Part 14 (2/2)

Five years ago Jack Brotherhood had shot his Labrador b.i.t.c.h. She was in her basket, rheumatic and shaking; he'd given her the pills but she'd sicked them up, then shamed herself by messing the carpet. And when he threw on his windcheater and took his 12-bore from behind the door, willing her, she looked at him like a criminal because she knew she was finally too sick to find for him. He ordered her to get up but she couldn't. When he yelled ”Seek!” she rolled herself on to her forepaws and lay down again with her head stuck stupidly over the basket. So he put down the gun and got a shovel from the shed and dug her a hole in the field behind the cottage, a bit up the slope with a decent view across the estuary. Then he wrapped her in his favourite tweed jacket and carried her up there and shot her in the back of the head, smas.h.i.+ng the spinal cord at the nape, and buried her. After that he sat beside her with a half-bottle of scotch while the Suffolk dew settled itself over him and he decided she had probably had the best death anyone was likely to have in a world not distinguished by good deaths. He didn't leave a headstone or a coy wood cross for her but he had taken bearings on the spot, using the church tower, the dead willow tree and the windmill, and whenever he pa.s.sed it by he'd send her a gruff mental greeting, which was as near as he had ever come to pondering on the afterlife, until this empty Sunday morning as he drove through deserted Berks.h.i.+re lanes and watched the sun lifting on the Downs. ”Jack's had too many miles in the saddle,” Pym had said. ”The Firm should have retired him ten years ago.”

And how long ago should we have retired you, my boy? he wondered. Twenty years? Thirty? How many miles have you had in the saddle? How many miles of exposed film have you rolled into how many newspapers? How many miles of newspaper have you dropped into dead letter boxes and tossed over cemetery walls? How many hours have you listened to Prague radio, seated over your code pads?

He lowered his window. The racing air smelt of silage and wood smoke and it thrilled him. Brotherhood was country stock. His forebears were gypsies and clergymen, gamekeepers and poachers and pirates. With the morning wind pouring into his face, he became a raggedy-a.r.s.ed boy again, galloping Miss Sumner's hunter bareback across her park and getting the hiding of his life for it. He was freezing to death in the flat mud of the Suffolk fens, too proud to go home without a catch. He was making his first drop from a barrage balloon at Abingdon Aerodrome and discovering how the wind kept his mouth open after he yelled. I'll leave when they throw me out. I'll leave when you and I have had our word, my boy.

He had slept six hours in forty-eight, most of them on a lumpy camp bed in a room set aside for typists with the vapours, but he was not tired. ”Can we have you for a minute, Jack?” said Kate, the Fifth Floor vestal, with a look that stayed on him a beat too long. ”Bo and Nigel would like another small word.” And when he wasn't sleeping or answering the telephone or thinking his usual puzzled thoughts about Kate, he had watched his life go by in a kind of bewildered free fall into enemy territory: so this is what it's like, this is badland and these are my feet spinning towards it like a sycamore twig. He had contemplated Pym in all the stages he had grown up with him, drunk with him and worked with him, including a night in Berlin he had totally forgotten until now when they had ended up s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g a couple of army nurses in adjoining rooms. He had remembered contemplating his own mangled arm on the winter's day in 1943 when it had hung beside him embellished with three German machine-gun bullets, and he had experienced the same feeling of incredulous detachment.

”If you could only have let us know a little earlier, Jack. If only you could have seen it coming.”

Yes, I'm sorry, Bo. Careless of me.

”But Jack, he was practically your own son, we used to say.”

Yes, we did, didn't we, Bo. Silly really, I agree.

And Kate's reproving eyes, as ever, saying, Jack, Jack, where are you?

There had been other cases in his lifetime, naturally. Ever since the war had ended, Brotherhood's professional life had been regularly turned upside down by the Firm's latest terminal scandal. While he was Head of Station in Berlin, it had happened to him not twice but three times: night telegrams, flash, for Brotherhood's eyes only. Phone call--where is he? Jack, get off your elbows and get in here now. Race through wet streets, dead sober. Telegram one, the subject of my immediately following telegram is a member of this service and has now been revealed as a Soviet Intelligence agent. You will inform your official contacts of this in confidence before they read it in the morning papers. Followed by the long wait beside the codebooks while you think: is it him, is it her, is it me? Telegram two, spell a name of six letters, who the h.e.l.l do I know who's got six letters? First group M--Christ, it's Miller! Second group A--oh my G.o.d, it's Mackay! Until up comes a name you never heard of, from a section you didn't know existed, and when the expurgated case history finally arrives on your desk all you have is a vision of an under-welfared little nancy-boy in the cypher room in Warsaw who thought he was playing the world's game when what he really wanted was to shaft his employers.

