Part 38 (1/2)

Still Dominic said nothing.

'Well, Miles, in view of your brother's refusal to speak, allow me to fill in the gaps. Several months ago I discovered Felicity had been having an affair, and when I mentioned it to Dominic, guess who he suggested as being the most likely candidate to be her lover. Yes, that's right. You.'

Miles's jaw dropped. He turned to his brother. 'Why? Why in h.e.l.l's name would you say that?'

'Oh, I think that's obvious,' Harriet said. 'Don't forget he's the master manipulator. What better way could there be to prevent me from viewing you as anything more than a friend, than to put the idea into my head that you'd been s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g my sister on the quiet?'

If it was possible, Miles looked even more horrified. 'But that's sick. Dominic, surely not even you would sink to that!'

'Believe it, Miles,' Harriet said, without giving Dominic a chance to respond, 'because it gets a whole lot worse. He couldn't handle the thought that anyone else might find happiness when he couldn't. I blame myself for being so gullible. It never occurred to me that he could be bis.e.xual. I made the fatal mistake of taking him at face value, just as you probably did. We thought he was only interested in men. And why wouldn't we, because he made such a big thing about it, didn't he?' Reaching into her trouser pocket, she pulled out the incriminating photograph she'd found amongst Felicity's things. She pushed it under Dominic's nose. 'See anyone you recognise?'

Before he could reply, Miles s.n.a.t.c.hed the photograph out of Harriet's hand. He stared at it, first in disbelief, then in understanding. 'You! You and Felicity. Oh, you b.a.s.t.a.r.d! You complete and utter b.a.s.t.a.r.d.'

The first punch was a direct hit on Dominic's cheekbone. It was so direct and unexpected it knocked him backwards and he lost his footing. As he scrambled to stay on his feet, Miles came at him again, this time throwing all his weight against him; the powdery snow softened their fall. His fists smashed into Dominic's face, and spots of blood began to splatter the snow. It was then that Harriet realised Dominic was making no attempt to defend himself - he was just lying there submitting himself to his brother's vengeful anger.

Behind them the front door suddenly flew open and Harvey McKendrick's voice demanded to know what was going on. 'Have you taken leave of your senses?' he shouted at his sons. 'Stop it at once!'

Knowing there would never be a better opportunity, Harriet said, 'Congratulations, Dr McKendrick. You turned your eldest son into a monster. Because of you, he has no sense of right or wrong. He uses people. Abuses them too, just like you do.'

Miles was getting to his feet now and straightening his clothes, but Dominic continued to lie in the snow, his arms outstretched, blood trickling from his mouth and nose. A crowd had gathered at the door behind their host, gasping when they saw Dominic. Harriet felt a p.r.i.c.kle of regret when she caught sight of her mother and Freda looking out from the sitting room window, but she tapped into her anger - there was still plenty of it - and delivered one final blow. 'For once, Dr McKendrick,' she said, 'I've actually enjoyed one of your miserable drinks parties.' She then walked away from the house, along Maple Drive.

Bob helped Harvey get his eldest son to his feet. He'd never been particularly fond of Dominic and suspected that whatever the fight had been about, Dominic had probably deserved what Miles had done to him. Although what Harriet had to do with it, he couldn't think. He was just gathering up the loose change that must have fallen out of the brothers' pockets when something caught his attention: it looked like a photograph half-buried in the snow. He bent down to pick it up.

'I wouldn't, if I were you. Really, it's not something you want to see.' Miles was standing next to him and something in his tone made Bob turn the photograph over at once. He froze. It was a while before he could speak. 'When was this picture taken?' he said.

'I don't know exactly.'

'It looks recent to me,' Bob murmured. He turned the photograph over again and looked at the date on the back.

'Perhaps it would be better if you gave it to me.'

