Part 11 (1/2)
Bennett broke the piece of gra.s.s into tiny pieces and dropped them, one by one, into the gently rolling creek. How many of those pieces, he wondered, would make it all the way to the Mississippi? One of them could even get carried all the way to the Gulf, and then to the ocean. That'd be something . . .
”Wonder what it's like to go across the ocean.” He hadn't intended to share his thoughts out loud.
Libby's chin jerked, and she shot him a glare. ”I thought I told you not to talk.”
”Not talking. Thinkin' out loud is all.”
”It's the same thing.”
”No it's not. Talking is a back-and-forth exchange. Thinkin' out loud is just that-saying something out loud only meant for yourself.” He raised one eyebrow at her. ”You didn't have to answer.”
She huffed and hunched forward. For long seconds they sat in silence. An owl hooted from the nearby tree, and a coyote answered. Libby s.h.i.+vered, and he started to suggest they head back to the school. But then she said, ”I intend to find out.”
He shook his head, confused. ”Find out . . . what?”
”What it's like across the ocean.” She sounded determined.
He bit the insides of his cheeks to keep from chortling. She wasn't trying to be funny, but for some reason her tone tickled him. ”Oh yeah? How?”
”I'll be reporting on the war. And I'm not going to wait until I graduate, either. I intend to have a position with a newspaper by this time next year. Everyone knows wars last a long time, so I'm sure it'll still be going.” Her voice rose with pa.s.sion. She sat straighter, her chin jutting out stubbornly. ”I'll get on a s.h.i.+p and sail to Europe, where I can write about what's happening over there. Every article will have 'by Elisabet Conley' printed underneath the t.i.tle, and then people, including Maelle and Petey, will finally see me as-” She clamped her lips together.
Bennett didn't ask what she'd planned to say. Her business was her business, and the less he knew the better when it came to females and their messes. He sometimes enjoyed having a pretty girl on his arm, but he sure didn't want to get too deeply tangled. Took all the fun out of things. He gave a brusque nod. ”I'll look for you over there, 'cause I'll be goin', too. With a gun in my hand.”
She swung to face him, her jaw dropping. ”You mean to fight?”
Bennett pictured himself in a uniform, side by side with other men in uniforms. He'd fit right in-and he'd fight harder than any of them, proving his mettle to his commanders, too. He puffed his chest. ”Sure, to fight.”
”But the United States is remaining neutral. We aren't sending soldiers.”
He snorted. ”For how long? You think we can keep ignoring the scuffle over there? And do you think I could stay out of it? I'll be the first to sign up the minute Uncle Sam gives the call.” There was no way Pete could step up and replace him as a soldier. Man with a peg leg on the battlefield? Laughable.
”The s.h.i.+p can't leave soon enough to please me.” Libby's tone turned reflective, as if she'd forgotten he was there. ”There's nothing here holding me back.”
”Or me.” He chuckled. ”Looks to me, Lib, like you and I have more in common than you knew, huh?”
She didn't answer, but he didn't let that bother him. He could tell by the look on her face he'd given her something to think about. Maybe, just maybe, Pete wouldn't end up winning everything after all.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN.
Are you still still sitting at that desk?” sitting at that desk?”
Libby jerked at the sound of Alice-Marie's cranky voice and pushed the pencil point hard against the page. The freshly sharpened point snapped. With a little huff of annoyance, she glanced up. Her roommate stood in the doorway of their room with her hands on her hips and a scowl on her face. ”I need to finish this, Alice-Marie.” Another page-maybe two-and her most recent story would be complete. In the three weeks since Matt and Lorna's wedding, she'd written and mailed out three romance stories. Some of her homework had gone undone, but she didn't care. The homework wouldn't earn her a list of writing credits. The homework wouldn't make her known to thousands of readers.
”One would think you were chained to that chair.” Alice-Marie approached, her curious gaze aimed at the pad of paper. Libby covered the lines of print with her palms when Alice-Marie perched on the edge of her desk. ”I've never seen anyone so diligent, and it's quite admirable. But you must do more than complete a.s.signments, Libby.”
Alice-Marie put her hand on Libby's arm. ”You didn't join a sorority; you've shunned every club on campus. All you do is write, write, write. I talked to Mother about you when I spoke with her over the telephone yesterday, and she said to remind you that all work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.”
The reference to ”Mother” pierced Libby's heart. Might Maelle, right now, be encouraging Hannah and Hester to throw off their somber countenance, to play games and laugh? She yanked her arm free of Alice-Marie's hand and gave the girl's hip a sharp jab with her elbow. Alice-Marie squawked and jumped up.
”I'm not a boy named Jack,” Libby said through clenched teeth, ”and how I spend my time is not your mother's concern.” She grabbed the little penknife she used to sharpen her pencils and flicked tiny shavings onto the floor.