But these distant scandals had been till now the gunfire of a war he was certain would never come his way. He had regarded them not as warnings but as confirmation of everything he disliked about the way the Firm was going: its retreat into bureaucracy and semi-diplomacy, its pandering to American methods and example. By comparison his own hand-picked staff had only looked better to him, and when the witch-hunters had gathered at his door, led by Grant Lederer and his nasty little Mormon bag-carriers, baying for Pym's blood and brandis.h.i.+ng fanciful suspicions based on nothing more than a few computerised coincidences, it was Jack Brotherhood who had banged his open hand upon the conference table and made the water-gla.s.ses hop: ”Stop this now. There's not a man or woman in this room who won't look like a traitor once you start to pull our life stories inside out. A man can't remember where he was on the night of the tenth? Then he's lying. He can remember? Then he's too d.a.m.n flip with his alibi. You go one more yard with this and everyone who tells the truth will become a barefaced liar, everyone who does a decent job will be working for the other side. You carry on like this and you'll sink our service better than the Russians ever could. Or is that what you want?”

And G.o.d help him, with his reputation and his anger and his connections and with his section's record, in the modern jargon that he loathed, of low cost and high productivity, he had carried the day, never thinking for a moment that another day might come where he wished he hadn't.

Closing his window Brotherhood stopped the car in a village where no one knew him. He was too early. He had needed to get out of London, out of touch, away from Kate's brown stare. Give him one more hopeless damage-limitation conference, one more session on how to keep it from the Americans, one more glance of pity or reproach from Kate, or of plain hatred from Bo's grey army of suburban mandarins, and possibly, just possibly, Jack Brotherhood might have said things that everyone, but most of all himself, would afterwards have regretted. So he had volunteered for this errand instead, and Bo with rare promptness had said what a good idea, who better? And he knew as soon as he cleared Bo's doorway that they were as glad to see him go as he was to leave. Except for Kate.

”Just do keep phoning in if you don't mind,” Bo called after him. ”Three-hourly at most. Kate will know the score. Won't you, Kate?”

Nigel followed him down the corridor. ”When you phone in, I want you coming through Secretariat. You're not to use his direct line and I shall need to speak to you first.”

”And that's an order,” Brotherhood suggested.

”It's a temporary licence and it can be withdrawn at any time.”

The church had a wooden porch, a footpath led beside a playing field. He pa.s.sed a farmyard with brick barns and smelt warm milk on the autumn air.

”We evacuate them in echelons, Jack,” Frankel is saying in his hand-pressed Euro-English. ”That's if we evacuate them at all.”

”And on my say-so,” Nigel adds from the wings.

The room is low and windowless and overlit. A uniformed guard mans the peephole. s.p.a.ced along the wall sit Frankel's greying female a.s.sistants at their trestle desks. They have brought thermos flasks and share each other's cigarettes. They have done it all before, like a day at the races. Frankel is fat and ugly, a Latvian headwaiter. Brotherhood recruited him, Brotherhood promoted him. Now he was taking over Brotherhood's mess. So it goes. It is three in the morning. It is today, six hours ago.

”Day one, Jack, we move only head agents,” says Frankel with a doctor's false a.s.surance. ”Conger and Watchman in Prague, Voltaire in Budapest, Merryman in Gdansk.”

”When do we begin?” says Brotherhood.

”When Bo waves the flag, and not before,” says Nigel. ”We're still evaluating and we still regard Pym's loyalties as quite possibly impeccable,” says Nigel, like somebody mastering a tongue-twister.

”We move them very quietly, Jack,” says Frankel. ”No goodbyes, no flowers for the neighbours, no finding somewhere for the cat. Day two radio operators, day three the cut-outs, subagents. Day four whoever's left.”

”How do we reach them?” Brotherhood asks.

