Part 2 (1/2)
”You won't need them.” His hands rested on her shoulders, guiding her around corners. She only realized they were outside when the breeze began playing with her hair. The temperature was the same, perfectly comfortable, and the air was sweetly scented with flowers. She could hear the rumble of the waterfall in the background and a bubbling fountain nearby.
”May I take the blindfold off?” Psyche asked. ”Please. I promise I won't look at you.”
There was a moment of hesitation. ”All right.”
She untied the knot at the back of her head and gasped in delight at what she saw. She stood in a garden, but its beauty was so astonis.h.i.+ng that surely it could exist only in the imagination. Stone walls surrounded it and bright wisteria tumbled from them. The meandering stone paths were lined with overflowing beds of flowers, some in colors nature had not created. In the center was a tall fountain featuring three marble women holding seash.e.l.ls from which the water spilled.
”Who are they?”
”The Graces. Beauty, Charm, and Joy.” Eros's voice came from behind her, so close she felt his breath tickle her ear, and she s.h.i.+vered lightly.
”Are they real?”
”They're my aunts.”
Psyche's father's bedtime stories hadn't included much genealogical information.
”They're the daughters of my grandfather, Zeus, and Eurynome,” Eros said.
”I thought he was married to Hera.”
”That never stopped him.”
”Oh.” Psyche reached out to touch a lotus flower floating in the pool of the fountain. ”Is that, um, acceptable?”
”The G.o.ds are susceptible to the same moral failings as mortals.”
”The stories my father told me portrayed your mother as vain and jealous. She isn't, though. She's very nice. Are there other stories that were wrong?”
”Some. The stories you have heard are much like tabloid newspapers-information collected from dubious sources, full of insinuation and conjecture and exaggerated to capture the audience's attention. But, on occasion, eerily accurate.”
Psyche tilted her head. Eros's voice was still coming from behind her, but she saw only her own reflection in the water. ”I never heard any stories about you.”
”There's not much to tell,” he said. It was exactly what Psyche had told Aphrodite when asked to describe herself. ”I have done little of note.”
”You make people fall in love. You don't think that's noteworthy?”
Psyche could hear amus.e.m.e.nt in his tone. ”The chroniclers apparently did not. I've had no great adventures, no children to join the Pantheon.”
”Your arrows have changed fate. Antony and Cleopatra. Henry VIII and Anne Boleyn. Napoleon and Josephine. The course of human history would be different without love.” Psyche didn't like to hear Eros downplay his importance.
”I merely ensure that events transpire as they're supposed to,” Eros said. ”I am simply the tool the Fates use. If you wish to praise someone, praise the Weavers. They wrote the drama; we merely act in it.”
Psyche was confused, but then a half-forgotten memory resurfaced in her mind. She'd run into her parents' room, crying, afraid of the lightning and thunder that seemed to be right outside of her window. Her father had carried her back to her bed and told her the tale of the Fates while he tucked her in. She remembered how soothing his deep rumbling voice was, so gentle and rea.s.suring. ”There are three Weavers who weave the threads of your destiny into a tapestry. Clotho spins the thread of your life. Lachesis measures it. And when your allotted time has gone, it is Atropos who severs it. Even the G.o.ds themselves are bound by the Weavers' threads.” He'd smiled at her then and kissed her forehead. ”Do you not see, Psyche? Nothing can harm you while the Weavers still spin, and there is still a long thread before you.”
Thinking of her father made Psyche's heart ache for the pain he must be feeling because of her disappearance.
”Would you like to see him?” Eros's voice was soft and almost drowned out by Psyche's gasp of delight.
”Can I? Really? How?”
”Put on your blindfold.”
She did, swiftly tying it behind her head. His hand gently gripped her arm and he led her back into the house, through the silent halls. When he told her she could remove her blindfold, the room she saw made her gasp again. The walls were lined from floor to the high ceiling with shelves of books, some of which looked ancient. Diamond-shaped bins held rolled-up scrolls, each with a small clay disk with Greek lettering dangling from the end. One overstuffed chair sat beside a table with a lamp, and it struck Psyche how lonely the chair looked, as though it should have been paired with a second.
