Chapter 57 (1/2)

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at 1st of July 2019 11:01:38 AM

Chapter 57

Jinzi doesn’t look happy, and I knohat he’sat me like he was last time

All misdeeds will be exposed, in the end

I thusly didn’t dareto add oil to the fire

But the way he clasped me under his arm is really uncomfortableEven if he doesn’t want to carry me, can’t he just put me on his back? Did he carry htly way?

Dawn is breaking and the night wind is cool, not a soul on the streetsJinzi moves quickly across the tops of walls like a character froht and masterful

The wind sweeps past

Upon finally returning hoht over the outer wall and went straight forhtening the

Jinzi kicked open the door and ruthlessly threw me onto the couchThe whip lashes onh truly startles loomy face isn’t one that I’ve only see once or twice, but this tihtly pursed, so phoenix eyes – I’ve never seen hi, he’s been subtle all throughout, a reserved and introverted person

Everyone has the hidden capacity for violence and destruction in their hearts, so a noro nuts and break thingsThere’s soh

Jinzi currently looks like a wild aniinal feeling of being wronged yet guilty was instantly changed to dread: ould he do toto yunEven if he tortured ave in and surrendered, he wouldn’t be able to destroy the serenity within the depths of my heartBut Jinzi…

I probably shrank back, or rierHe pulledout from the ache

He used his hands to tear open his own clothes, his body pressing down as if he’d gone berserkI can guess his intentions, great alarht now are so heavy, how could I withstand his snowfall on top of the frost already here?

I used up all ap in our physical strength doesn’t make it useful at allHe restrainsmy bare chest to the bed while the other continues to deal with arle is completely ineffective and unable to prevent any of his actionsI begged him in a desperate whisper, “Jinzi, don’t do this now… please, I… know that I rong…”

I’ve been begging a lot of people today

He hardly paid that any attention, eyes sweeping over to me coldly as he placed his hand below my lower abdomenI suck in a breath of cold airI don’t have even a bit of interest right now, but I can’t stop the regular physiological reactionIs this the male species’ eternal woe?

He straddled me, and only then did I understand what he actually wanted to do,any lubricant beforehand,me enter hi it hard to witness, I shout, “…Don’t, Jinzi! That’ll hurt you!”

He laughed rabbed h for lacial and fiery, “Did you just not want to be on the bottom? You could have just told me! …You didn’t even ask, hoould you knoouldn’t want to? —Or were you drooling over that Bao Yun’s char with teeth-gnashi+ng rage and provocation into oing to find him? …Shouldn’t you at least have a comparison?”

My face blooms red, my heart pained as if those words were knives stuck into itI just shookback the strea to rush from my eyes

He’d since lowered all the way down on hEven I feel that the friction would hurt badly, yet he didn’t even furrow his browsI try to get him off only for thea stifled noiseHearing the norfurther random movements

He didn’t hesitate to do so as a lubricant,a certain part of my body very smooth and comfortableHe didn’t seem like he felt any pain as hisand handso stonily at my faceThat liquid overflowed fro Qinglian’s white jade-like body, an ever-increasing eyesore of dark red

I feel like I can see s in this slice of redDid the 15-year-old Jinzi bleed like this when he was disgraced? What lian used to tor about then? How is his radually turned about,an unprecedented intensityMy body is gradually war up fro violently and contractingIt’s like all the blood inback into , e of… passing outWhy is it that Yuan Qingyun’s torture didn’t ht now?

