Part 15 (1/2)

Dear John: I feel you are acting in your own best interest. This may sound forbidding, like too much prudence, but there are prudences and prudences and growing older we learn to respect the higher branch of the family. My love to you both, carte blanche carte blanche.

Your Isaac poem came. Surprising how much of it I had remembered from the telephone-”half through, he crampt dead.” You do the right thing to keep the mark drawn high when one of us dies. It's the only sort of answer we have got. Negative capability, isn't that what Keats called it? I think and think about Isaac, and my recollections are endless-twenty-six years, of which I've forgotten very little. Isaac himself began to have doubts about thinking, and he pa.s.sed them on to me. Now I feel more than ever what a strange activity thinking is. Anyway, since his going my life has been far less my own, and there are days when I care less. I have to recover my negative capability.

Meanwhile, Anne Bradstreet Anne Bradstreet has given comfort. When I read it in Princeton there were a lot of competing excitements. Later I saw it better, and now very clearly. [Edmund] Wilson is right and more than right. He usually is; a sound man. You seem just now to have poetry practically to yourself. Yes, [Robert] Lowell is very fine but he hasn't built himself as much freedom as you have-this power to bring elements together which gives the greatest release. There's plenty of talent; we're all talented, but it's this further strength we're a little short of. has given comfort. When I read it in Princeton there were a lot of competing excitements. Later I saw it better, and now very clearly. [Edmund] Wilson is right and more than right. He usually is; a sound man. You seem just now to have poetry practically to yourself. Yes, [Robert] Lowell is very fine but he hasn't built himself as much freedom as you have-this power to bring elements together which gives the greatest release. There's plenty of talent; we're all talented, but it's this further strength we're a little short of.

The Bradstreet Bradstreet is wonderful. I take nothing from it if I say that your more recent poems are written in something more like my tongue. I think is wonderful. I take nothing from it if I say that your more recent poems are written in something more like my tongue. I think Bradstreet Bradstreet is a triumph in modern poetry, but there are formal properties in modern poetry and fiction, too, which are only there for us to overcome. All the formal properties have to be cracked and the simplicities released-like, ”Torture me Father lest I be not thine.” So much has fallen away from our lives, we really think most barely when the truth is with us; ”. . . he enjoyed despair/ did wrong . . .”; that is more like it. That's a brother's insight. is a triumph in modern poetry, but there are formal properties in modern poetry and fiction, too, which are only there for us to overcome. All the formal properties have to be cracked and the simplicities released-like, ”Torture me Father lest I be not thine.” So much has fallen away from our lives, we really think most barely when the truth is with us; ”. . . he enjoyed despair/ did wrong . . .”; that is more like it. That's a brother's insight.

I don't do very much. Every once in a while I put Henderson Henderson on me like a plumber's level. The bubble is usually in the wrong place, so I sigh and knock off for the day. But Sondra is a beautiful mother-to-be, and Greg gave me much pleasure last month, so my life is far from barren. Too many awful distractions, however, big gloomy houses, money, alimony problems, friends low in spirits, and ghosts, large numbers of highly individual ghosts. on me like a plumber's level. The bubble is usually in the wrong place, so I sigh and knock off for the day. But Sondra is a beautiful mother-to-be, and Greg gave me much pleasure last month, so my life is far from barren. Too many awful distractions, however, big gloomy houses, money, alimony problems, friends low in spirits, and ghosts, large numbers of highly individual ghosts.

Anyhow, will we be seeing you and A[nne] soon? Give the ladies an opportunity, make common cause, give us all a big boost. What say? Come one, come all.

Love,

To John Berryman December 14, 1956 Tivoli Dear John: No, I'm not taking it too hard. It's only that manipulations are so foolish. I hate to be manipulated and jockeyed, you know. It's the pale shadow of diabolism. In this world of ghosts who administer funds and keep up a faint life still by the aid of gossip and politics, it's the pallor of the devilment that gets me. [ . . . ] I never do realize it in time. I'll be, till death, a dummy. And probably one in Hades, too. That seems to be the point of Orpheus. He simply couldn't cope with h.e.l.l. Our education is all wrong!

Your name is not at all mud in N.Y. The whole idea of mud is an absurdity. In some quarters we are always necessarily mud, but not where thoughts are thought and feelings are felt. Everything will soon be forgotten. The rate of scandal, like every other thing, is stepped up. Three years ago I I was involved in the big one. Now I'd have to remind people of it elaborately, give them a refresher, they've so thoroughly forgotten. Anyway these are questions of the conduct of life which we settled for ourselves some few years ago. In my eagerness to ensure your getting the grant I tipped myself over. I meant to do you good, but it seems to have come out harm. It's as inevitable as shoelaces, since I don't know the first thing about prudence. I have to admire it from a distance. You haven't settled into other people's affairs because you shun idleness. Now for G.o.d's sake, let's let all these things go slide down the flume. We have some twenty or thirty years of work lying before us. was involved in the big one. Now I'd have to remind people of it elaborately, give them a refresher, they've so thoroughly forgotten. Anyway these are questions of the conduct of life which we settled for ourselves some few years ago. In my eagerness to ensure your getting the grant I tipped myself over. I meant to do you good, but it seems to have come out harm. It's as inevitable as shoelaces, since I don't know the first thing about prudence. I have to admire it from a distance. You haven't settled into other people's affairs because you shun idleness. Now for G.o.d's sake, let's let all these things go slide down the flume. We have some twenty or thirty years of work lying before us.

