Part 41 (2/2)
It opened at the Second Book of Esdras, which our Church places amongst the Apocrypha, and is generally considered by scholars to have been written in the first or second century of the Christian era,(1)--but in which the questions raised by man in the remotest ages, to which we can trace back his desire ”to comprehend the ways of the Most High,” are invested with a grandeur of thought and sublimity of word to which I know of no parallel in writers we call profane.
My eye fell on this pa.s.sage in the lofty argument between the Angel whose name was Uriel, and the Prophet, perplexed by his own cravings for knowledge:--
”He (the Angel) answered me, and said, I went into a forest, into a plain, and the trees took counsel,
”And said, Come, let us go and make war against the sea, that it may depart away before us, and that we may make us more woods.
”The floods of the sea also in like manner took counsel, and said, Come, let us go up and subdue the woods of the plain, that there also we may make us another country.
”The thought of the wood was in vain, for the fire came and consumed it.
”The thought of the floods of the sea came likewise to nought, for the sand stood up and stopped them.
”If thou went judge now betwixt these two, whom wouldst thou begin to justify; or whom wouldst thou condemn?
”I answered and said, Verily it is a foolish thought that they both have devised; for the ground is given unto the wood, and the sea also hath his place to bear his floods.
”Then answered he me, and said, Thou halt given a right judgment; but why judgest thou not thyself also?
”For like as the ground is given unto the wood, and the sea to his floods, even so they that dwell upon the earth may understand nothing but that which is upon the earth; and He that dwelleth above the heavens may only understand the things that are above the height of the heavens.”
I paused at those words, and, closing the Sacred Volume, fell into deep, unquiet thought.
(1) Such is the supposition of Jahn. Dr. Lee, however, is of opinion that the author was contemporary, and, indeed, identical, with the author of the Book of Enoch.
CHAPTER LXIX.
I had hoped that the voyage would produce some beneficial effect upon Lilian; but no effect, good or bad, was perceptible, except, perhaps, a deeper silence, a gentler calm. She loved to sit on the deck when the nights were fair, and the stars mirrored on the deep. And once thus, as I stood beside her, bending over the rail of the vessel, and gazing on the long wake of light which the moon made amidst the darkness of an ocean to which no sh.o.r.e could be seen, I said to myself, ”Where is my track of light through the measureless future? Would that I could believe as I did when a child! Woe is me, that all the reasonings I take from my knowledge should lead me away from the comfort which the peasant who mourns finds in faith! Why should riddles so dark have been thrust upon me,--me, no fond child of fancy; me, sober pupil of schools the severest? Yet what marvel--the strangest my senses have witnessed or feigned in the fraud they have palmed on me--is greater than that by which a simple affection, that all men profess to have known, has changed the courses of life prearranged by my hopes and confirmed by my judgment? How calmly before I knew love I have anatomized its mechanism, as the tyro who dissects the web-work of tissues and nerves in the dead!
Lo! it lives, lives in me; and, in living, escapes from my scalpel, and mocks all my knowledge. Can love be reduced to the realm of the senses?
No; what nun is more barred by her grate from the realm of the senses than my bride by her solemn affliction? Is love, then, the union of kindred, harmonious minds? No, my beloved one sits by my side, and I guess not her thoughts, and my mind is to her a sealed fountain. Yet I love her more--oh, ineffably more!--for the doom which destroys the two causes philosophy a.s.signs to love--in the form, in the mind! How can I now, in my vain physiology, say what is love, what is not? Is it love which must tell me that man has a soul, and that in soul will be found the solution of problems never to be solved in body or mind alone?”
My self-questionings halted here as Lilian's hand touched my shoulder.
She had risen from her seat, and had come to me.
”Are not the stars very far from earth?” she said.
”Very far.”
”Are they seen for the first time to-night?”
”They were seen, I presume, as we see them, by the fathers of all human races!”
”Yet close below us they s.h.i.+ne reflected in the waters; and yet, see, wave flows on wave before we can count it!”
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