Part 24 (2/2)
Chapter 39.
”An heiress?” Ca.s.sie echoed, startled. ”My parents' marriage settlements would have specified portions for each child of the union, but surely that went back into the St. Ives estate after our deaths were reported. Why would there be any money due to me?”
Neil grinned. ”You tell her, Richard. You're the one who spends all the time with the estate lawyers and bankers.”
”For my sins.” Richard rolled his eyes. ”You're still eligible for your portion since you are alive, but that's just the beginning. Your mother had a substantial fortune, and the settlements divided it equally among her children. Since you're the only surviving child, her entire fortune comes to you, along with your portion from the St. Ives estate.”
Still doubting, Ca.s.sie said, ”The Montclairs were well off, but I a.s.sumed all their wealth was confiscated by the French government during the revolution.”
”Perhaps. I have no information about that,” Richard replied. ”But since your mother married an Englishman, her fortune was transferred to England, where it's been growing very nicely ever since.”
”We St. Iveses are businessmen at heart, you know,” Neil said with a grin. ”We're much better at making money than the average aristocrat.”
It was more than Ca.s.sie could grasp. ”So now I can afford to buy myself a cottage by the sea.”
”You can buy a castle by the sea if you like,” Richard a.s.sured her.
Ca.s.sie shook her head, having trouble grasping the magnitude of this news. ”I never thought I'd live long enough for money to matter. My expenses have always been reimbursed by the people I work with, so I've had salary to spare.” There was no point in buying clothing or jewels when she could almost never wear them. ”I've never worried about the future because I never expected to make old bones.”
”Enough of that nonsense, Cat,” Neil said, his voice stern. ”As a soldier during war, there are any number of ways I might come to a premature end, but I jolly well intend to retire as a crusty old colonel and live till I'm ninety. There's no point in a.s.suming one will die young.”
Ca.s.sie had a.s.sumed that. But now she was discovering reasons for living.
”Enough talk of death,” Richard said. ”Cat, come back to London with us. My parents will be overjoyed to see you.”
Leave Grey? Leave Summerhill? But she must, and soon. Stalling, she said, ”I must think about it. This is all so sudden.”
”The world turned upside down,” Richard agreed. ”Bring Wyndham along. He should meet your family. I'd like to get to know him better. See if he's good enough for my almost sister.”
”He's just returned to Summerhill and he won't want to leave again so soon.”
Her cousins nodded with understanding, then began to fill her in on family news of the last couple of decades. She felt as if a bright, s.h.i.+ny new world was being created right before her very eyes.
It would replace the bright world she'd glimpsed here that could never be hers.
By the time Ca.s.sie and her cousins ran out of conversation, the rest of the household had retired. When she became too weary to continue, Ca.s.sie hugged them both good night. ”I'd forgotten how wonderful it is to have a family.”
”There's nothing more important,” Richard said as he released her so Neil would have his turn. ”Now that we have you back, you'll never lack for family again.”
”Do return to London with us, Cat,” Neil added. ”I'm leaving for Spain by the end of the week, and I feel like we still have years of conversation to catch up on.”
”I'll consider it.” With a last smile, she returned to her room, feeling lightheaded from all the port she'd drunk. She'd never forgotten Paul and Anne, her true brother and sister, but she should have remembered that she had other brothers as well.
A crack of light showed under the door of her room, so a maid must have left a lamp for her, and perhaps a fire to warm the chilly night. With a sigh, Ca.s.sie realized she must ring for Hazel to help her out of her gown.
She stepped into her room and was unsurprised to see that she was not alone. Grey was lying stretched out on the bed, his hands folded under his head and his gaze on the ceiling. He'd shed his boots and coat and was all lean, pantherish power, his hair golden and his masculine frame etched by firelight.
When she entered, he turned his startling dark-rimmed eyes to her. ”You're going to leave, aren't you?” he asked quietly.
She closed the door and leaned back against it, her decision made. ”Yes.”
”I can see how much it means to you to have a family again. Your cousins seem like good fellows. Nonetheless...” In one smooth movement Grey was off the bed and across the room to stand an arm's length from her. ”Don't go, Ca.s.sie. Please.”
She wanted to walk into his arms, hold him and never let go. She wanted to learn ever deeper mysteries of his soul, to be intertwined as closely as two humans could be.
But she couldn't. ”It's time for me to leave, Grey,” she said, fighting to keep her voice steady.
”Why?” he asked fiercely. ”Don't you think we could have a good life together?”
”I don't know. Neither do you.” She shook her head. ”You've been free only a few weeks. We've been together constantly ever since, facing danger and sharing pa.s.sion. I've been the one constant as you've reentered the world. But that's not a good enough reason to marry.” She made a sweeping gesture that encompa.s.sed her surroundings. ”You don't need me anymore, Grey. Everything you really need is right here at Summerhill.”
”I'm not asking you to stay because I need you, but because I want you,” he said gravely. ”Does that make a difference?”
She shook her head again. ”Desire is powerful, but it shouldn't be allowed to overcome judgment.”
”No? You think this is so easily dismissed?” He moved forward and trapped her against the door with a searing kiss. His hands slid over her with heat and promise, bringing her body to yearning life.
Resistance and judgment vanished as she gave herself to the pa.s.sion that bound them. They drew together, writhing with the need to join, yet too impatient to undress.
Breathing harshly, he drew her green satin gown up till it crushed around her hips. Then he delved into moist silken heat with unerring skill.
She gasped, pulsing against his hand. She wanted to melt into him. Equally she wanted to tear off his clothing. Mayhem won and she yanked his s.h.i.+rt from his trousers so she could slide her hand over the taut warmth of his belly.
When she found hot, hard flesh, his whole body jerked and a low moan escaped him. He ripped open his trousers while she raised one leg and wrapped it around his hips. When he sheathed himself inside her, they merged with panting breath and fierce rightness, male and female finding wholeness together.
”Catherine,” he breathed hoa.r.s.ely as his hands tightened on the perfect curves of her derriere. ”Cat. Ca.s.sie!” He shattered, tumbling into the abyss and taking her with him. She bit his shoulder to stifle her cries as he filled and fulfilled her, dissolving the pain that had shaped her life and leaving only sensation.
Yet it wasn't enough. Not when pa.s.sion faded and left her with gasping lungs, weakened muscles, and regret.
She might not have made it across the room if he hadn't half carried her. Once they were standing by the bed, he deftly unfastened the ties and hooks of her satin gown. As he removed her layered garments, she wondered if the gown could be saved.
She supposed it didn't matter since she could now buy any gown she wanted as a replacement. But Ca.s.sie was the product of too many years of frugality to not care if a beautiful garment had been wantonly destroyed.
And she was too much a product of danger and deception to give herself entirely to a man who wanted her now, but would not want her forever. That was the crux of it, she realized, as she slipped under the covers, then watched him strip off his clothing.
He was beautiful, all hard muscles and strong planes. He was a man who loved and liked women, and when the pa.s.sion that joined them now faded, he would find fresh pa.s.sions elsewhere.
Grey wouldn't be unkind. He'd do his best to keep his affairs hidden from her to protect her feelings and her dignity. But she'd know. An expert spy was impossible to deceive about a matter so close to her heart.
In a year or two, when the fractured parts of his character had healed into a new shape that couldn't yet be known, he might be ready to find the next Countess of Costain. She'd be a beautiful, sophisticated virgin who would be content with what he had to offer, and perhaps enjoy the freedom to take lovers of her own after pa.s.sion faded and they had the heir and the spare his position required.
But Ca.s.sie the Fox would never be such a woman. She had no desire to share. She must leave now, before she was too deeply in love with him to leave.
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