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I lose awareness of the scorching pain on aze still hypnotized by the she short of irregularly spattered crimson liquid and I can’t look awayCan’t look away…

But I can’t faint right at this moment, I can’t allow Jinzi to do this while in such a rab onto his supporting arth to sink my nails deep into his perfect and sturdy yet flexible flesh, and hissed out, “…Stop it, Yao Jinzi—”

Perhaps , as Jinzi juht from it and ceased his movements, scared stiffHe slowly raised his eyes to me

I also raised my face towards hiood while of sobbing before I could talk“…Jinzi, don’tNot like this… I… I’ for anyone else again, there won’t be anyone besides you and norefrom the warmest place to the air accompanied by a sh in relief

I thought he was going to talk with me, but he laid down besidecareful not to mess with h it’sthat he was too quick to follow it, as if he aiting for oodThis situation where I’ve had no better choice in the matter has happened a thousands times before anyways

I left the tears on id froripped my uninjured upper arm and said in a low voice next to my ear, “Relax a bitIt’ll hurt at the start, but it won’t always hurt… I’ll be careful”

I completely do not believe himIn accordance with my experiences, previous information and resources, and my own scientific inferences based on the structure of the huh, in retrospect, I’ fair to JinziThe last tientle the pain would still iven a chanceMaybe it won’t be as painful as last tiet some kind of lubricantbackHe told sI was ashaentle, their tips sending a pleasant shock of electricity through me when they touched, but when they tried to enter, I froze up from nervousness

“Don’t be afraid” He co up like a bow like he was calers that stubbornly squeezed their way intotime, until I slowly becan objectThe application of the ‘substance’ also persisted for a long time, until I slowly felt a little bit more comfortableHe almost used the whole case before he put it down and came to bed

Jinzi adheres topressed againstit is, so I can’t help but dread itWhen he tried to get in, though I was adequately, I was still extraordinarily tense

Incorrelation between tension and one’sthis process a lottime passed and Jinzi still wasn’t able to enter, and he didn’t have the heart to go any harderThe pain of these repeated atte up

He tried once more and enter in a bit deeperI shi+vered all over frohed, and withdrew fro

He suddenly spoke up frolian hu it and pushi+ng hiht it, but… it’s also true that I didn’t like himI didn’t have a trace of hesitation when I killed him…”

I unhurriedly turnedat meFor the first time in those phoenix eyes was a complicated and tender-ish yet so was h, feelingas if I’d just finished running aat hi until now, you’ve been the only one I’ve cared about like this… and it’s really unreasonable”

My smile and voice were faint and cally loud ha of my heart in my chestEven I couldn’t believe that a day would finally come that I would say this to another person, another life, in all sincerity, when I had vowed never to say anything like it to safeguard all of e

I saw a little bit of a joyful s up a bitThe candles’ fla wind fro into our cores

His face slowly drew near, and the h that, no matter what the final outcome will be, this will be one of the most important events in my life before ues is beautiful, as tender and beautiful as s, as the young dewy grass growing extre day

……

We explore each other’s bodies in bed, and ical course of actionI can relax and acco with all my heart and soul to do soThere really is pleasure after the pain…

With the gentle yet intense rhythm, it seems like I have never been so natural in bed like this, accusto spine-like ar the operation ofinstinct…

I’ve found the pulse of life itself, at last

……

I don’t kno ers, maybe it was a hundred thousand years

My universe has been shattered and recombined, recombined and then shattered…

Jinzi was finally spent on top ofht on his elbowsI was also spent, gazing at hiht uponthe welts onyou?”

I smile and shake my headIt actually hurts a lot, but I decide to throw a tantrum about it later

He looked into my eyes for a time, then suddenly said, “I was so scared” His voice tre up

I rehteen yetAn ache in my heart, I reach out and embrace him, which he enthusiastically returned

“I’m sorry,” I mumble

“I’m the one who should be sorry” His face is buried into the crook ofrare boyishness“I was too conceitedI thought I could protect you… Last tiht I almost went mad, I couldn’t find you anymore, I didn’t knohat I should do…”

In spite of ot very nervous, saying, “Careful, your injuries…”

I said once more that it didn’tto e es of my lips rise up

We’re like two children that have been wandering lost in the dark for a long tiers to feel out the path, we accidentally ran into the other’s fingertips, bringing with them the heat of life

Finally, I can find and listen to the beat of his heartI can hug hiht to stave off all sorts of coldFrom this point on, I won’t have to be alone and filled with fear in this long, dark hallway that never ends…