Volume II Part 19 (2/2)
He pointed to the ivied belfry, where a grated loophole formed a dark cross on the wall.
”A man may sleep if the wind will let him; but such fearsome visions I have had of late, that I ha' been just nigh 'reft o' my wits. Wilt be a queen or a queen-mother, Marian? Something spake to me after this fas.h.i.+on; but I was weary with watching. The spirit pa.s.sed from me, and I comprehended him not.”
She was silent, apprehensive that his wits were at present too bewildered for her purpose, being always subject to aberration under any peculiar excitement of either mind or body.
”I will visit thee yonder to-morrow,” said Marian.
”Me!” he shouted, in a tone of surprise. ”Bless thy pretty face, Marian, I have bolted him in. He is but waiting for his dismissal.”
”Whither?”
Again he pointed to the grave.
”Tush,” said Marian; ”he will not, maybe, get his pa.s.sport thither so soon, unless, indeed, thou shouldst starve him to death.”
”Starve him! Nay, by”----He stopped just as he was on the point of uttering some well-remembered but long quiescent oath.
”I thought not of that before, Marian: he will want some food. Ay--ay, bless thy little heart, I did not think on 't. But for thee, Marian, I should ha' kept him there, and he might ha' starved outright; though he will not need it long, I trow, poor fool!” said he, with a sigh, ludicrous enough under other circ.u.mstances, but now invested with all the solemnity of a supernatural disclosure.
”I will away for victuals,” said Marian: ”stay here until I return.” A short time only elapsed ere she came again, laden with provisions and other restoratives, judging that the captive stood in need of some refreshment.
Stephen was waiting for her in a deep and solemn fit of abstraction before the low door leading to a staircase at the foot of the tower.
He spoke not until she stood beside him.
”My brain, Marian--Oh! my brain. Here, here!” Seizing her hand, he pressed it hurriedly over his brow, which was hot, almost scorching.
The blood beat rapidly through his throbbing temples. Fearful lest the approaching hallucination might prevent her benevolent designs, she soothed and coaxed him to lead the way, which had the desired effect; muttering as he went on, at times unintelligibly, at others speaking with peculiar emphasis and vehemence.
”The foul fiend came again, though he was cast out; and I--I yielded.
He promised me gold, if I would dig for 't. And I digg'd, and digg'd; but it always shaped itself into a grave--another's grave--and I never found any. Yea, once. Look thee, wench,” said he, pulling out a bright Jacobus from his belt, and holding it in the beam that shot through a loophole of the ascent. ”Yes; this--this! the devil brought it that tempted me. No, no; I sold my own grave for 't. Would it were mine again: I had been where the wicked cease from troubling, and the weary are at rest. Nay; there will be no rest for me. I am an apostate--a castaway--the devil that seduced me hath said it again and again--for whom is reserved the blackness of darkness, and the noisome pit for ever! But as long, look thee, as I keep this gold, I die not. No!
though twice ten thousand were on my track; for I sold my grave to a doomed one; nor, till I buy another with the same piece of gold, shall death and h.e.l.l prevail against me. So sayeth the fiend.”
Marian felt actually as though in the presence of the Evil One, so completely had the frenzy of this poor deluded idiot developed itself in this short interval. Some violent paroxysm was evidently approaching; and her object was, if possible, to procure the liberation of Egerton before her guide should be rendered either unwilling or incapable. He suddenly a.s.sumed a more calm and consistent demeanour, while, to her great joy, she heard him climbing the stair.
She followed as closely as the darkness would permit, and heard him pause after ascending a few steps. Then a bolt was withdrawn, her hand was seized, and she was led hastily through the aperture. It was the entrance to a small chamber in the tower, lighted by the grating before named, through which the moonlight came softly, like a wizard stream, into the apartment.
By this light she saw something coiled up in a corner, like a human form in the att.i.tude of repose. It was the prisoner Egerton, fast asleep. Nature, worn out with suffering, was unconsciously enjoying for a season the bliss of oblivion. He heard not the intruders, until Marian gently touched him, when, starting up, he cried--
”Is mine hour come? so soon! I thought”--
”Here be victuals; thy grave's not ready yet,” said the maniac.
Soon the soft voice of the maiden fell calmly and quietly on his bosom: and in that hour Egerton felt how n.o.ble, how self-denying, was the spirit guiding the hand that ministered to him in the hour of danger and distress. Her disinterestedness was now manifest. Of another creed, and fully aware, perhaps, that he had been one of the most zealous persecutors of those who aforetime were hunted like the wild roe upon the mountains; he found that she had knowledge of him, generally, as belonging to the Royalist party, though not individually as to his rank and character.
If she had set herself to win his favour by draughts and love-philtres, she could not have compa.s.sed her design more effectually. His impetuous nature was alike impatient of restraint either in love or in war; but in the latter instance the flame had burnt so rapidly that it was nigh extinguished. This maiden being renowned through the whole neighbourhood for her beauty, as well as the natural and engaging simplicity and gentleness of her manners, appertaining to one of high birth, nurtured in courts, rather than in so humble a station, the cavalier had beforetime looked on her with a favourable glance, but not with eyes at which the G.o.d Hymen would have lighted his torch. Now, so strange and wayward is that capricious pa.s.sion which men call love, that when beset with dangers, his life in jeopardy, and threatened with death on every hand, he seemed to cling even to this lowly one as though his soul were bound to hers. Love, that mighty leveller, for a season threw down every barrier--the pride of birth, and the rank and sphere which were his birthright--nor did a licentious thought find a resting-place in his bosom. Young and ardent, he had spoken to her beforetime, though not explicitly, on the subject; and Marian, knowing none other but that he was a wayfaring man, of little note--so he represented himself--regarded his handsome person, his kindness, and his attentions, with still less appearance of disfavour.
”Thou shouldest be mine, Marian,” said he, ”were I”----
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