Chapter 65 (1/2)

Chapter 65

What was carved into my soul

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『Setsu(節), there’s so I have to tell you』

In the pure white space was a still very young boy and a pretty woman who looked like his mother

I a the two from above

Where could this place be?

My head strangely hurts when I look at them

It’s as if I’ up my memories――――――――

――――――Is that sothis is…… Memories of the time when I was neither Setsu(セツ) nor Setsu(雪)(TL: 雪 setsu is hoent by in current life’s japan; セツ is how he is called by everyone in the world he’s currently in and currently he’s called 節 which you could also speak out as setsu)

It’s my previous life that I fed to Gluttony

『Even though I say that, I bet you’ll end up forgetting it even if I tell you now I guess…… That’s right, I’ll carve it into your soul』

Mother put her hand on the chest of the very young me and talked

『……You arebecause of thatYou should have the options at the necessary hour and there will come a time where you will rob someone of their lifeBut you should do what you yourself want to do』

Mother’s voice penetrated

It has the feeling of having each of the parts that made me confirm it

『Beat up the fellows you want to beat up and protect the fellows you want to protectYou’re going to becoh to be able to do that』

Said ood

『But, you have to keep a promise with me』

She shortly put the other hand onso

While slowly patting the head of the very young me’s head, mother continued

『You have to, rob one “person” of their life, only a single one before you dieYou won’tbecome ―――――― if you don’t』

Noise ran for an instant and there was a small part I couldn’t catch

Isn’t that part like the most important part…?

『Not killing is wrong and killing tootooIf you don’t kill, then your soul will disappear along with your deathOn the other hand, if you kill too ular criminal and then I’ll have to perform the last rites to your deathYou don’t want that do you? 』

The very young me didn’t understand what this was about

Of course he didn’t, the current me doesn’t understand it either

“Well, you broke your proh~”

“-!?”

When I noticed,me

The wo like that of a past

This girl, she’s talking to the current me

Not to the youngtwo “people”……

“You who end up robbing two people of their lives has to be shown the way to your death by my handsAnd why I have to do this is…… You don’t know do you?”

“…… Of course I don’t”

“You don’t have to know, you will be dying here in any case”

The woman’s thin arm extended towards my throat

Her hand was a little cold

The body of this young th to brush off that hand

Even if that’s the case, I can’t struggle and escape

If she…… If this person says it’s the end, then it’s already the end of me

“……Don’t make it very painful please, e”

“Hlike mother”

“Even if I lost my memory, I’ll still immediately know you’re my motherEven if I lost my memories, the fact that I was born fros too, all of them is carved onto my soulYou carved it in there didn’t you?”

Souls and stuff, it’s vague whether they’re honest or not

Even so, I re my memories of my previous life

I remember that this person is my mother

At a place much deeper than my heart, much deeper than my memories

“Why did I forget about it…… that the cause ofpeople was my mother”

“……The time I talked to you about this was that time with that body of yours after allIt isn’t unreasonable to not rememberEven so, your soul should have remembered about it”

I look atmy chest

I see…… She can carved it on me that way

“……I……have violated your orders I guessThen so it really… is inevitable for me to be erased…”

Honestly, I still can’t comprehend the size of the matter

Why only I can’t kill two people, I couldn’t accept it because I could not catch the important part

But, I couldn’t bring myself to oppose her

Even if I go against mother, I probably won’t be able to win

This person is not standing in the same place as us

“If you’re doing it, then do it in one go please… You can do that right?”

“……-haha! You’re really my kid”

Mother separated her hand frohed as she struck her knees

She’s terribly mannish and yet like a parent

“I can erase you anytime, so~Let’s reminisce for a bitI can’t recover your lost memories, but I’ll talk about what kind of life I… no, our family lived”

“ …… Yeah, please”

If my life ends either way, then I’d want to hear about myself in the end