-85 Chapter 31: Love Experience (1/2)
Her thought was in disarray. When she thought of what happened previously, her hearts will beat chaotically.
”Do I have a chance or not?”
”Do I have a chance or not?”
”Do I have a chance or not?”
The question kept on repeating in her mind. What answer did he expect from her?
Yi Fei put the knife on the chopping board and fished out her mobile phone from the pocket of her cute ap.r.o.n. Then, she opened the search engine and typed 'how to know whether the guy likes you or not'.
Yi Fei read swiftly and after some time, she froze. Could it be that Wu Chen was interested in her?
She was very happy after reading from the internet. Well, this was the first time that such a handsome guy might be interested in her so she felt very accomplished since she was quite interested in him too. But this time, she wanted to be very careful and did not want to think so much about it until he spelt it out for her.
The truth was, she could sense when people were interested or paid extra attention to her. She just did not want to think much about it due to her experience in confessing. It was true that she did not have any experience of being in a relations.h.i.+p but it did not mean that she was not interested in having a boyfriend; she wanted to. She did not want to be forever alone too.
Her mom kept on asking her to bring a guy home for the new year every single year since 5 years ago but how could she brought one home when she did not even have any? Yi Fei started to think that her love life was so pathetic.
Back in middle school, Yi Fei had a crush on an older skinny boy who lived two blocks away from her. They went to school together and Yi Fei was really infatuated with him. She did all she could to stick with him and he never pushed her away. He patted her head and praised her from time to time.
According to the romance books she had read, those gestures were done when someone was interested in that person. So Yi Fei carelessly thought that the boy had fallen in love with her. When she wanted to confess her love towards the boy, she found out that the boy had a girlfriend and he only thought of her as a sister.
In high school, Yi Fei had a crush on the president of the book club. They always spent time together during club activities. He will recommend her a lot of books to read and she will do the same. He treated her so well that she thought that he was interested in her. She was so in love with her senior at that time that she actually confessed to him. Her senior kindly rejected her by saying that he only thought of her as a little sister.
University year was her last straw. She met a handsome guy, her course mate, in the language faculty. They became friends right away. They were always together wherever they go. Her other course mates in the language faculty were aware of his attentiveness towards her. They were being dubbed the language power couple and never did the guy refuted or declined the notion so Yi Fei was convinced that this time, the course mate really liked her.
At that time, Yi Fei took her time to plan her confession towards the guy but before she could proceed with her plan, that guy friend came to her in tears because he had broken up with his boyfriend. Oh boy, how Yi Fei was shocked at that time because it was her first time involving herself with a gay guy.
For some reasons, she did not feel very sad. She gave him moral support and found out later on that the guy thought of her as her best friend c.u.m sister he never had.
So, all the guys she was interested in, thought of her as their sister. She felt very distressed at that time and searched a lot of things on how to get out from the sister zoned.