Part 29 (2/2)

”I can't go on,” she said. ”It's mad.”

”Well it's going to get a d.a.m.n sight madder,” snapped Brotherhood, still angry. ”That was just the trailer.”

It was night once more and Mary had got through another day without throwing herself politely from a top-floor window or scrawling filthy words on the dining-room walls. Seated on her bed still moderately sober, she stared at the book and then at the phone. The phone had a second wire fed into it. The wire led to a grey box and seemed to stop. Since my time, she thought. Can't be doing with these modern gadgets. She poured another generous tot of whisky and set the gla.s.s on the table at her elbow in order to end the argument she had been having with herself for the last ten minutes. There you are, d.a.m.n you. If you want one, have one. If you don't, leave the b.l.o.o.d.y thing where it is. She was fully dressed. She was supposed to have a headache but the headache was a lie to escape the excruciating company of Fergus and the girl Georgie who had begun to treat her with the deference of warders before her hanging. ”How about a nice game of Scrabble, Mary?... Not in the mood are we? Never mind.... I say, that shepherd's pie did go down a treat, didn't it, Georgie? I haven't had a shepherd's pie like that since my nan went. Do you think it's the freezing that does it? Sort of ripens it, does it, the freezing?” At eleven o'clock, screaming inside, she had left them to the was.h.i.+ng-up and brought herself up here to the book and to the note that had accompanied it. A deckled card. Silver-edged, my wedding anniversary. In a deckled envelope. Vile cherub blowing trumpet top left.

”Dear Mary, ”So sorry to hear about M's calamity. Picked this up for pennies this morning and wondered whether you would like to bind it for me, same as all the others, full hide, buckram and the t.i.tle printed in gold capitals between the first and second band on the spine. The end-papers look kind of new to me, maybe just rip them out? Grant's away too so I guess I know how you feel. Could you do it quickly, as a surprise for him? Usual fee, of course!

”My love, darling, Bee”Keeping her hand away from the whisky and her mind clear of thoughts of a certain moustached phantom, Mary applied her training to the note. The handwriting was not Bee Lederer's. It was a forgery and to anyone who knew the game a dismal one. The writer had paid lip-service to Bee's all-American copperplate but the Germanic influence was clear in the spiky ”u”s and ”n”s and the ”t”s without tails. ”Whether” instead of ”if,” she thought: when did an American write ”whether”? The spelling wasn't Bee's either: a word like ”calamity.” Bee couldn't spell for toffee. She doubled every consonant on sight. Her letters to Mary in Greece, penned on similar stationery, had contained such family gems as menipullate and phalla.s.sy. As to ”full hide”: Mary had bound just three books for Bee, and Bee hadn't known from green apples how she wanted them, except she thought they looked great on Grant's shelf, just like the old libraries you have in England. Full hide, buckram, the placing of the lettering: these were the writer talking, not Bee. And if Bee suspected that the end-papers might not be original--well bully for Bee because a month ago she had asked Mary wherever had she bought that cute wallpaper stuff she stuck on the inside of her covers?

The note was so bad, Mary concluded--and so unlike Bee--that it was almost deliberately bad: good enough to fool Fergus when it was delivered to the door this afternoon, bad enough to be a signal to Mary that it meant something different.

Something she had been warned of, for instance.

She had read the clues from the moment she opened the door to the vanman, while Fergus the idiot lurked in the coat cupboard with a b.l.o.o.d.y great Howitzer in his hand in case the vanman turned out to be a Russian in disguise--which perhaps on reflection he was, because Bee had never used a private delivery service in her life. Bee would have dropped the book in herself on the way back from Becky's school, cooeeing through the letter box. Bee would have b.u.t.tonholed Mary at the International Ladies on Tuesday, leaving her to hump the d.a.m.n thing home as best she could.

”Mind if I read the card, Mary?” Fergus had said. ”It's just routine, only you know what they're like in London. Bee. That'll be Mrs. Lederer, wife of the American gentleman?”

”That's who it will be,” Mary had confirmed.

”Well it's a nice book, I will say. In English too. Looks really old, it does.” He was turning through it with practised fingers, pausing at pencil marks, holding occasional pages to the light.

