Part 16 (1/2)

The Borough George Crabbe 100420K 2022-07-22

Peter had heard there were in London then, - Still have they being!--workhouse-clearing men, Who, undisturb'd by feelings just or kind, Would parish-boys to needy tradesmen bind: They in their want a trifling sum would take, And toiling slaves of piteous orphans make.

Such Peter sought, and when a lad was found, The sum was dealt him, and the slave was bound.

Some few in town observed in Peter's trap A boy, with jacket blue and woollen cap; But none inquired how Peter used the rope, Or what the bruise that made the stripling stoop; None could the ridges on his back behold, None sought him s.h.i.+v'ring in the winter's cold; None put the question,--”Peter, dost thou give The boy his food?--What, man! the lad must live: Consider, Peter, let the child have bread, He'll serve the better if he's stroked and fed.”

None reason'd thus--and some, on hearing cries, Said calmly, ”Grimes is at his exercise.”

Pinn'd, beaten, cold, pinch'd, threaten'd, and abused - His efforts punish'd and his food refused, - Awake tormented,--soon aroused from sleep, - Struck if he wept, and yet compell'd to weep, The trembling boy dropp'd down and strove to pray, Received a blow, and trembling turn'd away, Or sobb'd and hid his piteous face;--while he, The savage master, grinn'd in horrid glee: He'd now the power he ever loved to show, A feeling being subject to his blow.

Thus lived the lad, in hunger, peril, pain, His tears despised, his supplications vain: Compe'lld by fear to lie, by need to steal, His bed uneasy and unbless'd his meal, For three sad years the boy his tortures bore, And then his pains and trials were no more.

”How died he, Peter?” when the people said, He growl'd--”I found him lifeless in his bed;”

Then tried for softer tone, and sigh'd, ”Poor Sam is dead.”

Yet murmurs were there, and some questions ask'd - How he was fed, how punish'd, and how task'd?

Much they suspected, but they little proved, And Peter pa.s.s'd untroubled and unmoved.

Another boy with equal ease was found, The money granted, and the victim bound; And what his fate?--One night it chanced he fell From the boat's mast and perish'd in her well, Where fish were living kept, and where the boy (So reason'd men) could not himself destroy: - ”Yes! so it was” said Peter, ”in his play, (For he was idle both by night and day,) He climb'd the main-mast and then fell below;” - Then show'd his corpse, and pointed to the blow.

”What said the jury?”--they were long in doubt, But st.u.r.dy Peter faced the matter out: So they dismissed him, saying at the time, ”Keep fast your hatchway when you've boys who climb.”

This. .h.i.t the conscience, and he colour'd more Than for the closest questions put before.

Thus all his fears the verdict set aside, And at the slave-shop Peter still applied.

Then came a boy, of manners soft and mild, - Our seamen's wives with grief beheld the child; All thought (the poor themselves) that he was one Of gentle blood, some n.o.ble sinner's son, Who had, belike, deceived some humble maid, Whom he had first seduced and then betray'd: - However this, he seem'd a gracious lad, In grief submissive, and with patience sad.

Pa.s.sive he labour'd, till his slender frame Bent with his loads, and he at length was lame: Strange that a frame so weak could bear so long The grossest insult and the foulest wrong; But there were causes--in the town they gave Fire, food, and comfort, to the gentle slave; And though stern Peter, with a cruel hand, And knotted rope, enforced the rude command, Yet he consider'd what he'd lately felt, And his vile blows with selfish pity dealt.

One day such draughts the cruel fisher made, He could not vend them in his borough-trade, But sail'd for London-mart: the boy was ill, But ever humbled to his master's will; And on the river, where they smoothly sail'd, He strove with terror and awhile prevail'd; But new to danger on the angry sea, He clung affrighten'd to his master's knee: The boat grew leaky and the wind was strong, Rough was the pa.s.sage and the time was long; His liquor fail'd, and Peter's wrath arose, - No more is known--the rest we must suppose, Or learn of Peter: --Peter says, he ”spied The stripling's danger and for harbour tried; Meantime the fish, and then th' apprentice died.”

The pitying women raised a clamour round, And weeping said, ”Thou hast thy 'prentice drown'd.”

Now the stern man was summon'd to the hall, To tell his tale before the burghers all: He gave th' account; profess'd the lad he loved, And kept his brazen features all unmoved.

The mayor himself with tone severe replied, - ”Henceforth with thee shall never boy abide; Hire thee a freeman, whom thou durst not beat, But who, in thy despite, will sleep and eat: Free thou art now!--again shouldst thou appear, Thou'lt find thy sentence, like thy soul, severe.”

Alas! for Peter not a helping hand, So was he hated, could he now command; Alone he row'd his boat, alone he cast His nets beside, or made his anchor fast: To hold a rope or hear a curse was none, - He toil'd and rail'd; he groan'd and swore alone.

Thus by himself compell'd to live each day, To wait for certain hours the tide's delay; At the same time the same dull views to see, The bounding marsh-bank and the blighted tree; The water only, when the tides were high, When low, the mud half cover'd and half-dry; The sun-burnt tar that blisters on the planks, And bank-side stakes in their uneven ranks; Heaps of entangled weeds that slowly float, As the tide rolls by the impeded boat.

When tides were neap, and, in the sultry day, Through the tall bounding mud-banks made their way, Which on each side rose swelling, and below The dark warm flood ran silently and slow; There anchoring, Peter chose from man to hide, There hang his head, and view the lazy tide In its hot slimy channel slowly glide; Where the small eels that left the deeper way For the warm sh.o.r.e, within the shallows play; Where gaping mussels, left upon the mud, Slope their slow pa.s.sage to the fallen flood; - Here dull and hopeless he'd lie down and trace How sidelong crabs had scrawi'd their crooked race, Or sadly listen to the tuneless cry Of fis.h.i.+ng gull or clanging golden-eye; What time the sea-birds to the marsh would come.

