Part 6 (2/2)

”Poor stuff, I think!” said her father. ”Girls have no business to read such things.”

”I wish you'd speak to Vivian about it, Mr. Williams. She's got beyond me,” protested her mother.

”Huh!” said Mrs. Pettigrew. ”I'd like some more of that quince, Laura.”

”My dear young lady, you are not reading books of which your parents disapprove, I hope?” urged the minister.

”Shouldn't I--ever?” asked the girl, in her soft, disarming manner.

”I'm surely old enough!”

”The duty of a daughter is not measured by years,” he replied sonorously. ”Does parental duty cease? Are you not yet a child in your father's house?”

”Is a daughter always a child if she lives at home?” inquired the girl, as one seeking instruction.

He set down his cup and wiped his lips, flus.h.i.+ng somewhat.

”The duty of a daughter begins at the age when she can understand the distinction between right and wrong,” he said, ”and continues as long as she is blessed with parents.”

”And what is it?” she asked, large-eyed, attentive.

”What is it?” he repeated, looking at her in some surprise. ”It is submission, obedience--obedience.”

”I see. So Mother ought to obey Grandmother,” she pursued meditatively, and Mrs. Pettigrew nearly choked in her tea.

Vivian was boiling with rebellion. To sit there and be lectured at the table, to have her father complain of her, her mother invite pastoral interference, the minister preach like that. She slapped her grandmother's shoulder, readjusted the little knit shawl on the straight back--and refrained from further speech.

When Mrs. Pettigrew could talk, she demanded suddenly of the minister, ”Have you read Campbell's New Theology?” and from that on they were all occupied in listening to Mr. Williams' strong, clear and extensive views on the subject--which lasted into the parlor again.

Vivian sat for awhile in the chair nearest the window, where some thin thread of air might possibly leak in, and watched the minister with a curious expression. All her life he had been held up to her as a person to honor, as a man of irreproachable character, great learning and wisdom. Of late she found with a sense of surprise that she did not honor him at all. He seemed to her suddenly like a relic of past ages, a piece of an old parchment--or papyrus. In the light of the studies she had been pursuing in the well-stored town library, the teachings of this worthy old gentleman appeared a jumble of age-old traditions, superimposed one upon another.

”He's a palimpsest,” she said to herself, ”and a poor palimpsest at that.”

She sat with her shapely hands quiet in her lap while her grandmother's s.h.i.+ning needles twinkled in the dark wool, and her mother's slim crochet hook ran along the widening s.p.a.ces of some thin, white, fuzzy thing. The rich powers of her young womanhood longed for occupation, but she could never hypnotize herself with ”fancywork.”

Her work must be worth while. She felt the crus.h.i.+ng cramp and loneliness of a young mind, really stronger than those about her, yet held in dumb subjection. She could not solace herself by loving them; her father would have none of it, and her mother had small use for what she called ”sentiment.” All her life Vivian had longed for more loving, both to give and take; but no one ever imagined it of her, she was so quiet and repressed in manner. The local opinion was that if a woman had a head, she could not have a heart; and as to having a body--it was indelicate to consider such a thing.

”I mean to have six children,” Vivian had planned when she was younger.

”And they shall never be hungry for more loving.” She meant to make up to her vaguely imagined future family for all that her own youth missed.

Even Grandma, though far more sympathetic in temperament, was not given to demonstration, and Vivian solaced her big, tender heart by cuddling all the babies she could reach, and petting cats and dogs when no children were to be found.

Presently she arose and bade a courteous goodnight to the still prolix parson.

”I'm going over to Sue's,” she said, and went out.

There was a moon again--a low, large moon, hazily brilliant. The air was sweet with the odors of scarce-gone Summer, of coming Autumn.

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