”You don't, we do,” says Nigel. ”If and when the Fifth Floor says it's necessary, which at the moment, I repeat, is pure hypothesis.”

Kate has followed them in. Kate is our widowed English spinster, pale and sculptural and beautiful, who at forty mourns the loves she never had. And Kate is still Kate, he can see it as clear as ever in her eyes.

”Maybe we pick them off the street when they go to work,” Frankel continues. ”Maybe we bang on the door, tell a friend, leave a note somewhere. Just anything we think of, so long as it wasn't done before.”

”That's where you'll be able to help if we get that far,” Nigel explains. ”Telling us what's been done before.”

Frankel has paused before a map of Eastern Europe. Brotherhood waits a step behind him. Head agents red, subagents blue. So much easier to kill a pushpin than a man. Still gazing at the map Brotherhood remembers an evening in Vienna. Pym is playing host, Brotherhood is Colonel Peter bringing London's thanks for ten years' service. He remembers Pym's gracious speech in Czech, the champagne and medals, the handshakes, the a.s.surances, the quiet waltzes to the gramophone. And this dumpy couple in brown, he a physicist, she a senior lady in the Czech Ministry of the Interior, lovers in betrayal, their faces glistening with excitement as they whirl round the drawing-room to the strains of Johann Strauss.

”So when do you start?” Brotherhood asks again.

”Jack, that is Bo's judgment,” Nigel insists, dangerously patient.

”Jack, the Fifth Floor has ruled that the most important thing is to look busy, act natural, keep everything normal,” says Frankel, picking a sheaf of telegrams from his desk. ”They use letter boxes? So clear the letter boxes like normal. They got radio? So send radio like normal, stick to all the normal schedules, hope the opposition are listening.”

”That's the most important thing at the moment,” Nigel says, as if anything Frankel says is invalid until he says it too. ”Total normality in all areas. One premature step would be fatal.”

”So would a late one,” Brotherhood says as his blue eyes start to catch fire.

”They're waiting for you, Jack,” Kate says, meaning, come away, there's nothing you can do.

Brotherhood does not move. ”Do it now,” he tells Frankel. ”Take them into the emba.s.sies. Broadcast a warning. Abort.”

Nigel doesn't say a word. Frankel looks to him for help but Nigel has folded his arms and is looking over the shoulder of one of Frankel's women while she types a signal.

”Jack, no way do we take those Joes into emba.s.sies or consulates,” Frankel says, making faces in Nigel's direction. ”Verboten. The most we can do when we get the order from the Fifth Floor is fresh escape papers, is money, transport, a couple of prayers. That right, Nigel?”

”If you get the order,” Nigel corrects him.

”Conger will head east,” Brotherhood says. ”His daughter's at university in Bucharest. He'll go to her.”

”Okay, so where does he go from Bucharest?” says Frankel.

Brotherhood is nearly shouting. There is nothing Kate can do to stop him. ”South into b.l.o.o.d.y Bulgaria, what do you think! If we give him a date and place, we can put a plane in, hedgehop him into Yugoslavia!”

Now Frankel also lifts his voice. ”Jack. Hear me, okay? Nigel, confirm this for me so I don't sound too negative all the time. No little planes, no emba.s.sies, no frontier crashes of any kind. This is not the sixties any more. Not the fifties, not the forties. We don't drop planes and pilots around Eastern Europe like birdseed. We are not enthusiastic about reception committees for ourselves or our Joes that are laid on by the opposition.”

”He's got it straight,” Nigel confirms with just enough surprise.

”I got to tell you this, Jack. Your networks are so contaminated at this moment that the Foreign Office wouldn't even drop them in the trash can, would they, Nigel? You are isolated, Jack. Whitehall's got to cover itself in polythene before it shakes your hand. Is this correct, Nigel?” Frankel hears himself and stops. He looks to Nigel yet again but receives no comforting word. He catches Brotherhood's eye and stares at him with a long and unexpected fearfulness, the way we look at monuments and find ourselves contemplating our own mortality. ”I take orders, Jack. Don't look at me that way. Cheers.”

Brotherhood slowly climbs the stairs. Climbing, them ahead of him, Kate slows down and trails a couple of fingers for him to take hold of. He pretends he hasn't seen.

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