Part 42 (1/2)
A girl lies on the bed. She is pale and has cornsilk hair. Bows double-loop from the ends of her pigtails.
My breath stopped in my throat.
The girl is naked. She can be no more than eight years old.
Rising onto her elbows, the girl turns her face toward something off camera. Her eyes sweep past the lens. The pupils are caverns, the gaze unfocused.
The girl lifts her chin, tracking someone's approach. A shadow crawls onto her body.
The girl shakes her head no and lowers her lids. A hand comes into frame and presses her chest. The girl drops back and closes her eyes. The shadow moves down her torso.
Opposing reflexes shot through my nerves.
Turn away!
Stay! Help the little girl!
I kept my eyes glued to the monitor.
A man moves into frame. His naked back is to the camera. His hair is black, bound at the nape of his neck. Ugly red zits speckle his b.u.t.tocks. Around them, the skin is the color of pus.
My fingers sought each other, clenched hard. I felt dizzy, antic.i.p.ating the nightmare that was about to play out.
The man takes the child's wrists and raises her frail little arms. Her nipples are dots on the curvy shadows defining her rib cage.
I looked down. My nails had carved crescents into the backs of my hands. Drawing two steadying breaths, I refocused on the monitor.
The girl has been turned. She lies p.r.o.ne, helpless and mute. The man has climbed onto the bed. He is on his knees. He moves to straddle her.
Shooting to my feet, I bolted from the room. No conscious thought. Limbic impulse straight to motor neurons.
Footsteps echoed mine. I didn't glance back.
In the lobby, I stood by a window, arms wrapping my chest. Needing reality to ground me. Skyline. Sunlight. Concrete. Traffic.
A hand touched my shoulder.
”You OK?” Ryan spoke softly.
I answered without turning to face him. ”These b.a.s.t.a.r.ds. These evil f.u.c.king perverted b.a.s.t.a.r.ds.”
Ryan didn't reply.
”For what? For their own depraved gratification? To so injure an innocent child to get their jollies? Or is it really for the gratification of the viewing audience? Are there so many sickos out there that there's a market for videos of such injurious depravity?”
”We'll get them.”
”These degenerates pollute the world. They don't deserve to suck air from the planet.”
”We'll get them.” Ryan's tone reflected the loathing I was feeling.
A tear broke from my lid. I backhanded it from my cheek.
”Get who, Ryan? The sc.u.m who make this garbage? The pedophiles who pay to watch, collect, and swap it? The parents who pimp their children to pocket a few bucks? The predators who cruise Internet chat rooms hoping to make a contact?”
I whirled to face him.
”How many kids will we see on that drive? Alone. Frightened. Powerless. How many childhoods were destroyed?”
”Yes. These guys are moral mutants. But my job is Phoebe Quincy, Kelly Sicard, Claudine Cloquet, and three girls found dead on my patch.”
”It's Bastarache.” Through clamped teeth. ”I can feel it in my gut.”
”Being a flesh peddler doesn't make him a kiddie p.o.r.n dealer.”
”This is Cormier's dirty little collection. Cormier had photos of Evangeline. Evangeline worked for Bastarache.”
”Thirty years ago.”
”Cormier-”
Ryan placed a finger on my lips.
”Bastarache may turn out to be dirty. Cormier may turn out to be a link. Or he may turn out to be just another twisted perv. Either way, everything on that drive goes to NCECC.”
Ryan referred to Canada's National Child Exploitation Coordination Center.
”Right.” Wanting to lash out. ”What will they do?”
”They investigate this type of thing full-time. NCECC maintains a database of images of exploited children and has sophisticated programs for digital enhancement. They're developing ways to ID the p.r.i.c.ks who download this trash from the Net.”
”Annually, there are more investigations into auto theft than into child exploitation.” Scornful.
”You know that's unfair. There are a whole lot more auto thefts to investigate. The guys at NCECC bust their b.u.t.ts to rescue these kids.” Ryan flicked a hand at the conference room.
I said nothing, knowing he was right.
”My focus is here.” Ryan's fingers curled. ”Quincy. Sicard. Cloquet. The DOA's.” His fist pumped the air for emphasis. ”I won't quit until I close the file on every last one of them.”
”Watching is pure agony.” My words were almost inaudible. ”I can't do a G.o.dd.a.m.n thing to help her.”
”It's gut-wrenching. I know. I can hardly bear to stay with it. But I keep telling myself one thing. Spot something. A street name. A sign on a delivery truck. A logo on a bath towel. Spot something and you're one step closer to finding one kid. And wherever that one kid is, there will be others. Perhaps some of mine.”
Ryan's eyes burned with an intensity I'd never seen before.
”OK,” I said, drying my cheeks with my palms. ”OK.” I started back toward the conference room. ”Let's spot one.”
And that's exactly what happened.