Part 45 (2/2)
”Mon Dieu! Is father at home?”
”Yes, mamzelle; but he's in his room with Monsieur Batonnin, who came just a minute ago. They'll probably have a lot to talk about, and you know your father hardly ever comes into your room. And, to-day, he knows that you're getting your dress ready.”
”Show Gustave in, quickly.”
Tr.i.m.m.i.n.gs, flowers, ribbons, all were thrown aside; Adolphine was so happy at the thought of seeing Gustave. In a moment, he entered the room, ran to her side, and pressed her hand affectionately.
”Will you forgive me for disturbing you again, dear Adolphine?” he asked.
”Will I forgive you! Why, I am very glad to see you; for, when you went away the other day, you said that you wouldn't come again, and that grieved me much.”
”That was because I was so unprepared to meet your sister. I didn't expect to see her, and I confess that it affected me so deeply that it revived all my suffering.”
”Oh! I saw that; but it was by the merest chance that you met her; she comes here very seldom.”
”No matter; I would not have run the risk of a second meeting; but I remembered that this is the day of her grand ball, and I thought that she would have no leisure to come here this morning.”
”But I should have said that f.a.n.n.y was glad to see you.”
”Oh! that makes no difference, my good little sister; her glances, her voice, her smile, all made my heart ache! You can't imagine what agony it is to be with a person you love, and who doesn't love you!”
”Yes, yes, I understand.”
”Especially when you have imagined for some time that you possessed that person's heart; when you have flattered yourself with the prospect of pa.s.sing your life with her! To see that woman again, when she belongs to another, is the most frightful torture. f.a.n.n.y smiled at me, she asked me to call on her. But I would have preferred a cold, harsh greeting a hundred times over; I would have liked her to avoid my presence as I meant to avoid hers; for then I would have thought: 'I am not utterly indifferent to her.'--However, that won't happen again, for I am going away, and I have come to say good-bye.”
”You are going away again! Mon Dieu! you have only just returned!”
”Ah! I should have done better not to return so soon. Living in Paris weighs on me, it recalls the past too vividly.”
”And where are you going now?”
”To Germany, Austria--as far away as possible!”
”For a long time?”
”Oh! yes, for I don't propose to return until I am thoroughly cured of my unhappy pa.s.sion.”
Adolphine put her handkerchief to her eyes.
”But it's not our fault,” she stammered,--”if my sister doesn't love you--and yet, because she doesn't, we--must lose a friend.”
”Dear Adolphine, such woe-begone friends as I am are hardly worth regretting.”
”Do you think so? But suppose I like them so?”
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