Part 42 (1/2)
”Why, if some four-year-old child came in here and began to contend for Derry's place,” Rachael asked pa.s.sionately, ”how long would we seriously consider his right? If I must dispute the t.i.tle of Magsie Clay this year, why not of Jennie Jones next year, of Polly Smith the year after that? If--”
”Now you are talking recklessly,” Warren Gregory said quietly, ”and you have entirely lost sight of the point at issue. n.o.body is attempting a controversy with you.”
The cool, a.n.a.lytical voice robbed Rachael of all her fire. She sat down, and was silent.
”What you say is quite true,” pursued Warren, ”and of course, if a woman chooses to stand on her RIGHTS--if it becomes a question of legal obligation--”
”Warren! When was our marriage that?”
”I don't say it was that! I am protesting because YOU talk of rights and t.i.tles. I only say that if the problem has come down to a mere question of what is LEGAL, why, that in itself is a confession of failure!”
”Failure!” she echoed with white lips.
”I am not speaking of ourselves, I tell you!” he said, annoyed.
”But can any sane person in these days deny that when a man and woman no longer pull together in double harness, our world accepts an honorable change?”
Rachael was silent. These had been her words eight years ago.
”They may have reasons for not making that change,” Warren went on logically; ”they may prefer to go on, as thousands of people do, to present a perfectly smooth exterior to the world. But don't be so unfair as to a.s.sume that what hundreds of good and reputable men and women are doing every day is essentially wrong!”
”You know that you may say this--to me, Warren,” she said with a leaden heart.
”Anybody may say it to anybody!” he answered irritably. ”Tying a man and a woman together doesn't necessarily make them--”
She interrupted with a quick, breathless, ”WARREN!”
”Well!” Again he shrugged his shoulders and again glanced at his watch. ”It seems to me that you shouldn't have spoken of the matter if you were not prepared to discuss it!” he said.
Rachael felt the room whirling. She could neither see nor feel anything now but the fury that possessed her. Perhaps twice in her life before, never with him, had she so given way to anger.
”_I_ shouldn't have spoken of it, Warren!” she echoed. ”I should have borne it, and smiled, and said nothing! Perhaps I should!
Perhaps some women would have done that--”
”Rachael!” he interrupted quickly. But she swept down his words in the wild tide of her own.
”Warren!” she said with deadly decision, ”I'm not that sort of woman. You've had your fun--now it's my turn! Now it's my turn!”
Rachael repeated in a voiceless undertone as she rapidly paced the room. ”Now you can turn to the world, and SEE what the world thinks! Let them know how often you and Magsie have been together, let them know that she came here to ask me to set you free, and then see what the general verdict is! I'm not going to hush this up, to refrain from discussing it because you don't care to, because it hurts your feelings! It SHALL be discussed, and you shall be free! You shall be free, and if you choose to put Magsie Clay here in my place, you may do so!”
”Rachael!” he said angrily. And he caught her thin wrists in his hands.
”Don't touch me!” she said, wrenching herself free. ”Don't touch me, you cruel and wicked and heartless--! Go to Magsie! Tell her that I sent you to her! Take your hands off me, Warren--”
Standing back, discomfited, he attempted reason.
”Rachael! Don't talk so! I don't know what to make of you! Why, I never saw you like this. I never heard you--”