Part 37 (1/2)

”I possess a parrot,” the Professor answered, drily, ”I got him for a purpose when I was making a study of the imitative powers of birds, and I have never got rid of him. A cigar?”

”Thank you.”

They sat down. Father Murchison glanced at the parrot. It had paused in its journey, and, clinging to the bars of its cage, was regarding them with attentive round eyes that looked deliberately intelligent, but by no means sympathetic. He looked away from it to Guildea, who was smoking, with his head thrown back, his sharp, pointed chin, on which the small black beard bristled, upturned. He was moving his under lip up and down rapidly. This action caused the beard to stir and look peculiarly aggressive. The Father suddenly chuckled softly.

”Why's that?” cried Guildea, letting his chin drop down on his breast and looking at his guest sharply.

”I was thinking it would have to be a crisis indeed that could make you cling to your butler's affection for a.s.sistance.”

Guildea smiled too.

”You're right. It would. Here he comes.”

The man entered with coffee. He offered it gently, and retired like a shadow retreating on a wall.

”Splendid, inhuman fellow,” remarked Guildea.

”I prefer the East End lad who does my errands in Bird Street,” said the Father. ”I know all his worries. He knows some of mine. We are friends.

He's more noisy than your man. He even breathes hard when he is specially solicitous, but he would do more for me than put the coals on my fire, or black my square-toed boots.”

”Men are differently made. To me the watchful eye of affection would be abominable.”

”What about that bird?”

The Father pointed to the parrot. It had got up on its perch and, with one foot uplifted in an impressive, almost benedictory, manner, was gazing steadily at the Professor.

”That's the watchful eye of imitation, with a mind at the back of it, desirous of reproducing the peculiarities of others. No, I thought your sermon to-night very fresh, very clever. But I have no wish for affection. Reasonable liking, of course, one desires,” he tugged sharply at his beard, as if to warn himself against sentimentality,--”but anything more would be most irksome, and would push me, I feel sure, towards cruelty. It would also hamper one's work.”

”I don't think so.”

”The sort of work I do. I shall continue to benefit the world without loving it, and it will continue to accept the benefits without loving me. That's all as it should be.”

He drank his coffee. Then he added, rather aggressively:

”I have neither time nor inclination for sentimentality.”

When Guildea let Father Murchison out, he followed the Father on to the doorstep and stood there for a moment. The Father glanced across the damp road into the Park.

”I see you've got a gate just opposite you,” he said idly.

”Yes. I often slip across for a stroll to clear my brain. Good-night to you. Come again some day.”

”With pleasure. Good-night.”

The Priest strode away, leaving Guildea standing on the step.

Father Murchison came many times again to number one hundred Hyde Park Place. He had a feeling of liking for most men and women whom he knew, and of tenderness for all, whether he knew them or not, but he grew to have a special sentiment towards Guildea. Strangely enough, it was a sentiment of pity. He pitied this hard-working, eminently successful man of big brain and bold heart, who never seemed depressed, who never wanted a.s.sistance, who never complained of the twisted skein of life or faltered in his progress along its way. The Father pitied Guildea, in fact, because Guildea wanted so little. He had told him so, for the intercourse of the two men, from the beginning, had been singularly frank.

One evening, when they were talking together, the Father happened to speak of one of the oddities of life, the fact that those who do not want things often get them, while those who seek them vehemently are disappointed in their search.