shone back at him, was intensely reflected in his own.

”I'll make her see it--I'll make her see it!” She rang out like a silver bell. She had at that moment a perfect faith that she should succeed; but it pa.s.sed into something else when, the next instant, she became aware that Owen, quickly getting between her and the door she had opened, was sharply closing it, as might be said, in her face. He had done this before she could stop him, and he stood there with his hand on the k.n.o.b and smiled at her strangely. Clearer than he could have spoken it was the sense of those seconds of silence.

”When I got into this I didn't know you, and now that I know you how can I tell you the difference? And _she_'s so different, so ugly and vulgar, in the light of this squabble. No, like _you_ I've never known one. It's another thing, it's a new thing altogether. Listen to me a little: can't something be done?” It was what had been in the air in those moments at Kensington, and it only wanted words to be a committed act. The more reason, to the girl's excited mind, why it shouldn't have words; her one thought was not to hear, to keep the act uncommitted. She would do this if she had to be horrid.

”Please let me out, Mr. Gereth,” she said; on which he opened the door with an hesitation so very brief that in thinking of these things afterwards--for she was to think of them forever--she wondered in what tone she could have spoken. They went into the hall, where she encountered the parlor-maid, of whom she inquired whether Mrs. Gereth had come in.

”No, miss; and I think she has left the garden. She has gone up the back road.” In other words, they had the whole place to themselves. It would have been a pleasure, in a different mood, to converse with that parlor-maid.

”Please open the house-door,” said Fleda.

Owen, as if in quest of his umbrella, looked vaguely about the hall--looked even wistfully up the staircase--while the neat young woman complied with Fleda's request. Owen's eyes then wandered out of the open door. ”I think it's awfully nice here,” he observed; ”I a.s.sure you I could do with it myself.”

”I should think you might, with half your things here! It's Poynton itself--almost. Good-bye, Mr. Gereth,” Fleda added. Her intention had naturally been that the neat young woman, opening the front door, should remain to close it on the departing guest. That functionary, however, had acutely vanished behind a stiff flap of green baize which Mrs.

Gereth had not yet had time to abolish. Fleda put out her hand, but Owen turned away--he couldn't find his umbrella. She pa.s.sed into the open air--she was determined to get him out; and in a moment he joined her in the little plastered portico which had small resemblance to any feature of Poynton. It was, as Mrs. Gereth had said, like the portico of a house in Brompton.

”Oh, I don't mean with all the things here,” he explained in regard to the opinion he had just expressed. ”I mean I could put up with it just as it was; it had a lot of good things, don't you think? I mean if everything was back at Poynton, if everything was all right.” He brought out these last words with a sort of smothered sigh. Fleda didn't understand his explanation unless it had reference to another and more wonderful exchange--the restoration to the great house not only of its tables and chairs, but of its alienated mistress. This would imply the installation of his own life at Ricks, and obviously that of another person. Such another person could scarcely be Mona Brigstock. He put out his hand now; and once more she heard his unsounded words: ”With everything patched up at the other place, I could live here with _you_.

Don't you see what I mean?”

Fleda saw perfectly, and, with a face in which she flattered herself that nothing of this vision appeared, gave him her hand and said: ”Good-bye, good-bye.”