Part 1 (2/2)
”Bos.h.!.+” said Isom Chase, kicking the rotting step.
”I know it's all shacklety now,” said she apologetically, ”but it's home to me and Joe!”
Her voice trembled over the words, and she wiped her eyes with the corner of her head-shawl; but her face remained as immobile as features cast in metal. When one has wept out of the heart for years, as Sarah Newbolt had wept, the face is no longer a barometer over the tempests of the soul.
Isom Chase was silent. He stood as if reflecting his coming words, trying the loose boards of the siding with his blunt thumb.
”Peter and I, we came here from Kentucky,” said she, looking at him with a sidelong appeal, as if for permission to speak the profitless sentiments of her heart, ”and people was scarce in this part of Missouri then. I rode all the way a-horseback, and I came here, to this very house, a bride.”
”I didn't take a mortgage on sentiment--I took it on the land,” said Chase, out of humor with this reminiscent history.
”You can't understand how I feel, Mr. Chase,” said she, dropping her arms at her sides hopelessly. ”Peter--he planted them laylocks and them roses.”
”Better 'a' planted corn--and tended to it!” grunted Chase. ”Well, you can grub 'em all up and take 'em away with you, if you want 'em. They don't pay interest--I suppose you've found that out.”
”Not on money,” said she, reaching out her hand toward a giant lilac with a caressing, tender air.
”Sit down,” said he in voice of command, planting himself upon the porch, his back against a post, ”and let's you and I have a little talk.
Where do you expect to go when you leave here; what plans have you got for the future?”
”Lord, there's not a clap-board in this world that I can poke my head under and lay claim to its shelter!” said she, sitting again in her low rocker, shaking her head sadly.
”Your boy Joe, he'll not be able to command man's wages for three or four years yet,” said Chase, studying her averted face as if to take possession of even her thoughts. ”He'll not be able to do much toward supportin' you, even if he could light on to a steady, all-the-year job, which he can't, the way times is.”
”No, I don't reckon he could,” said she.
”And if I was to let you two stay on here I wouldn't be any nearer bein'
paid back that four hundred dollar loan in two or three years than I am now. It's nearly five hundred now, with the interest pilin' up, and it'll be a thousand before you know it. It'd take that boy a lifetime to pay it off.”
”Peter failed,” she nodded; ”it was a burden on him that hackled him to the grave. Yes, I reckon you're right. But there's no tellin' how Joe he'll turn out, Mr. Chase. He may turn out to be a better manager than his pap was.”
”How old is he?” asked Chase.
”Most nineteen,” said she, some kind of a faraway hope, indefinable and hazy, lifting the cloud of depression which had fallen over her, ”and he's uncommon big and stout for his age. Maybe if you'd give Joe work he could pay it off, interest and all, by the time he's twenty-one.”
”Not much need for him,” said Chase, shaking his head, ”but I might--well, I might figure around so I could take him over, on certain conditions, you understand? It all depends on your plans. If you haven't anywhere to go when you leave this house, you're bound to land on the county.”
”Don't tell me that, Mr. Chase--don't tell me that!” she begged, pressing her battered hands to her eyes, rocking and moaning in her chair.
”What's the use of puttin' the truth back of you when you're bound to come face up to it in the end?” he asked. ”I was talkin' to Judge Little, of the county court, about you this morning. I told him I'd have to foreclose and take possession of this forty to save myself.
”'It'll throw her and that boy on the county,' he says. 'Yes, I reckon it will,' I told him, 'but no man can say I've been hard on 'em.'”
”Oh, you wouldn't throw me on the county at the end of my days, Mr.
Chase!” she appealed. ”Joe he'll take care of me, if you'll only give him a chance--if you'll only give him a chance, Mr. Chase!”
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