Part 10 (2/2)
I was then saying good-night to her in the bright moonlight outside the homestead door some hours afterwards. 'They live in the colony now, she and her husband. Telling her might reopen deep wounds. It wouldn't do any good at all probably, would it?'
'That depends,' I said, 'on the mother's point of view. You're sure about the likeness?' She gave a sort of sob.
'Trust me for that,' she said. 'I was very fond of them of Claude and Polly.'
This last dry season, by the ordering of G.o.d, that mother came our way herself. She was on a pilgrimage of her own. d.i.c.k sent over a messenger hot-haste to tell me that a lady was at his place and had asked for me. She wanted me to spare the morning to-morrow if I possibly could. She would have me come on an expedition with her and talk over something that she had in her mind to do. Couldn't I sleep at d.i.c.k's homestead that night?
I could. I came over about nine o'clock I suppose, walking in a fresh south-easter with a half-moon to light me. d.i.c.k was smoking outside in the yard when I came.
'The lady's tired,' he told me. 'She's turned in already. She's got a lad with her. He's inside. Come in and have some supper.'
The stranger rose up as I came in, and I greeted him. He was a tall, fair boy, whose face I seemed to know. He told me that he had driven his mother down, as I sat over my supper. I glanced up at the wall curiously before I had finished. The picture was not there.
'I thought it was better out of the way,' d.i.c.k said when his guest had gone to bed. 'I didn't know how she might take it. It's the mother of those poor little Scotch children come to see the place. Wants to put up a gravestone or monument or something, poor lady!'
Then I knew where I had seen the stranger boy's face. It was the image of his dead brother's face in the picture, the white piccaninny that carried the Mashona baby. I whistled softly.
'Who painted that picture?' I said. 'I know all yon told me. But did that chap ever come down the road again? I never asked you.'
'No,' said d.i.c.k, 'I don't know to this day any more about him.'
I sat silent.
'She wants you to go over to the place with her to-morrow,' d.i.c.k said. 'You know the place, don't you? It's only about three miles away up the old wagon road; you've been there, haven't you?'
'Yes,' I said. 'There's a wooden cross where they're buried or should be. I had it renewed two years ago. Didn't I ever tell you about it? Haven't you been there yourself lately?'
'No,' said d.i.c.k. 'I don't fancy the place somehow. But I was asking about it only this afternoon. The boys tell me there are some trees there still; white men's trees.'
'Yes,' I said, 'yellow peach-stocks and one gumtree you get it against the skyline looking up from the spruit. The old pole and daub house dropped to pieces long ago. I do hope that cross is standing all right still. I blame myself for not having seen about it this last year or two.'
The cross had fallen down and the place looked generally forlorn when we reached it next day. I was troubled about my companion.
She was fair and tall and quiet. When she did talk on the way she talked about commonplace subjects. But when she saw the forsaken place and the displaced cross the veil fell. She clutched her son's arm hard, and I left them together. I went off with the Mashona boy and the mules out of the way. I had no inspiration at the moment what to say or what to do. I did not come back for half an hour.
She told me on the drive back that she wanted to provide somewhat of a memorial. 'It's been left too long,' she said. 'But you can understand how sore I was before and how I shrank from coming.'
She told me that one great grief of hers was that she had no good likeness of her children as they were at that dreadful time. I was embarra.s.sed and silent. 'What can I do to help you?' I was thinking over and over again, 'Shall I show the picture? Yes, right or wrong, I must.'
I didn't know how to begin to tell her about it. I prayed for words. Then I began in curt crisp sentences to tell her. 'You may not like it. You must not be disappointed,' I said. 'Why?' she asked. But I did not try to explain. I would let the picture plead its own point of view. When we were back I asked d.i.c.k for it, and I knocked at her room door and gave if to her.
Then I went out and watched a team ploughing, till d.i.c.k called me in.
At lunch the guests were very quiet and subdued, but seemed quite cheerful. Afterwards, before I started for home, she came and talked to me alone.
'Is this the scene of the picture?' she asked me, as she led me across the yard. 'This gra.s.s plot between these rocks and those trees?'
'Yes, it's just here apparently,' I said. 'You see that great tree there. One can hardly mistake it.'
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