The Job Job is very, very good. Mpls. seems to be tuned in on it. When I was there I had the good fortune to find a rabbi at Hillel who was willing to put me through the Hebrew. I didn't get far enough, and one of these days I will go forward. I don't know a great deal about metrics but yours sound very right to me. is very, very good. Mpls. seems to be tuned in on it. When I was there I had the good fortune to find a rabbi at Hillel who was willing to put me through the Hebrew. I didn't get far enough, and one of these days I will go forward. I don't know a great deal about metrics but yours sound very right to me.

As for the Freud lecture, I don't believe I ought to try it. It would make me very nervous to prepare it and ball Henderson up. He's thriving now, so why put his poor soul in hazard? Thanks anyway, greatly.

I'm sorry you won't be coming East. Come back with us in June, anyway.

Love and best Xmas greetings,

Berryman had embarked on a modern version of the Book of Job, never to be completed.

To Alfred Kazin December 17, 1956 Tivoli Dear Alfred: Eight-months-pregnant Sasha lies on the couch holding Greg's dog. (It sounds like Ch. 1 of a proletarian novel). I say, ”Where's Alfred's letter?” And she says, jaunty, ”In the folder where I put all the letters.” a la bonne heure! a la bonne heure! [ [54] I open the folder and ransack it. I find a box top that says, ”Mail This to Ivory Snow and Get a Free Rand McNally Map of the US.” Thanks, I've already been there. What would you get, I wonder, if you mailed in the top of Pandora's Box?

Did I see your review [of Seize the Day Seize the Day] in the Times Times? Of course. It pleased me enormously. H'm, I thought, most people don't even have friends, much less friends who approve of what they do. Bellow, you're a very lucky (young) man. But as everybody knows, ingrat.i.tude begins with luck and so I didn't send you a note, as I should have done. I count on you to realize that I am having a time of it with all these changes-house, child, book, money, relatives, trains and cars, New York, Hungary-and to forgive me.

Suddenly it occurs to me that the last we were all together was at the time of Ann's pregnancy, and now you have (by all reports) a beautiful daughter, and we haven't even had a gla.s.s of tea. What do you say to our exchanging calendars so that we can look for each other in New York? Our house is splendid and manorial but has no beds, and unless you own sleeping bags we can't ask you to come here.

Now, for instance-Sasha and I plan to be in New York on Jan. 4th, 5th, 6th and 7th, possibly even the 8th. Do you think you'll be in on any of those days? We'll probably be staying with Covici on Morningside Drive. I'm in the city on Thursdays, usually. Don't tell me you spend all your time in Amherst. I refuse to believe it.

Love to you both (all three, all four of you), To Samuel Freifeld December 27, 1956 Tivoli Dear Sam'l: [ . . . ] I am working, not at my best, but working nevertheless at my metier metier [ [55]. Because I have to. Because, once, I chose it, and it's just as well that I be faithful somewhere. We are comfortable here, and nothing is lacking except some money, and that not too sharply. I'm coming to Chicago to give a lecture on the 22nd. I shall arrive a day sooner, and if Sasha is well I shall stay over a day after. The lecture pays five hundred and I couldn't conscientiously refuse.

The business in hand, I don't understand very well. But I've signed where it was indicated that I should, and have made a statement which ought to satisfy my brother or his lawyer. Last summer Sam told me he was not going to share in the remainder of our father's money. He seems to have changed his mind, the privilege of women, businessmen, and brothers.

I think our ancient experience in love affairs, going back to Oakley Blvd. and Irving St., probably taught us some valuable lessons and in particular prepared us for moments of disappointment. The more I think of what happened the more reason I have to be pleased that the thing [Freifeld's marriage] ended before more harm was done. To you this is a cold comfort, but I have great confidence in our power to recover from everything. Except death, of course. But who's talking about that that! Maybe we'll recover even from death, if it comes to a pinch. But in the meantime I'm confident of your earthly resurrection.

I hope to find you in a state of calm and patience.

With love,

1957.

To Granville Hicks [n.d.] [Minneapolis]

Dear Granville: [ . . . ] Your remarks on Brendan Gill tickled me. I'm sure he wasn't mortified, he doesn't mortify easily. But that New Yorker New Yorker outfit is a strange one. First they give me a chance to beat up on A. West which, like a gent, I refuse. Then they give my next book to Gill knowing full well (Wm. Maxwell was present) that Gill and I have had a ha.s.sle. Strange people. But I tell you this, I have no desire to understand them. outfit is a strange one. First they give me a chance to beat up on A. West which, like a gent, I refuse. Then they give my next book to Gill knowing full well (Wm. Maxwell was present) that Gill and I have had a ha.s.sle. Strange people. But I tell you this, I have no desire to understand them.

Spring has been weird enough here. For my money, the reasons are all atomic.

We'll be back in Tivoli by mid-June, and we hope you will visit us again.

Best,

Brendan Gill had panned Seize the Day Seize the Day in in The New Yorker The New Yorker.

To Ralph Ellison May 27, 1957 Minneapolis Dear Ralph- I won't discuss with you in a letter any of the things suggested by your last. It isn't a good idea. I'm writing now simply to say that the house in Tivoli is open to you for as long a time as you like or need.

Sasha and I have been in Minneapolis since March. It was just what we needed. On the farm the year round we'd both go nuts. And NYC is out. Too rough, too choking. It wins by a decision over me. No knockout but I'll never be the same.

I'll send the book you asked for when I get to New York in about two weeks. We'll be pa.s.sing through only. I find the Midwest agrees with me. Here I recognize things. And I'm near Chicago, which is not unimportant. I've been there several times this year, and next winter I'll be teaching for ten weeks at Northwestern and hanging around the joints with Sasha's bookie uncle.

The new kid is beginning to sit up and take notice. He seems to have a sense of humor. Having survived the birth trauma he finds life a laughing matter.

So should we all.

I hope your book is going well.