Part 30 (1/2)
”Agnes!”
The eyelids moved slightly; it was the only evidence of life, save the labored, irregular breathing. Then the hand moved, clutchingly.
Slowly, tremblingly, Houston turned back an edge of the blankets,--and stood aghast.
On her breast was a baby--dead!
CHAPTER XX
There was no time for conjectures. The woman meant a human life,--in deadly need of resuscitation, and Barry leaped to his task.
Warmth was the first consideration, and he hurried to the sheet-iron stove, with its pile of wood stacked behind, noticing, as he built the fire, cans and packages of provisions upon the shelf over the small wooden table, evidence that some one other than the woman herself had looked after the details of stocking the cabin with food and of providing against emergencies. At least a portion of the wood as he shoved it into the stove crackled and spit with the wetness of snow; the box had been replenished, evidently within the last few days.
Soon water was boiling. Hot cloths went to the woman's head; quietly, reverently, Barry had taken the still, small child from the tightly clenched arm and covered it, on the little table. And with the touch of the small, lifeless form, the resentment which had smoldered in Houston's heart for months seemed to disappear. Instinctively he knew what a baby means to a mother,--and she must be its mother. He understood that the agony of loss which was hers was far greater even than the agony which her faithlessness had meant for him. Gently, almost tenderly, he went again to the bed, to chafe the cold, thin wrists, to watch anxiously the eyes, then at last to bend forward. The woman was looking at him, staring with fright in her gaze, almost terror.
”Barry--” the word was more of a mumble. ”Barry--” then the eyes turned, searching for the form that no longer was beside her.
”My--my--” Then, with a spasm of realization, she was silent. Houston strove dully for words.
”I'm sorry--Agnes. Don't be afraid of me. I'll get help for you.”
”Don't.” The voice was a monotone, minus expression, almost minus life. The face had become blank, so much parchment drawn over bone.
”I've been sick--my baby--where's my baby?”
”Don't you know?”
”Yes,” came at last. There was the dullness that comes when grief has reached the breaking point. ”Dead. It died--yesterday morning.”
Houston could say nothing in answer. The simple statement was too tragic, too full of meaning, too fraught with the agony of that long day and night of suffering, for any reply in words that would not jar, or cause even a greater pang. Quietly he turned to the stove, red-hot now, and with snow water began the making of gruel from the supplies on the shelf. Once he turned, suddenly aware that the eyes of the woman were centered in his direction. But they were not upon him; their gaze was for one thing, one alone,--that tiny, covered form on the table.
An hour pa.s.sed silently, except for the trivialities of speech accompanying the proffered food. Then, at last, forcing himself to the subject, Houston asked a question:
”Where is he?”
”Who?” Sudden fright had come into the woman's eyes. A name formed on Houston's lips, only to be forced back into the more general query:
”Your husband.”
She smiled faintly.
”You've got me, haven't you, Barry?” A half-hysterical tone came now.
”You know a lot--and you want the rest, so you can pay me back, don't you? Oh,” and the thin fingers plucked at the bedclothes, ”I expected it! I expected it! I knew sooner or later--”
”If you're talking about me, Agnes--and what I've been led to believe, we'll save that for a future time. I think I'm enough of a man not to hara.s.s a person in time of grief.”
”Coals of fire, eh?” A tinge of her old expression had come back, with returning strength.
”Nothing of the kind. I simply wanted to help you--because you're a woman in trouble. You're sick. Your baby's--gone. If I can get your husband for you, I--”
But she shook her head, suddenly weak and broken, suddenly only what Barry was trying to make of her in his mind, a grieving woman, in need.