”It's 1698,” Mary had said, pointing to the Roman numerals.

”My goodness, you can read that stuff.”

”Can I have it back now, please?”

The grandfather clock in the hall was striking twelve. Fergus and Georgie were by now no doubt lying blissfully in each other's arms. Over the interminable days of her secret imprisonment Mary had watched their romance ripen. Tonight when she came down to dinner Georgie had the indisguisable glow of someone who had been s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g minutes before. In a year's time the two of them would become yet another his-and-hers couple in one of the resources sections where the Other Ranks held sway: surveillance, microphone installation, sweeping, steaming mail. A year later when they had pooled their fiddled overtime and their cooked-up mileage and inflated their out-of-town subsistence they would make a down payment on a house in East Sheen, have two children and become eligible for the Firm's subsidised education scheme. I'm being a jealous b.i.t.c.h, thought Mary, unrepentant. Right now, I wouldn't mind an hour with Fergus myself. She picked up the receiver and waited.

”Who are you ringing, Mary?” said Fergus's voice immediately.

Wherever he was in his love-life just then, Fergus was very awake indeed when it came to cutting in on Mary's outgoing phone calls.

”I'm lonely,” Mary replied. ”I want to have a chat with Bee Lederer. Anything wrong with that?”

”Magnus is still in London, Mary. He's been delayed.”

”I know where he is. I know the story. I am also grown up.”

”He's been contacting you regular by phone, you've had nice chats with him, he'll be back in a day or two. Head Office has nabbed him for a briefing while he's over there. That's all that happened.”

”I'm all right, Fergus. I'm word perfect.” ”Would you normally ring her as late as this?” ”If both Magnus and Grant are away, yes I would.” Mary heard a click and then the dialling tone. She dialled the number and Bee started moaning at once. She was having her d.a.m.ned period, she said, a real b.a.s.t.a.r.d, cramps, the bends, you name it. It always grabbed her this way in winter, specially when Grant wasn't there to service her. Giggle. ”Oh s.h.i.+t, Mary, I really miss it. Does that make me a wh.o.r.e?”

”I've had a lovely long letter from Tom,” said Mary. A lie. It was a letter and it was long but it was not lovely. It was an account of the great time Tom had had with Uncle Jack last Sunday and it had made Mary's flesh creep.

Bee declared that Becky just adored Tom so much it was indecent. ”Can you imagine what is going to happen the day those kids wake up and discover la difference?”

Yes, I can, thought Mary. They're going to hate each other's guts. She took Bee through her day. h.e.l.l, just s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g around, said Bee. She'd had a squash date with Cathie Krane from the Canadian Emba.s.sy but they'd agreed on a coffee instead because of Bee's condition. Salad at the Club, and Jesus somebody really ought to teach these d.a.m.ned Austrians how to make a decent salad. This afternoon a cruddy Bring and Buy at the Emba.s.sy in aid of the Contras in Nicaragua and who gives a fly's elbow about the Contras in Nicaragua? ”You should go out and buy yourself something,” Mary suggested. ”A dress or an antique or something.”

”Listen, I can't even move. You know what he did, the little runt? He turned the Audi in for servicing on his way to the airport. I don't get the car, I don't get a lay.”

”I'd better ring off,” Mary said. ”I've got a feeling Magnus is going to pull one of his dead-of-night calls and there'll be all h.e.l.l if the number is engaged.”

”Yeah, how's he taken it?” said Bee vaguely. ”Is he all weepy or is he sort of reconciled? Some men, I think they really want to castrate their fathers all their lives. You should hear Grant sometimes.”

”I'll know when he's back,” said Mary. ”Before he left he hardly spoke a word.”

”Too cut up, huh? Grant never gets cut up about anything, the creep.”

”It hit him badly at first,” Mary confessed. ”He sounds much better now.” She had scarcely rung off before the phone gave its in-house buzz.

”Why didn't you mention the beautiful book she sent you, Mary?” Fergus complained. ”I thought that was why you'd be ringing.”

