Part 26 (1/2)
”I say I will show thee where she is and what she is.”
”Tell me where she is,” cries Mr. G.o.dwin, with pa.s.sion.
”That is my secret, and too precious to throw away.”
”I comprehend you, now,” says Mr. G.o.dwin, bethinking him of the fellow's greed. ”You shall be paid. Tell me where she is and name your price.”
”The price is this,” returns the other, ”thy promise to be secret, to catch them in this trap, and give no opening for escape. Oh, I know them; they are as serpents, that slip through a man's fingers and turn to bite. They shall not serve me so again. Promise--”
”Nothing. Think you I'm of your own base kind, to deal with you in treachery? You had my answer before, when you would poison my mind, rascal. But,” adds he, with fury, ”you shall tell me where my wife is.”
”I would tear the tongue from my throat ere it should undo the work of Providence. If they escape the present vengeance of Heaven, thee shalt answer for it, not I. Yet I will give thee a clue to find this woman who hath fooled thee. Seek her where there are thieves and drunkards to mock at thy simplicity, to jeer at their easy gull, for I say again thy wife never was in Barbary, but playing the farded, wanton--”
The patience with which Mr. G.o.dwin had harkened to this tirade, doubting by his pa.s.sion that Simon was stark mad, gave way before this vile aspersion on his wife, and clutching the old man by the throat he flung him across the threshold and shut the door upon him.
But where was his wife? That question was still uppermost in his thoughts. His sole misgiving was that accident had befallen her, and that somewhere in the house he should find her lying cold and insensible.
With this terror in his mind, he ran again upstairs. On the landing he was met by Mrs. b.u.t.terby, who (prudent soul), at the first hint of misconduct on her mistress's part, had bundled the gaping servants up to their rooms.
”Mercy on us, dear master!” says she. ”Where can our dear lady be? For a surety she hath not left the house, for I locked all up, as she bade me when we carried up her supper, and had the key in my pocket when you knocked. 'See the house safe,' says she, poor soul, with a voice could scarce be heared, 'and let no one disturb me, for I do feel most heavy with sleep.'”
Mr. G.o.dwin pa.s.sed into his wife's room and then into the next, looking about him in distraction.
”Lord! here's the sweet thing's nightgown,” exclaims Mrs. b.u.t.terby, from the next room, whither she had followed Mr. G.o.dwin. ”But dear heart o'
me, where's the ham gone?”
Mr. G.o.dwin, entering from the next room, looked at her as doubting whether he or all the world had taken leave of their wits.
”And the pigeon pasty?” added Mrs. b.u.t.terby, regarding the table laid out beside her mistress's bed.
”And the cold partridge,” adds she, in redoubled astonishment. ”Why, here's nought left but my pudding, and that as cold as a stone.”
Mr. G.o.dwin, with the candle flaring in his hand, pa.s.sed hastily by her, too wrought by fear to regard either the ludicrous or incomprehensible side of Mrs. b.u.t.terby's consternation; and so, going down the corridor away from the stairs, he comes to the door of the little back stairs, standing wide open, and seeming to bid him descend. He goes quickly down, yet trembling with fear that he may find her at the bottom, broken by a fall; but all he discovers is the bolt drawn and the door ajar. As he pushes it open a gust of wind blows out the light, and here he stood in the darkness, eager to be doing, yet knowing not which way to turn or how to act.
Clearly, his wife had gone out by this door, and so far this gave support to Simon's statement that he knew where she was; and with this a flame was kindled within him that seemed to sear his very soul. If Simon spoke truth in one particular, why should he lie in others? Why had his wife refused to go with him to Hatfield? Why had she bid no one come near her room? Why had she gone forth by this secret stair, alone? Then, cursing himself for the unnamed suspicion that could thus, though but for a moment, disfigure the fair image that he wors.h.i.+pped, he asked himself why his wife should not be free to follow a caprice. But where was she? Ever that question surged upwards in the tumult of his thoughts. Where should he seek her? Suddenly it struck him that I might help him to find her, and acting instantly upon this hope he made his way in breathless haste to the road, and so towards my lodge.
Ere he has gone a hundred yards, Simon steps out of the shadow, and stands before him like a shade in the dimness.
”I crave thy pardon, Master,” says he, humbly. ”I spoke like a fool in my pa.s.sion.”
”If you will have my pardon, tell me where to find my wife; if not, stand aside,” answers Mr. G.o.dwin.
”Wilt thee hear me speak for two minutes if I promise to tell thee where she is and suffer thee to find her how thee willst. 'Twill save thee time.”
”Speak,” says Mr. G.o.dwin.
”Thy wife is there,” says Simon, under his breath, pointing towards my house. ”She is revelling with Hopkins and Captain Evans,--men that she did tramp the country with as vagabond players, ere the Spaniard taught them more profitable wickedness. Knock at the door,--which thee mayst be sure is fast,--and while one holds thee in parley the rest will set the room in order, and find a plausible tale to hoodwink thee afresh. Be guided by me, and thee shalt enter the house unknown to them, as I did an hour since, and there thee shalt know, of thine own senses, how thy wife doth profit by thy blindness. If this truth be not proved, if thee canst then say that I have lied from malice, envy, and evil purpose, this knife,” says he, showing a blade in his hand, ”this knife will I thrust into my own heart, though I stand the next instant before the Eternal Judge, my hands wet with my own blood, to answer for my crime.”