Part 86 (1/2)
”Because it is so odd he should not give her his arm as usual. I suppose you will be treating me so as we draw nearer to Southampton?”
And she looked up at him with a bewitching smile, and pressed gently on his arm, and then let her eyes fall upon the deck.
My brother, when you see these tricks played upon other men, the gall rises black within your breast, and you loudly condemn wiles which are so womanly, but which are so unworthy of women. But how do you feel when they are played upon yourself? The gall is not so black, the condemnation less loud; your own merit seems to excuse the preference which is shown you; your heart first forgives and then applauds. Is it not so, my brother, with you? So it was, at least, with George Bertram.
”What! treating you with neglect, because we are soon to part?”
”Yes, exactly so; just that; because we are soon to part. That is what makes it so bitter. We have been such good friends, haven't we?”
”And why should we not remain so? Why should we talk of parting? We are both going to England.”
”England! Yes, but England is a large place. Come, let us lean on the taffrail, and look at the dolphins. There is that horrid fellow eyeing me, as he always does; Major Biffin, I mean. Is he not exactly like a barber's block? I do so hate him!”
”But he doesn't hate you, Mrs. c.o.x.”
”Doesn't he? Well then, he may if he likes. But don't let's talk of him. Talk to me about England, Mr. Bertram. Sometimes I do so long to be there--and then sometimes I don't.”
”You don't--why not?”
”Do you?”
”No, I do not; I tell you frankly. I'd sooner be here with you to talk to, with you to look at.”
”Psha, Mr. Bertram! what nonsense! I can't conceive that any woman can ever be worth looking at on board a s.h.i.+p--much less such a one as I! I know you're dying to get home.”
”I might be if I had a home.”
”Is your home with that uncle of yours?” She had heard so much of his family; but he had as yet spoken to her no word about Caroline. ”I wonder what he would say if he could see you now leaning here and talking to me.”
”If he has any knowledge of human nature, he would say that I was a very happy fellow.”
”And are you?” As she asked him, she looked up into his face with such an arch smile that he could not find it in his heart to condemn her.
”What will you think of my gallantry if I say no?”
”I hate gallantry; it is all bosh. I wish I were a man, and that I could call you Bertram, and that you would call me c.o.x.”
”I would sooner call you Annie.”
”Would you? But that wouldn't be right, would it?” And her hand, which was still within his arm, was pressed upon it with ever so light a pressure.
”I don't know why it should be wrong to call people by their Christian names. Should you be angry if I called you Annie?”
”That might depend-- Tell me this, Mr. Bertram: How many other ladies do you call by their Christian names?”
”A dozen or two.”
”I'll be bound you do.”
”And may I add you to the number?”
”No, Mr. Bertram; certainly not.”