”I told you why I was ringing. I was ringing because I was lonely. Bee Lederer sends me about fifteen books a week. Why should I talk to her about a b.l.o.o.d.y book to please you?”

”I wasn't meaning to offend, Mary.”

”She didn't mention the book so why should I? She gave me all the necessary instructions in her b.l.o.o.d.y note.” I'm protesting too much, she thought, cursing herself. I'm putting questions in his mind. ”Listen, Fergus. I'm tired and liable to bite, okay? Leave me alone and go back to what you both do best.”

She picked up the book. Nothing, not a book on earth, could have authenticated the sender so perfectly. ”De Arte Graphica. The Art of Painting by C. A. DU FRESNOY with REMARKS. Translated into English together with an Original Preface containing a Parallel between Painting and Poetry. By Mr. DRYDEN.” She drained the gla.s.s of whisky. It was the same book. She had no doubt. The same book Magnus brought to me in Berlin when I still belonged to Jack. Came bounding up the stairs with it. Knocking on the steel door of Special Ordnance which was our cover while he clutched it in his hand. ”Hey, Mary, open up!” It was before we had become lovers. Before he had started to call me Mabs. ”Listen I want you to do a rush job for me. Can you put a CD into the binding of this? It's to take one standard sheet of code cloth. Can you do it by tonight?” Then I staged a misunderstanding because we were already flirting. I pretended I hadn't heard of CDs except on diplomatic cars, which allowed Magnus to explain to me in his earnest way that CD meant concealment device and Jack Brotherhood had told him Mary was the best person for the job. ”We're using a bookshop as a dead letter box,” Magnus explained. ”I've got this Joe who's an antiquarian-book fiend.” Case officers were not usually so generous about their operations.

And I took off the end-paper, she remembered as she began gently prodding the covers. I sc.r.a.ped away a patch of cover board until I was nearly at the hide. Other people would have taken off the hide and gone under it from the front. Not our Mary. For Magnus nothing but perfection would do. Next night he gave me dinner. The night after that we went to bed together. Next morning I told Jack what had happened and he was gallant and sweet and said we were both very hicky, and that he'd withdraw from the field and let us get on with it, if that was what I wanted. I said it was. And I told Jack in my happiness that what had brought me and Magnus together was de Arte Graphica, a Parallel between Painting and Poetry, which was rather extraordinary when you remembered that I was mad about painting and Magnus was h.e.l.l-bent on writing the great novel of his life.

”Where are you going, Mary?” Fergus said, looming before Mary in the corridor. She had the book in her hand. She shoved it at him. ”I can't sleep. I'm going down to the cellar to fool around with this. Now go back to your nice lady and leave me alone.”

Closing the cellar door she went quickly to the workbench. In minutes Georgie is going to saunter in with a nice cup of tea for me in order to make sure I haven't defected or cut my wrists. Filling a bowl with warm water she damped a rag and set to work soaking off the end-paper. The writer she of the note knew what he was talking about. On a book of that age the original glue was animal and would have crystallised. Mary, when she had doctored it for Magnus, had used animal glue too. But the new paper had been stuck on with flour paste which responded quickly to water. She was using a cloth and scrubbing. Normally she would have used blotting paper and a pressing tin. The end-paper came away. The board remained. Taking a scalpel she began scuffing it with the blade. If they've used rope board, I've had it. Rope board was made of real old rope taken from a man-of-war. It was tarred and twisted and packed solid. To sc.r.a.pe into it would take hours. She need not have worried. It was modern millboard and disintegrated like dry earth. She kept scuffing and suddenly the code cloth lay before her, flat against the inside of the hide, exactly where she had put it for Magnus. Except that this one had capital letters instead of figure groups. This one began ”Dear Mary.” She stuffed it quickly down her front, retrieved the scalpel, and set about removing the rest of the end-paper as if she were going to rebind from the beginning, full hide as Bee had requested.

”I just thought I had to come and see how you do it,” Georgie explained, sitting down beside her. ”I really need a hobby like that myself, Mary. I just don't ever seem able to relax.”

”Poor you,” said Mary.

