Part 11 (1/2)

Even then, his face didn't change. She saw only a flicker in his eyes before he stepped forward and put his hand on her hip.

”He should.” He kissed her again. ”I'll call you.”

* 9 *

Seth had lost track of time again. He couldn't keep his mind focused. He tried to think about school, about algebra, but couldn't concentrate. Today was one more day when he hadn't turned in any homework. He tried to think about the band but kept hearing his guitar crack and sproing when he fell off his bike and landed on it. The fear swallowed everything.

He looked at his plate. It was chipped. His hot dog sat there, lukewarm.

He knew the men were out there. He was being watched. The whole house was. And if he tried to leave.... He smelled the hot dog. His stomach rumbled. His mouth watered. He grabbed it and ate it in three bites.

Whiskey still cried now and then. Did dogs remember traumatic events? It gave him a hairy lump in the throat. Stop that, he told himself. Whiskey was alive. They hadn't killed him.

He still couldn't figure out why they wanted him. Except that it couldn't be anything besides his dad, and his dad's work.

He knew more than he'd ever let on around his folks. He knew they didn't want to talk about too much in front of him.

What do you do, Dad?

That usually got either a shrug or a brush-off. Once it had gotten a bit of truth: ”I keep people out of trouble.”

When his dad said that, his mom had looked across the room with concern. Seth got the feeling they had some secret deal not to tell him about his dad's work, and that his dad had just violated it.

Like Dad was a criminal. And Seth was a baby.

”Your dad's home nowadays,” his mom had said.

Mostly, Seth had thought. His dad didn't have overseas deployments anymore, but he still went on business trips. Seth would see him packing his pa.s.sport in his jacket pocket.

I keep people out of trouble. But now Seth was in trouble, and it was because of his dad. Where was his dad? Did he know about this? It had been six days. Seth might keep losing track of time, but he knew that much. Six bowls of Rice Krispies. Six Hot Pockets. Now six hot dogs. Later he'd drink a bottle of Gatorade and then it would get dark and the house would get locked down tight and he would feel the fear because the men were out there.

He had heard them talking, when they grabbed him in the park. The human hot dog told the man with acne that security was going to be useless. ”The returns are going to be huge. Through the roof.”

How long was this going to go on? When was his dad going to get here?

Because he would. Seth knew it. He knew it like he knew the way home through the park in the dark. Like he knew the entire back catalogue of the Foo Fighters and the guitar riff for ”The Pretender.” Dad would get here. The men might have threatened him, told him if he didn't behave he'd never see his dad again, but he didn't believe them. No matter how scared he got of his dad-and he did, because he knew his dad wasn't like other fathers, didn't install electrical wiring in apartment buildings or put braces on people's teeth. He kept people out of trouble.

Seth was in trouble. His dad would help. Seth could count on that. He could tell his dad anything, no matter how hard it was-even this. He just had to be patient. But for now, right now, he had to get out of here.

”This the place?”

Ian Kanan looked up from his phone. The taxi was crawling west along Crissy Field Avenue. The field was empty. n.o.body was out. The cabbie eyed him in the mirror.

”Hang on,” Kanan said.

He couldn't go home. They'd be watching the house, twenty-four/ seven. And they'd be trying to trace his location via cell phone triangulation. He went into the phone's menu, deep down, and set it to Nontransmit. Airplane mode-he could leave the phone powered up, take photos, retrieve all the information stored in it, but his handset would not transmit or receive. It didn't check in with any cell towers. And n.o.body could find him.

In a submenu, he configured the phone to activate the transmit mode at ten P.M. Friday night.

He saw the writing on his right arm. Severe memory loss. I cannot form new memories. No kidding. He didn't remember telling the cabbie to come to Crissy Field. He didn't remember getting in the taxi.

He was in trouble. He didn't have his backpack, his computer, anything besides his phone. His head was leaking memories like air from a punctured scuba tank. He was alone, by the bay in San Francisco, and he was aiming to lay low. The plan, obviously, was blown.

He had to go to his fallback.

”Let me out here,” he said.

”You sure, buddy?”

”Positive.” He b.u.t.toned his denim s.h.i.+rt over the Fade to Clear T-s.h.i.+rt. It was going to be cold out. ”Do you have a pen and paper I could have? I'll buy them from you.”

That got him another look in the mirror. The cabbie turned, heavy in the seat, and handed him a ballpoint pen and a chunk of Post-it notes.

”Thanks.” Kanan paid him, stuck the pen and paper in his s.h.i.+rt pocket, and got out.

The wind slapped him side-on. The cab drove away, heading for someplace that wasn't deserted.

The plan was blown. He had to go to the fallback. That thought blew through him harder than the March wind. He turned up his s.h.i.+rt collar and snugged his arms to his sides. Seth's Fade to Clear s.h.i.+rt could help keep the chill out. He told himself to hang on to that thought.

For a second, he saw Seth, all elbows and skinny legs, gla.s.ses sliding down his nose, face deadly serious as he played his guitar. The school talent show, an audience of loopy fourteen-year-olds cheering for his kid's band. Misty standing by his side, face bright. She had leaned against him, almost laughing with pride. In the din, he leaned down, pulled her hair back, and murmured in her ear, ”He's all you, babe. Talent and pa.s.sion.”

Now he hoped that Seth had inherited enough of Misty's grit. His son would desperately need it.

Kanan had never felt so alone. He wanted to see his family more than anything, but he couldn't, not until this thing was done. He fought to keep his focus. He couldn't let his mind wander. He had to do the job.

I cannot form new memories. And he realized that from now on, all he might have of his family were memories.

He needed a plan. It had to be simple.

Get a vehicle. Get weapons. Track Alec, then the others.

He scanned the road, the steel-gray bay, and the towering Golden Gate Bridge. The bridge approach loomed high overhead on the hillside, through eucalyptus trees and pines bent to the wind. He put his head down and walked into the wilderness of the Presidio.

Late that afternoon, Jo got through to Misty Kanan. Ian's wife didn't like the idea of being interviewed.

”Ian's lost and sick. Why aren't you out on the street looking for him instead of giving me the third degree?” she said.

”We'll have a better chance of finding him if we talk to the people who know him best. And that's you.”

Misty paused. ”Fine. Five P.M.”

At four thirty, Lieutenant Tang pulled up in front of Jo's house in an unmarked car. She honked like an impatient teenager. Jo hopped in and Tang peeled away from the curb.

”Got a plan to tackle this psychological non-autopsy?” Tang said.