Alice-Marie's chin began to quiver. ”Why are you being so mean?”
Libby closed her eyes and stilled her hands. It wasn't her roommate's fault that Maelle and Petey had both rejected her. Drawing in a deep breath, she tipped her face to meet Alice-Marie's gaze. ”I'm sorry. I'm just very overwhelmed right now, trying to finish this . . . a.s.signment. Would you please let me be? When I'm finished, I'll get up and do something fun.” She resumed sharpening the pencil.
”You promise?”
Libby resisted rolling her eyes. ”I promise.”
Alice-Marie immediately brightened. ”Oh, I hoped you'd say that. Because I'd like you to come home with me this weekend. Mother is having several of her society ladies over, and it would be ever so much fun to join them.”
Spending a weekend with Alice-Marie's mother and her society friends sounded like as much fun as a toothache. She dropped the penknife into her desk drawer and fiddled with the drawer handle. ”I don't know, Alice-Marie . . .”
”Please come. Mother's hosting a lady author from the East, and the lady will be sharing her experiences in publis.h.i.+ng with Mother's group.” Alice-Marie affected a little pout. ”I felt certain you'd be interested in hearing her, since you're in the journalism program.”
Libby's heart skipped a beat. She slammed the desk drawer shut and spun to face Alice-Marie. ”I would find that very interesting.”
”Then you'll come?”
Libby nodded. ”Yes. I'd love to. Thank you for inviting me.”
”It's my pleasure. Now . . .” Alice-Marie backed toward the door. ”I'll let you finish your work in peace. Meet me for dinner?”
Although Libby preferred to eat alone so she could finish quickly and return to her writing, she gave a quick nod. ”Yes. At six.” She nibbled the end of the pencil as she contemplated the unique opportunity Alice-Marie had just offered. To be able to talk to a real published writer! Might this woman be willing to look at some of Libby's writings and advise her?
She'd already sent off her other stories, but she had this one. Although she'd intended to mail it out the moment she finished it, she changed her mind. She would take this story along to Alice-Marie's house. And, somehow, she would find a way to steal a few minutes of time with the visiting lady author.
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Pete dropped his pencil and leaned back, releasing a sigh. He kneaded the back of his neck with one hand. The muscles were as tight as knots in wet rope, but that shouldn't have surprised him, considering how long he'd been sitting at his desk.
He looked down at the neat stack of letters ready to be mailed. Although he'd never written a letter to an editor of a newspaper before, he had no apprehension about doing so now. His strategy to bring an end to the morally degenerative practice of publis.h.i.+ng and reading t.i.tillating stories was ready for dispatch, and these letters to each of the area editors was one part of his intensive battle plan.
Pastor Hines had acquired the addresses of each newspaper within a hundred-mile radius for Pete. He dutifully picked up his pencil again to address more envelopes. His pulse sped as he thought about his letter appearing in the newspapers. People would read his opinion. Maybe their opinions would change as a result of reading his carefully worded letter, which his instructor had wholeheartedly approved. Pete's chest had expanded when Pastor Hines praised his use of Scripture-”Excellent, Mr. Leidig. It is always best to quote G.o.d's words rather than depending your own; His carry the power.”
Pete had drawn from the book of Acts, in which Luke had admonished followers to abstain from things polluted by s.e.xual immorality. His face had grown hot while he penned the words, but he hadn't sugarcoated his view of the damage that could be caused by reading inappropriate material.
He finished addressing the last of the envelopes, slid one of the neatly written letters inside each, and then glued the flaps shut. He glanced at his watch. He had time to purchase stamps and get the letters in the post box before dinner. By Monday, his letters would be on editors' desks.
After donning his jacket, he left Landry Hall and headed for the main building, where the campus post office was located. A cool breeze, scented of rain, slapped his face. He slipped the letters into his jacket pocket as he headed down the sidewalk past the women's hall, and his heart skipped a beat when he spotted Libby charging out the dormitory doors. Since they'd returned from Matt's wedding, their paths had crossed numerous times, but they hadn't spoken a word to each other. Pete sensed Libby was embarra.s.sed by her admission after the wedding and was deliberately keeping her distance.
He'd prayed repeatedly for a way to put her at ease again so they could maintain the comfortable friends.h.i.+p of their childhoods. His fingers curled over the letters in his pocket. Libby was a writer. Perhaps his efforts to have his letters printed in the paper would give them a reason to talk a bit. He waved the envelopes over his head and called, ”Libby!”
She paused in her pell-mell dash across the gra.s.s and turned to face him. The tip of her tongue sneaked out to lick her lips, and she watched him unsmilingly as he closed the gap between them. ”Yes?”