Part 36 (2/2)

For him no hand the cordial cup supplies, Nor wipes the tear which stagnates in his eyes; No friends, with soft discourse, his pangs beguile.

Nor promise hope till sickness wears a smile.

CRABBE.

[Ill.u.s.tration: GEORGE CRABBE.]

MIDNIGHT THOUGHTS.

[Ill.u.s.tration: Letter T.]

Thou, who didst put to flight Primeval silence, when the morning stars, Exulting, shouted o'er the rising ball: O Thou! whose word from solid darkness struck That spark, the sun, strike wisdom from my soul; My soul which flies to thee, her trust her treasure, As misers to their gold, while others rest: Through this opaque of nature and of soul, This double night, transmit one pitying ray, To lighten and to cheer. Oh, lead my mind, (A mind that fain would wander from its woe,) Lead it through various scenes of life and death, And from each scene the n.o.blest truths inspire.

Nor less inspire my conduct, than my song; Teach my best reason, reason; my best will Teach rect.i.tude; and fix my firm resolve Wisdom to wed, and pay her long arrear; Nor let the phial of thy vengeance, pour'd On this devoted head, be pour'd in vain.

The bell strikes One. We take no note of time But from its loss; to give it then a tongue Is wise in man. As if an angel spoke, I feel the solemn sound. If heard aright, It is the knell of my departed hours.

Where are they? with the years beyond the flood!

It is the signal that demands dispatch: How much is to be done! My hopes and fears Start up alarm'd, and o'er life's narrow verge Look down--on what? A fathomless abyss!

A dread eternity! How surely mine!

And can eternity belong to me, Poor pensioner on the bounties of an hour?

How poor, how rich, how abject, how august, How complicate, how wonderful is man!

How pa.s.sing wonder He who made him such!

Who center'd in our make such strange extremes-- From different natures, marvellously mix'd: Connexion exquisite! of distant worlds Distinguish'd link in being's endless chain!

Midway from nothing to the Deity; A beam ethereal--sullied and absorpt!

Though sullied and dishonour'd, still divine!

Dim miniature of greatness absolute!

An heir of glory! a frail child of dust!

Helpless immortal! insect infinite!

A worm! a G.o.d! I tremble at myself, And in myself am lost. At home a stranger.

Thought wanders up and down, surprised, aghast, And wondering at her own. How reason reels!

Oh, what a miracle to man is man!

Triumphantly distress'd! what joy! what dread Alternately transported and alarm'd!

What can preserve my life, or what destroy?

An angel's arm can't s.n.a.t.c.h me from the grave; Legions of angels can't confine me there.

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