Part 35 (2/2)

”Ah, she did her best to ruin him in life, and she succeeded in killing him,” said Lady Ardingly very dryly. ”I do not want news of her. She is a cook.”

Marie bit her lip.

”I also do not want to talk of her,” she said. ”She is very gay this winter, I believe. She says it would look so odd if she didn't do things, just because of that awful accident. She thinks people would talk.”

”She has a horror of that, I know,” said Lady Ardingly, ”except when they are not talking about her. If they are not talking about her, she joins in it. Did she, in confidence, tell you----”

”Yes, she told me in confidence that it was she who had started that silly story about me. She told me also that you knew it. So I am not violating her confidence.”

Lady Ardingly made a noise in her throat which resembled gargling.

”That is enough,” she said. ”What else, dear Marie?”

Marie smiled.

”You mean Jim, I suppose?” she said.

”Yes, Jim.”

”Well, Jim is coming out here in a week or so. He cannot get away any sooner. I have seen him a good deal.”

”And you will in the future see him even oftener,” suggested Lady Ardingly.

”Much oftener. I shall see him every day.”

”I am very glad of that,” she said; ”I have a great respect for Mr.

Spencer. I see constantly that he is attacking my poor Ardingly. And I respect you also, my dear. You are the nicest good woman I know. Ah! my dear, when you are old like me, you will have pleasant back-pages to turn over.”

”And to whom shall I owe them?” asked Marie.

”To your own good sense. My dear, I am not often sentimental. But I feel sentimental when I think of one morning in last July. You were a good woman always, Marie, I should imagine. That day you were a grand one, too--superb! I admired you, and it is seldom that I admire people.”

There was a long silence. With the swiftness of sunset in the South, the colours were struck from the gay crowds, and where ten minutes before had been a riot of blues and reds, there was only a succession of various gray. But overhead the stars burned close and large, and the pale northern heavens were here supplanted by a velvet blue.

”And I admired Jack,” said Lady Ardingly at length. ”He was weak, if you like, and, if you choose, he was wicked. But there was, how shall I say it? the possibility of the big scale about him. That is the best thing; the next is to know that you are small. The worst is not to know that you are small.”

Again Marie made no reply. Outside the patter of bare feet went right and left, donkeys jingled their chains, and the odour of the Southern night got more intense.

”Ah! my dear, we are lepers,” said Lady Ardingly. ”We are all wrong and bad, and we roll over each other in the gutter like these Arabs scrambling for backs.h.i.+sh. We strive for one thing, which is wealth, and when we have got it we spend it on pleasure. You are not so, and the odd thing is that the pleasure we get does not please us. It is always something else we want. I sit and I say 'What news?' and when I am told I say 'What else?' and still 'What else?' and I am not satisfied.

Younger folk than I do this, and they do that, and still, like me, they cry, 'What else? what else?' It means that we go after remedies for our _ennui_, for our leprosy, and there is no such remedy unless we become altogether different. Now, you are not so. Tell me your secret. Why are you different? Why can you sit still while we fidget? Why is it you can always keep clean in the middle of that muck-heap?”

Marie was moved and strangely touched. Her companion's face looked very haggard in the glare of the electric lamp overhead, and her eyes were weary and wistful.

”Dear Lady Ardingly,” she said, ”why do you say these things? I suppose my nature is not to fidget. I suppose, also, that the pleasures you refer to do not seem to me immensely attractive. I suppose I happen to be simple and not complex.”

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