”Under the window,” Eros said from behind her. Below a window trimmed with gauzy curtains stood a stone bowl on an ornate metal stand about waist-high. She went over and looked inside to see nothing but a shallow pool of water.
”Say the name of whom you wish to see, and hold his image in your mind.”
Psyche felt a little foolish talking to a bowl of water, but as soon as her father's name had left her lips, the water began to change, as though it were transforming into liquid silver, opaque and s.h.i.+mmering. Her father's face drifted up from its depths, and then the scene widened so Psyche could see the room he was in and who was with him.
It was her mother's Manhattan apartment, and Psyche was startled to see him there. As far as she knew, her father had never been inside that apartment. Her parents hadn't been under the same roof in more than a decade. He was pacing, muttering under his breath, his rapid, staccato steps marking a short path back and forth in front of the chair where her mother sat. She was crying, a handkerchief pressed against her lips as she struggled to contain her sobs.
”Mitera,” Psyche whispered, using the Greek term for mother she'd used until she was a teenager and her parents divorced. After that, her mother couldn't stand such ”reminders.”
”We should never have let her live on her own,” her father said. ”She should have been at home, with one of us.”
”She wasn't taken from her apartment,” her mother said. ”She was shopping with a friend, which she would have done even if she lived with you or me.”
”I should have made her accept a bodyguard. I told Psyche there are dangerous people-”
Her mother lost her battle with her sobs. Her whole body shook with them. Psyche's father froze in his tracks and went to stand beside her. He reached out a hand, as though to stroke her mother's cornsilk hair, but drew it back before he made contact. Psyche had never seen such uncertainty on his face.
Psyche didn't realize she was crying until Eros's hand brushed her cheek, capturing one of her tears on the tip of his finger. His hands now became the only part of him she had ever seen. She let out a shuddering sob, and he pa.s.sed his hand over her eyes to close them. He cupped his hands over her shoulders and turned her around before drawing her into his arms.
She had sensed he was tall because his voice originated from above her head. Psyche herself was tall, but her head fit beneath his chin. She laid her cheek against his warm chest and immediately noticed his lack of heartbeat. She sobbed again, because the silence destroyed her last vestige of doubt. She truly was on Mount Olympus, the captive of an immortal.
”Shh,” he said. ”Please, Psyche, don't-”
Another shuddering cry ripped through her, and he repeated his plea as he tilted her head up and brushed away her tears.
Then he kissed her.
Psyche gasped, holding her breath as his lips gently moved over hers, caressing, exploring, tasting. Her eyes were closed, which made every physical sensation seem magnified. Her heart was hammering against her ribs, like the wings of a b.u.t.terfly trapped in a jar. She moaned against his lips and slipped her arms up around his neck.
He broke away with a sharp groan, and Psyche's eyelids fluttered in puzzlement.
”Don't look at me!” Eros snapped, and she hastily squinted her eyes shut and turned.
”I-I'll take you back to your room now.” Eros's voice was unsteady. He took her arm and tugged her forward through the twisting halls to her room.
”Eros?”
He nudged her inside and shut the door with a firm click.
Eros did not come back to her room that night nor the next day. Psyche spent the time lying on her bed and staring up at the ceiling, her thoughts wearing a rut in her mind as they traced the same paths over and over.
She missed him. She kept asking herself how that could be and making excuses for it, such as the obvious fact that he was the only person she was able to talk to, but the simple truth was, she missed Eros. She wondered if she was afflicted with Stockholm Syndrome, but she didn't think that was the answer. She liked him, plain and simple. She should resent him or hate him, but she couldn't. And every time she thought of that kiss, her heart hammered.
The second day of his absence pa.s.sed like the first, and it was the longest day of her life. Food appeared on the table, but she didn't eat it. It disappeared an hour or so later. She watched the sunlight-or whatever it was that cast light here-trace patterns on the ceiling, moving slowly across the room as the shadows elongated.