Miles's bloodied hand reached out for the picture, but Bob stepped away from him. It was just the two of them in the McKendricks' front garden now; the show over, everyone else had gone back inside. In the silence of the snow-m.u.f.fled day, Bob could feel an enormous bubble of anger rising within him. The pressure of it was filling his body, forcing the air out of his lungs. 'Is this what you were fighting about?' he said breathlessly. His chest felt so tight he wondered if he was about to suffer a heart attack.

'It's part of it,' Miles said.

'Felicity would never have an affair,' he whispered. 'She wasn't ... she wasn't that sort of a girl. She was so good ... She was a loving and devoted mother. Your brother must have forced her. It's the only explanation. Yes, that's it, he must have forced her.' But the thought of Dominic making his darling girl do something she didn't want to do was too much for Bob and the bubble of anger suddenly burst. He looked wildly around him. 'Where's that filthy b.a.s.t.a.r.d? I'm going to finish off what you started!'

'No, don't! He's not worth it.'

But Bob wasn't listening. Shaking Miles's hand from his shoulder, he marched back inside the house to the sitting room. 'Where is he?' he roared. 'Where's that conniving b.a.s.t.a.r.d?' Everyone looked at him, startled. Pus.h.i.+ng his way through the guests, he went into the kitchen. Dora was there with the children, but there was no sign of any of the McKendricks. He then crashed his way up the stairs and that was where he found Eileen and Freda in the front bedroom with Dominic. They were tending to the cuts to his face.

'I want to speak to you, Dominic McKendrick,' Bob said, working hard to catch his breath.

'Can it wait, Bob?' asked Eileen, breaking off from dabbing at Dominic's mouth and exchanging a worried look with Freda. On the verge of tears, the stupid woman looked as useless as she always did.

'No. It's got to be said now.'

'What's got to be said now?' It was Harvey and he looked furious. He must have followed Bob up the stairs. 'Isn't it bad enough that your daughter has embarra.s.sed my wife and me by provoking my sons to brawl in front of our guests?'

Bob realised then just how much he'd never liked his neighbour. Now he knew he despised him. 'Your son,' he inclined his head towards Dominic, who was still sitting on the bed between his mother and Eileen, 'has behaved far worse than Harriet ever could. He's nothing but a marriage wrecker. See for yourself.' He held out the photograph. 'There! What do you say to that?' He immediately wished he hadn't. Parading Felicity's naked body like this was an obscene slur on her virtue; as her father, he couldn't have failed her more.

A stunned silence fell on the room. Freda began to cry and Harvey looked with disgust at his son.

'I knew all along that you weren't gay,' he said. 'It was just an act to annoy and disappoint me.'

At this, Dominic suddenly sprang to his feet. He pushed his mother away. 'You, you, YOU! It's always about b.l.o.o.d.y you, isn't it, Dad? And for the record, I'm bis.e.xual. I f.u.c.k women as well as men.' He towered over his father and prodded him in the chest. 'Tell me, is that more acceptable for you? Or is that equally shaming and disappointing?' He came towards Bob now and before Bob could stop him, he had s.n.a.t.c.hed the photograph out of his hands. 'And if it's any concern of yours, I loved Felicity. I always did and I always will. She was the only person on this G.o.dforsaken earth who made my life worth living. I can't function without her. She was my life. My dearest friend and my lover. Now I have nothing. But then I wouldn't expect any of you to understand that when all you're capable of doing is flimflamming your way through the shoddiness of your dull, suburban, unimaginative lives. You're devoid of any real emotion, the whole d.a.m.n lot of you.' He took a last look at the photograph, stuffed it into his pocket and stalked out of the room, slamming the door after him.

Will had witnessed the extraordinary commotion in the McKendricks' front garden; it had taken place only minutes after Maxine had left. He'd also seen Harriet leave and make her way home. With nothing else to do, he remained at the window, watching the road for any further action. He didn't have long to wait. First an angry-looking, dark-haired man marched past, his coat tails flying - quite a feat, given the treacherous state of the pavements - and just as a flurry of fresh snowflakes began to fall, Harriet reappeared. This time she was wrapped in a purple duffel coat along with a scarf, gloves, boots and a hat - the famous black beret. His heart, so heavy these days, gave a small surge. Surprised that he was able to feel anything, he continued to watch Harriet. Picking her way carefully through the snow, she crossed the road in the direction of the footpath. In an instant, he made a decision he hoped he wouldn't regret.

