-91 Chapter 25: Bai Jing Ting (2/2)

His eyes kept on eyeing the tablet of medicine on the small table near the television and instantly he knew that the tablet must be the one given by Wu Chen according to what NaNa had told him inside the car just now. He insisted that Yi Fei took the medicine given by him because his medicine was more reliable since it came from him, a physician. She reminded Yi Fei not to take random medicine given by just anyone.

His mind lingered on stuff regarding Yi Fei when he thought of what happened during the staff dinner. Bai Jing Ting felt unsettled when he thought about how Wu Chen got to Yi Fei first for her injury. He wanted to be one who was there for her first. He could not help but remember the look on Wu Chen's face when Wu Chen was looking at the Yi Fei.

People said that if you want to know someone's soul, you should look at where his eyes are when you catch him smiling; Yi Fei never left Wu Chen's sight that night and Bai Jing Ting did not feel good about it.

Bai Jing Ting had always felt guilty towards Wu Chen. From the moment he was in a secret relations.h.i.+p with Li Wei, he had always felt the guilt whenever he saw Wu Chen. His heart told him that he was not supposed to do that at that time but he ignored his own heart.

He could not stand the guilt he had in his heart and he could feel that Li Wei was not really into their relations.h.i.+p. That was why he broke up with Li Wei for good. After that, whenever he tried to get close to another girl, he could not help but wonder whether the girl he was seeing already had a boyfriend or not and the guilt will resurface again.

Bai Jing Ting could not settle his own thought and he tended to create a wall between him and the women his mother introduced him to - because he did not want to be the one who broke people's relations.h.i.+p. The guilt he had was big enough to swallow him whole.

At first, Bai Jing Ting was annoyed by Yi Fei's incessant pestering. She was the weirdest woman he had ever met. He could not comprehend her obsession towards anime and handsome male idols. Yi Fei was so random that it puzzled him every time she blurted out something irrelevant; it captivated him every single time.

Shen Yi Fei was the first woman he let to get close with him because he could sense that Yi Fei did not have any boyfriend so that he will not cause a rift between lovers and because Yi Fei did not purposely get close to him for money.

When he was close with Yi Fei, close enough to call her his good friend, Bai Jing Ting started to open up to her and little by little, he told her the guilt he had been keeping inside his heart for so long. He expected that Yi Fei would be angry and cut all ties with him because he had caused lovers, in his case his best friends, to drift apart.

Women, for him, were an emotional creature so he was prepared to be cursed by Yi Fei when he told her about his guilt. Yi Fei always acted out of his expectation. Rather than cursing him, she comforted him instead.

”There is no mistake when it comes to love. We can't control our feeling. So, when we fall in love, we just have to go for it and that is what you exactly did. But maybe in this lifetime, you couldn't be one to be with her. She dazzled you and for a moment, you forgot all about your rationality. You might have hurt someone dear to you and you too, are hurting because of that. But people moved on with time and maybe they already did so you should move on too. You deserved to be happy. You deserved to be liberated from this guilt. You should forgive yourself”

And that time, at that moment, he fell in love with Yi Fei.

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