Part 33 (2/2)
The doctor stood for some moments after he had finished his examination, looking down upon the little white face, so wasted, so beautiful. Then he shook has head sorrowfully.
”Ah, doctor, darlin'!” burst out Mrs. Carroll. ”Don't say the wurrd!
Don't say the wurrd!”
At this Carroll lifted his head and enquired briefly, ”Will he get better, doctor?”
”He has a chance. He has a slight chance.”
And with a look at Shock he left the room. After speaking a few words of comfort and hope to the mother Shock followed the doctor from the house.
”It is a case for trephining, I fear,” said the doctor. ”A clear case.
It is the only chance he has, and it ought to be done at once.”
”You mean to-day?” asked Shock.
”Yes, to-day. But--” The doctor hesitated. ”I am not ready.”
”I could get your instruments and anything else you might order,” said Shock eagerly.
”No, it is not that,” said the doctor. ”The truth is, I have not the nerve. Nice confession to make, isn't it? Look at that hand.”
He held out his hand as he spoke, and Shock saw that not only the hand, but the whole arm, indeed the whole gaunt frame of the doctor, was all in a tremble. Shock's experience in the city wards made him realise something of the shame and humiliation of the moment to the doctor. He hastened to turn his attention in a happier direction.
”You have performed this operation before?”
”Yes, frequently in the old country, once or twice here. I have seen some practice, sir,” said the doctor, straightening himself up. ”But there it is,” holding out again his shaking hand.
”Well,” said Shock, ”we must wait till--till everything is ready.”
”Yes,” said the doctor. ”Not before three days would I dare to touch a knife. In three days, sir, I shall return, bringing all the appliances necessary, and in the interval the time will not be entirely lost. We shall take every means to tone the boy up. By the way, I suppose there is someone in the village with sufficient nerve to render a.s.sistance?”
”I do not know. There is only one man in this country whom I can think of as being reliable for an affair of this kind. Do you happen to know of the cowboy, Ike?”
”The very man,” said the doctor. ”He lives on the Stanton ranch between this and the fort. We can see him on our way.”
Before the doctor left for home he had called to prepare the Carrolls for the operation. At first Tim would not hear of it. He fiercely declared that he would kill any man that dared put a knife on his lad.
His wife was equally determined that the operation should not take place.
”Very well,” said the doctor, ”then your boy will die, and, Carroll, I shall have you arrested for manslaughter forthwith.”
This aspect of the case made little impression upon Carroll.
”If the lad dies,” he said hoa.r.s.ely, ”divil a care what happens to me.”
But Mrs. Carroll became anxiously desirous that the operation should be performed.
”And sure the good G.o.d wouldn't be after takin' him from us, for didn't his riverence there put up a prayer that would melt the heart of the angels, and I did promise G.o.d meself a rale fast, with niver an egg nor a bit of a fish to my teeth, if he should lave him wid us. And Carroll, darlin', ye'll not be after breakin' ye're wife's heart, nor makin' her a widow? Just ye come on, doctor, and niver a word he'll say till ye.”
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