And the loud bittern, from the bull-rush home, Gave from the salt ditch side the bellowing boom: He nursed the feelings these dull scenes produce, And loved to stop beside the opening sluice; Where the small stream, confined in narrow bound, Ran with a dull, unvaried, sadd'ning sound; Where all, presented to the eye or ear, Oppresss'd the soul with misery, grief, and fear.

Besides these objects, there were places three, Which Peter seem'd with certain dread to see; When he drew near them he would turn from each, And loudly whistle till he pa.s.s'd the reach.

A change of scene to him brought no relief, In town, 'twas plain, men took him for a thief: The sailor's wives would stop him in the street, And say, ”Now, Peter, thou'st no boy to beat;”

Infants at play when they perceived him, ran, Warning each other--”That's the wicked man;”

He growl'd an oath, and in an angry tone Cursed the whole place and wish'd to be alone.

Alone he was, the same dull scenes in view, And still more gloomy in his sight they grew: Though man he hated, yet employ'd alone At bootless labour, he would swear and groan, Cursing the shoals that glided by the spot, And gulls that caught them when his arts could not.

Cold nervous tremblings shook his st.u.r.dy frame, And strange disease--he couldn't say the name; Wild were his dreams, and oft he rose in fright, Waked by his view of horrors in the night, - Horrors that would the sternest minds amaze, Horrors that demons might be proud to raise: And though he felt forsaken, grieved at heart, To think he lived from all mankind apart; Yet, if a man approach'd, in terrors he would start.

A winter pa.s.s'd since Peter saw the town, And summer lodgers were again come down; These, idly curious, with their gla.s.ses spied The s.h.i.+ps in bay as anchor'd for the tide, - The river's craft,--the bustle of the quay, - And sea-port views, which landmen love to see.

One, up the river, had a man and boat Seen day by day, now anchor'd, now afloat; Fisher he seem'd, yet used no net nor hook; Of sea-fowl swimming by no heed he took, But on the gliding waves still fix'd his lazy look: At certain stations he would view the stream, As if he stood bewilder'd in a dream, Or that some power had chain'd him for a time, To feel a curse or meditate on crime.

This known, some curious, some in pity went, And others question'd--”Wretch, dost thou repent?”

He heard, he trembled, and in fear resign'd His boat: new terror fill'd his restless mind; Furious he grew, and up the country ran, And there they seized him--a distemper'd man: - Him we received, and to a parish-bed, Follow'd and cursed, the groaning man was led.

Here when they saw him, whom they used to shun, A lost, lone man, so hara.s.s'd and undone; Our gentle females, ever prompt to feel, Perceived compa.s.sion on their anger steal; His crimes they could not from their memories blot, But they were grieved, and trembled at his lot.

A priest too came, to whom his words are told; And all the signs they shudder'd to behold.

”Look! look!” they cried; ”His limbs with horror shake And as he grinds his teeth, what noise they make!

How glare his angry eyes, and yet he's not awake: See! what cold drops upon his forehead stand, And how he clenches that broad bony hand.”

The Priest attending, found he spoke at times As one alluding to his fears and crimes; ”It was the fall,” he mutter'd, ”I can show The manner how,--I never struck a blow:” - And then aloud,--”Unhand me, free my chain; On oath he fell--it struck him to the brain: - Why ask my father?--that old man will swear Against my life; besides, he wasn't there: What, all agreed?--Am I to die to-day? - My Lord, in mercy give me time to pray.”

Then as they watch'd him, calmer he became, And grew so weak he couldn't move his frame, But murmuring spake--while they could see and hear The start of terror and the groan of fear; See the large dew-beads on his forehead rise, And the cold death-drop glaze his sunken eyes: Nor yet he died, but with unwonted force Seem'd with some fancied being to discourse: He knew not us, or with accustom'd art He hid the knowledge, yet exposed his heart; 'Twas part confession and the rest defence, A madman's tale, with gleams of waking sense.

”I'll tell you all,” he said, ”The very day When the old man first placed them in my way: My father's spirit--he who always tried To give me trouble, when he lived and died - When he was gone he could not be content To see my days in painful labour spent, But would appoint his meetings, and he made Me watch at these, and so neglect my trade.

”'Twas one hot noon, all silent, still, serene, No living being had I lately seen; I paddled up and down and dipp'd my net, But (such his pleasure) I could nothing get, - A father's pleasure, when his toil was done, To plague and torture thus an only son!

And so I sat and look'd upon the stream, How it ran on and felt as in a dream: But dream it was not: No!--I fix'd my eyes On the mid stream and saw the spirits rise: I saw my father on the water stand, And hold a thin pale boy in either hand; And there they glided ghastly on the top Of the salt flood, and never touch'd a drop: I would have struck them, but they knew th' intent, And smiled upon the oar, and down they went.

”Now, from that day, whenever I began To dip my net, there stood the hard old man - He and those boys: I humbled me and pray'd They would be gone; they heeded not, but stay'd: Nor could I turn, nor would the boat go by, But, gazing on the spirits, there was I: They bade me leap to death, but I was loth to die: And every day, as sure as day arose, Would these three spirits meet me ere the close; To hear and mark them daily was my doom, And 'Come,' they said, with weak, sad voices, 'Come.'

To row away, with all my strength I tried, But there were they hard by me in the tide, The three unbodied forms--and 'Come, still come,' they cried.