Part 20 (1/2)

Mrs. Sparks shook her head. It was a ladylike expression of hopeless defeat.

The Sailor grew desperate.

”See here, m'm.” He took up the _Evening Mercury_ with a fierceness which immensely surprised Mrs. Sparks; he looked so gentle that he didn't seem to have it in him. ”It's like this year. I can't read a word o' this pleadin' paper. Beg parding, lady.” Her face had hardened at such a term of the sea. The voice of the young man died suddenly as if thoroughly ashamed of its own vehemence.

However the vehemence had done the trick.

”I would learn,” said the landlady curtly.

”Yep,” said the Sailor, with the blush of a girl, ”it's what I want to.”

”Then why not?”

”Dunno how, m'm,” he said helplessly.

”Why not go to a school?”

”Can't while I'm at work, m'm.”

”There are schools you can go to at night.”

Mrs. Sparks swept up the crumbs, whisked away the table cloth, replaced it with a cheerful looking red one, and retired with a look which the Sailor took for disdain.

No, he ought never to have let the cat out of the bag. It would have been better to have bitten off his tongue. But after all it was only Mrs. Sparks ... although Mrs. Sparks was Mrs. Sparks. He must be very careful how he let on to people about his shameful ignorance.

He was a fool to worry about it. ”It's nothing to be ashamed of, old friend,” Klond.y.k.e had said, but the world was not made up of Klond.y.k.es.

It was something to be ashamed of if you looked at it as Mrs. Sparks and Ginger did. He felt, as far as they were concerned, he would never live it down. Once more he looked into the fire in order to resume the captaincy of his soul. But it was no use. Fix his will as he might, the famous blue and chocolate jerseys of the Blackhampton Rovers had yielded permanently to Mrs. Sparks with a look of scorn in her face.

He got up and in sudden despair took his cap off the peg behind the door. No longer could he stay in the room with his shame. More s.p.a.ce, more air was needed. As he flung open the outer door, a gust of damp fog came in; and with it came the squat, powerful, slightly bow-legged figure of Ginger, looking more than ever like a man of destiny now he had had his hair cut.

”Where goin'?”

”Walk,” said the Sailor miserably.

”Nice night for a walk. Rum one you are.” Had the Sailor's promise as a goalkeeper been less remarkable Ginger would have been tempted to rebuke such irresponsible behavior. As it was he was content merely to place it on record.

”Well if you must, you must,” said Ginger magisterially, closing the door.

VIII

At five minutes past six on Tuesday evening, when Ginger came home from work, a letter was waiting for him on the sitting-room chimneypiece.

The first thing he noticed was that it bore the Blackhampton postmark, but being a very cool and sure hand, he did not open it at once. He preferred to fulfil the first and obvious duty of a self-respecting citizen of ”cleaning himself up” at the scullery sink with water from the pump, and of sitting down to a dish of tripe and fried onions, always a favorite with him, and particularly on Tuesday when the tripe was fresh, while the Sailor, looking rather forlorn, poured out the tea. Ginger chose to do all this with astounding sang-froid before opening d.i.n.kie Dawson's letter.

He read slowly, with unruffled countenance. Then with a noncommittal air, he threw the letter carelessly across the table to the Sailor, who had to retrieve it from the slop basin which fortunately was empty.

”Read it,” said Ginger, his face a mask, his tone ice cold, without a trace of emotion.

The Sailor blushed vividly.