Volume II Part 35 (1/2)

”'Tis an unlucky and an embarra.s.sing escort that we are favoured with,” said the rider. ”The wind, too, whiffles about strangely. 'Tis on my face, now, and verily I think the stream will ne'er be crossed.

I trust we are not wading it down towards the sea.”

”Troth but we be, though,” hastily replied his friend, after looking down, bending as low as possible to observe his horse's feet, where he could just discern the gouts of foam as they ran right before, instead of pa.s.sing them from left to right.

”Put back--put back, and soon!” he cried, in great alarm; for the mist bewildered them strangely. They did put back, but instead of all obeying the same impulse, some of the party, finding themselves on opposite sides of the stream, were plunging and replunging into it, to rejoin their comrades, every one calling out for his neighbour to follow; so that, in the end, the whole party were so confused that, on being gathered together once more on the sand, they really knew not on which side of the stream they stood, nor which way to move. They seemed like persons discoursing in a dream, and the mist hung about them so closely that they could not, even by dismounting, see the marks of their own footsteps. They felt that they were standing on a bank of sand, which they knew must inevitably, and ere long, be covered by the raging tide, even then, perhaps, on its way to overwhelm and devour them. But this was the utmost of their knowlege, for the direction in which to proceed, or the bearing of either sh.o.r.e, was beyond their knowledge or apprehension. They would now have been glad to retrace their steps, but this, alas! they knew not how to accomplish. To remain would be certain destruction; to go on, might only be hastening to meet it. But move they must, as the only chance of escape; yet opinions were as various as the points of the compa.s.s.

One was for going to the right, another to the left, another straight forward; so that, what with arguing and wrangling, they became more bewilderd and uncertain than ever.

”I do verily believe we have not yet crossed the river,” said one.

”Not come across!” replied another; ”why we've been through and through, to my own certainty, at least thrice.”

”Thrice in thy teeth!” said his angry opponent; ”and so I'll go forward.”

”And I'll go back,” was the reply. But the precise idea they had formed of these opposite and important determinations was more than either of them could explain; even though they had been ever so certain upon these points, to proceed in a straight line in any direction was impossible, without some object by which to direct their course. Ever and anon was heard a heavy plunge into the stream, but even this token had ceased to avail them, for its course could not be ascertained. The tide was now arresting its progress, and the water moved to and fro in every direction, according to the various impulses it received. The wind, too, was light and treacherous; its breath seemed to come and go, without any fixed point by which they could feel either its arrival or departure. In this dilemma, and without any clue to their extrication, hara.s.sed and confounded, they were like men bereft of their senses, and almost at their wits' end. Still they clung instinctively about each other, but their conduct had now taken the opposite extreme. Before, all was bustle and activity, everybody giving directions, hallooing, shouting, and so forth. Now, they were silent, and almost stationary, stupefied, distracted. There is a fascination in danger. I have known those who never could look down a precipice without a horrible impulse to leap over the brink. Like the scared bird, almost within the gripe of its destroyer, yet unable to flee, so had they lost, apparently, all power of escape. It was a silence more awful even than the yellings of despair. Its horrid gripe was on every heart; every bosom withered beneath its touch. The nature of the most courageous appeared to change; trembling and perplexity shook the stoutest frame; yet suddenly and unexpectedly was the silence broken, and the spell that bound them dissolved.

”Hark!” said every voice together; ”a bell, by the blessed Virgin!”

The sound roused them from their stupor. Hope again visited the prison-house of the spirit.

”On, on!” said their leader.

”On, on!” was re-echoed on every side; but they were still attempting to escape in different directions. Scarcely two of them were agreed as to the place whence the sound proceeded. Yet it came on, at stated intervals, a long, deep, melancholy knell, almost terrific in their present condition. Another council was attended with the same results--opinions being as varied as ever. Still that warning toll had some connection with their fellow-men, some link, which, however remote, united them to those who were now slumbering in happiness and security. Yet of their true course and bearing they were as ignorant as ever.

”Now, by'r lady,” said one, ”there's either witch or wizard at the tail o' this. Haven't I pa.s.sed this very place to and fro, man and boy, these twenty years, and never went away by a yard's s.p.a.ce, right or left. Now”----

”Right well, Humphry Braithwaite, should I know it too, and yet we might be in a wilderness for aught I can distinguish, either land-mark or sea-mark. Hush, I'm sure that bell is from the right.”

”Nay, I hear it yonder, to the left, if I'm not witched.”

”Thee'rt gone daft, man, 'tis----Well, if the sound binna from both sides, right and left! I hear it behind me now.”

”We must be moving,” said the leader. There's no chance for us here.

We can but meet the enemy at the worst, and there are three chances of escaping for one of drowning, which way soever we take, at a blind venture. Then let us away together; and may the Virgin and St Bees be our helper!”

But there were some who would rather trust to their own guidance; and what with the indecision of one, the obstinacy of another, and the timidity of a third, he soon found himself with only one companion, besides his good grey steed, when he flung the reins to his control, and spurred forward.

Reckless, almost driven to desperation, he committed his way to the beast's better discretion, as he thought, goading on the jaded animal incessantly, his fellow-traveller still keeping behind, but at no great distance. They halted after a s.p.a.ce; but how long it is impossible to say. Hours and minutes, in seasons of pain or excitement, are, in the mind's duration, arbitrary and conventional.

To measure time by the state of our feelings would be as futile as an attempt to measure s.p.a.ce by the slowness or impetuosity of our movements. Hours dwindle into minutes, and minutes are exaggerated into hours, according to the circ.u.mstances under which the mind moves on. We are conscious of existence only by the succession of our feelings. We are conscious of time only by its lapse. Hence we are apt to make the same measure serve for both; and, as our own dispositions predicate, so doth time run fast or slow. True it is that time cannot measure thought. The mind notes but the current and pa.s.sage of its own feelings; they only are the measure of existence and the medium of ident.i.ty.

”Halt, Lord Monteagle!” cried his companion from behind; ”I hear the sea before us. Hush, and use thine own senses, if they be worth the trial.”

The other listened, but it was only for one moment; the next saw him wheel round, urging on his flight in the opposite direction, for he knew, or his senses were rendered deceptive through terror, the sound of the coming tide.

”Halt, Lord Monteagle!” again cried the horseman from behind; ”for the water is deeper at every plunge. Halt, I say, for the love of”----The sound died on the speaker's lip, for he was overwhelmed and sickening with the dread antic.i.p.ation of death.

”On one side or the other, then, I care not which,” cried the foremost rider.