Part 31 (1/2)

Once they all went to Newquay to visit Aunt Pike and Anna, and spent a long, glorious day on the beautiful sands, paddling in and out of the rock pools in search of rare sea-weeds, and anemones, and sh.e.l.ls.

”I didn't know your aunt was so old,” said Pamela later, when she and Kitty were talking over the events of the day. ”You did not tell me she was.”

”No,” said Kitty thoughtfully, ”I didn't think she was. I noticed it to-day myself, but I never did before. She does look quite old, doesn't she?” appealing to Pamela, as though still doubting her own eyes.

”I don't think she looked so last term. She seemed quite altered to-day somehow, so small and shrivelled, or something.”

But other interests soon drove the matter from Kitty's mind, and she thought no more about it until Mrs. Pike and Anna returned to Gorlay a few days before the end of the holidays to see to Dan's and Kitty's outfits, and by that time Kitty was far too miserable at the prospect of returning to school to give more than a pa.s.sing thought to her aunt's changed appearance.

Anna was quite strong again, though her old nervous, restless manner had not left her, and she still had the same difficulty in meeting one's eyes fairly and squarely.

”Your cousin looks as though she had something on her mind,” said Pamela. ”Do you think she has?”

”I don't know,” said Kitty; ”at least I don't think it would trouble her much if she had. She didn't really enjoy herself at Newquay. She says she is very glad to be home again, and I should think she would be too,”

added poor homesick Kitty. ”I am sure I should get well here quicker than anywhere,” and Pamela agreed.

”I think it was nonsense of Dan to say it was worth while to go away to have the pleasure of coming home,” she moaned when the last day came.

”I am sure _nothing_ could make up to me for the misery of going, and I think it is worse the second time than the first.”

Poor Kitty's woe was so great that at last her father was driven to expostulate. ”Kitty dear, do try to be brave,” he pleaded. ”I am not very well, and I cannot bear to see you so unhappy. You make it very hard for others, dear, by taking your trials so hardly.”

Kitty looked and felt very much ashamed. ”I hadn't thought of that,”

she said; ”but, father, it is really very hard to bear. You don't know how miserable I feel.”

”How will you bear greater troubles when they come, as they are sure to?”

”There couldn't be greater ones,” said foolish Kitty.

”My dear, my dear, don't say such things. This is, after all, but a short temporary parting, when we could all come together if needs be.

There are some that last a lifetime,” he added sadly, and Kitty knew he was thinking of her dead mother. A few moments later he spoke more cheerfully. ”I am going up with you to-morrow,” he said. ”Perhaps that will comfort you a little.”

Kitty looked delighted, but Dr. Trenire did not tell her that when he had left her at her school he was going to consult a doctor about his own health; for he intended to let no one know that he was bound on such an errand until he had heard the verdict, and only then if it was absolutely necessary.

However, the consultation proved that it was absolutely necessary, and a few days later the following letter reached Kitty:--

”My Dearest Kitty,--I have to send you some news which is not good, but you must not think it very bad. A few days ago I was told by a medical man that I must take a long holiday and a sea voyage as soon as possible, and he dared me to stay away less than three months. I am obeying him because I want to feel stronger than I have lately, and I do not believe in asking a clever man's advice and then refusing to act upon it. So I am getting a _loc.u.m tenens_ here for a time, and as soon as I have introduced him to my patients I shall start on a cruise somewhere. I have not yet decided where. But before I go I shall certainly come and spend a day with you, my dear, to talk things over.

I will write to Miss Pidsley and arrange it all. Your aunt will look after Betty and Tony very carefully, as you know, while I am away, and they have promised me to be happy and good, so that I may not be worried about them. They are a good little pair, on the whole, and I feel quite satisfied about Tony at any rate.

”You must promise not to fret or worry about my health or my absence.

The doctor told me to keep as free from anxieties as possible, so, if you want to help me--and I know you will--you must be as happy and do as well at school as you possibly can--that will help me more than anything--and write to me letters full of smiles. I know you know how to, and I shall count on hearing frequently. In about three months'

time I hope we may all be journeying home together to keep our summer holidays. I shall be back in time, I promise you, and will arrange so that I can meet you and Dan.

”I shall be writing again in a day or two.--

”Your affectionate Father.”

When first she opened this letter and mastered its contents, Kitty turned cold and faint with the shock it brought her. At once her imagination pictured her father ill, dying, or going away from them all and dying at sea.