Eileen asked Dora to take the children back to her house for the rest of the afternoon, and hurried after Bob. She'd never seen him so angry. He was cursing out loud to himself and she was worried he might go after Dominic again and do something silly. But there was no sign of Dominic anywhere. Eileen didn't know what to make of Bob's accusation; she hadn't managed to see the photograph but she could guess what it showed. In a way, it didn't surprise her. Felicity and Dominic had always been as thick as thieves. She used to worry that they had an unhealthy relations.h.i.+p, and maybe her instinct had been right. She could remember thinking how relieved she was when Felicity had told her that Dominic was gay; she'd naively thought that his obsession with Felicity would magically stop. But it looked like she'd been wrong. Instead it had grown and grown. And what about Jeff in all of this? Had the poor man known what was going on? Did the children know too? Had they had an inkling that something was wrong between their parents?

She called out, 'Bob, please, slow down. I can't keep up with you.' But her cries went unheeded and she slipped on the snow and nearly went over.

Bob went round to the back of the house. He knew exactly what he was going to do. He'd spent far too long covering up his feelings, pretending to the world that he was okay.

The snow was falling harder now and brus.h.i.+ng it away from his eyes, mouth and nose, he felt the cold wetness of it seeping through his shoes as he trudged across the lawn.

The door at the back of the garage was open and going inside he found what he was looking for: his old spade. As soon as it was in his hands and his fingers were gripping the familiar, well-worn smoothness of the handle, he felt a detonating current of energy flow through him. How dare that foul-mouthed devil incarnate accuse him of not being capable of feeling any emotion! He'd show him!

His first act of destruction was to obliterate the snowman Harriet and the children had made that morning. Like an executioner, he took off the head in one clean, satisfying swing. The carrot nose flew past him and as the head came to rest at his feet, two round stones stared reproachfully back at him. He kicked it away, then hacked at the body. From there he went over to the wooden bird table and took a hefty two-handed swipe at it. Pain ripped through his shoulders as he made contact, but it toppled to the ground with a thud. He brought the spade down heavily on it and gritted his teeth as the sound of splintering wood filled the air.

In his mind he was smas.h.i.+ng Harvey McKendrick's skull to a pulp.

Dominic McKendrick's head too.

And that joy-riding b.a.s.t.a.r.d who'd killed his beloved Felicity.

The bird table dealt with, he moved onto the rose bed. It was hidden deep beneath a drift of snow, but he knew the lie of the land like the back of his hand and in no time he was flattening the area.

The first blow was for all those unborn babies he'd never know.

The subsequent strikes were for cheating on his wife. For not being a better husband.

Next he attacked the pergola he'd made three summers ago after watching Monty Don build one on Gardener's World. That was for making a fool of himself over Jennifer. For being so pathetically weak.

Petrified by cold and fear, the snow settling on and around her, Eileen stood s.h.i.+vering on the patio, watching Bob systematically decimate the garden to which he'd devoted so much of his life. She was glad she'd had the sense to leave the children in Dora's care. He was oblivious to her presence - and to Toby barking frantically the other side of the patio doors - but she would stay watching over him until he'd unleashed every last demon of grief-fuelled anger and frustration from his body.

That moment came when the light began to fade and at last, spent, Bob fell to his knees and covered his head with his arms. His cries were terrible to hear. It was a sound Eileen hoped never to hear again. She prayed that it signalled the end of her husband's nightmare. 'Please let him be at peace now,' she murmured as she walked stiffly to where Bob was crouched like a wounded animal dying in the snow.

Chapter Fifty-Eight.

'Harriet?'

'Yes, Joel.'

'When will Granddad be feeling better?'