It was night and Brotherhood was angry. Though he was out in the streets and away from the Firm and the Firm's ken, though he had work to do and action to relieve him, he was angry. His anger had been mounting for two days. This morning's outburst about the Joes was not the start of it. It had been kindled yesterday, like a slow-burning fuse, as he was leaving the conference room in St. John's Wood after perjuring himself to save Brammel's neck. It had stuck with him like a faithful friend through his meeting with Tom and his excursion to Reading station: Pym has broken the moral laws. He has outlawed himself by choice. It had touched flashpoint in the signals room this morning and gathered more heat with every pointless conference and frittered hour since. From his position of half-pitied and wholly blamed has-been, Brotherhood had listened to his own arguments being used against him and had looked on as, under his very eyes, his old defence of Pym had been adopted and updated into a policy of inst.i.tutionalised inertia.

”But, Jack, it's all so circ.u.mstantial--you said so yourself,” Brammel brayed, never stronger than when demonstrating that two positives made a negative. ”'If you run any succession of coincidences through a computer, you will find that everything looks possible and most things look highly likely.' Who said that, pray? I'm quoting you deliberately, Jack. We're sitting at your feet, remember? Good heavens, I never thought I'd have to defend Pym against you!”

”I was wrong,” said Brotherhood.

”But who says you were? Only you, I think. So Pym has a Czech code pad in his chimney place,” Brammel conceded. ”He has a camera we didn't know about with a doc.u.ment-copying attachment or whatever. Good heavens, Jack, think of all the bits of equipment you've picked up in your time, just in the ordinary way of playing agents back and forth! Gold bars, cameras, microdot lenses, concealment devices, I don't know what. You could have started your own p.a.w.nbroker's shop with them. All right I grant you he should have turned the stuff in. I see him as being rather in the position of a police detective who has taken a lot of swag off one of his informants. He shoves it in a drawer--or in the fireplace-- hides it from his family and one day it's all discovered. But it doesn't make him a burglar. It makes him an efficient policeman who's been cavalier or at worst careless.”

”He's not careless,” said Brotherhood. ”He's not a risk taker.”

”All right, so now he is. The fellow's had a nervous breakdown, he's acting clean out of character, he's hidden himself away somewhere, he's putting out the usual cries for help,” Brammel reasoned, in a note of saintly tolerance. ”Probably a girlfriend, knowing him. We shall find out soon enough. But look at the scenario, Jack. His father dies. He's the artistic type of officer, always wanting to write the great novel, paint, sculpt, take sabbaticals, I don't know what. He's. .h.i.t a menopausal age in life. He's been living under a cloud of suspicion for far too long. Do you wonder he's had a bit of a crack-up? Be a wonder if he hadn't, if you ask me. All right, I don't condone it. And I shall want to know why he took that burnbox, though you tell me he knew everything that was in it anyway and wrote most of it himself, so what's the difference? And when we find him, I may pull him out of the field for a while. There is still no justification for me to raise a public hue and cry. To go to my Minister and say 'We've found another one.' Least of all to the Americans. Bang go the barter treaties. Bang goes the intelligence pooling and the private line to Langley that often means so much more than normal diplomatic links. Do you want me to risk all that until we know?”

”Bo feels you should stop flying solo,” Nigel said when they were back on the servants' side of Brammel's door. ”I'm afraid I agree. From now on you'll make no field enquiries without my personal authority. You're to remain on call and you're to start nothing. Is that clear?”

It is clear, thought Brotherhood, examining the house from across the road. It is clear that the rewards of my old age are dangerously threatened. He tried to remember who it was in mythology who was cursed to live long enough to witness the consequences of his bad advice. The house was in the best of Chelsea's many beautiful backwaters, set at the end of a long garden only partly visible above the gate. An air of decadence pervaded its genteel shabbiness, an unworldly languor inhabited its flaking stucco. Brotherhood walked past it several times, checking the upper windows, studying the skyline for sight of a church, for Pym's mental subst.i.tutions were becoming rooted in his mind like spy talk. On the fourth floor a dormer window was lit and curtained. As he watched he saw a figure pa.s.s across it, too quickly and too far away for him to tell whether it was man or woman.

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