Part 24 (2/2)

Then I started to encounter what I came to term my ”suitors”. A cast-off is fair game to the old ones and their alphas. Manhattan is neutral territory, and they're just as attracted to its opportunities as mortals. Not that they came specifically in search of me, but if they chanced upon me they availed themselves of the convenience. A few even offered to take me in. I once had the unparalleled privilege of entertaining Kalidasa, the huge, quivering mound of lard that was the chief elder. Disgusting. These suitors were no more welcome a sight to me than to Penelope but they didn't hurt me, well, not enough to kill me, just enough to make it fun for them. They compensated me well for my trouble. It helped pay the bills.

Spring pa.s.sed, summer arrived again, the second on my own. It turned hot and unbearably humid. Air so thick you could cut it with a knife. Mortals spilled out of buildings like blood. Luckier ones had air-conditioning or escaped to summer homes by the sea. Even I wasn't invulnerable to the sweltering greenhouse. I went to the movies to deal with the heat and boredom and tried to hunt closer to home, where there was less chance of meeting other vampires. On sultry nights mortals lingered along the waterfront, seeking s.e.x, drugs, or both.

One of these early mornings, I made a quick kill of a junkie on the piers then dumped the body in the Hudson, amusing myself by thinking up a fitting epitaph for the deceased as he slipped below the oily brown water. A television jingle I'd heard years before popped into my head.

Plop, plop, fizz, fizz. Oh, what a relief it is.

Breeze kicked up, cooling the sluggish air. I ran my fingers through my hair and s.h.i.+vered. The wind felt like a tongue on the exposed parts of my body. I toyed with the idea of picking up a mortal, but they're generally disappointing s.e.xually. I sighed, resigning myself to relieving my tension manually at home, when a footstep soft as a cat's paw fell on the pavement. Turning around, I sniffed but there was no scent. Whatever it was it was upwind. A heartbeat, a little faster than a mortal at rest came toward me, closer and closer. Now I scented him, one of us, male and very close, possibly a sewer rat sewer rat. I took off running, but he called my name in sweet voice.

”Mee-ya?”

I stopped, heart pounding, and turned around slowly as a slight figure emerged from the shadows into the streetlight- so close I felt his breath on my face- an arm's length away. Dressed in a blue b.u.t.ton-down s.h.i.+rt, jeans and sneakers, he looked like a student. Breeze ruffled his honey-colored hair as the streetlight caught his remarkable eyes, sending another, deeper s.h.i.+ver down around my pelvis.

”Kurt?” I whispered, believing him a hallucination brought on by narcotics in my victim's blood.

He smiled, the nerve of him. I snapped out of my reverie. ”What took you so f.u.c.king long?”

”Forgive me. I'd have come sooner... ”

”But Brovik wouldn't let you, and you always do what he says like a good little boy boy.”

I stomped away, but his plaintive voice stopped me, ”I fought hard to come here.”

I whirled on him. ”He needs me to give some politician a b.l.o.w.j.o.b? Or do you handle that exclusively now?”

If my insult hurt he didn't flinch. He was much more concerned with other matters. He glanced around nervously. ”Can we go somewhere private to talk?”

”I've nothing to say to you.”

Kurt displayed the characteristic stillness of our race, a carefully honed ability to disguise emotion. He'd had the best tutor and reflected his master's indomitable calm. But I sensed turbulence swirling under the surface. He lowered his head for a moment then looked me straight in the face with those eyes. Zap! ”I know what you think. Hear me out. I'm offering a.s.sistance.” ”I know what you think. Hear me out. I'm offering a.s.sistance.”

”Don't need it.” I broke away toward my apartment.

Kurt caught my arm. ”Gaius has dogs kenneled here. It's only a matter of time before Dirk crosses your path.”

I turned to face him. ”I can handle him.”

He gave me this sad puppy dog look. ”Please Mee-ya, I've come such a long way.” I hesitated. ”I've been very stubborn about you.” He held up his slender fingers. ”I threatened to leave, and I hold Brovik's empire in these hands.” Mee-ya, I've come such a long way.” I hesitated. ”I've been very stubborn about you.” He held up his slender fingers. ”I threatened to leave, and I hold Brovik's empire in these hands.”

”And he holds your life in his.”

He shrugged, a small smile warming his face, a very different kind of smile than thirty-four years before. ”How much work can he get out of me dead? We'll go somewhere to talk, yes?”

”We've got two hours till dawn.” I started across the street. ”This way... ”

He fell in beside me, unhurried, contemplative, his head slightly bent, as if counting cracks in the sidewalk. He glanced over. Zowie! Zowie! Those eyes got me every time. ”Brovik and Ethan had a huge quarrel. Ethan dumped Leisha on us and disappeared.” Those eyes got me every time. ”Brovik and Ethan had a huge quarrel. Ethan dumped Leisha on us and disappeared.”

”And now she works with you?”

He touched my arm. ”Hush,” his voice fell to a whisper, ”listen, scent the air. Anything?”

I shook my head. He frowned. We walked the remaining block to my apartment in silence. I was still trying to figure out if he could be trusted.

”This is it,” I said, as we stood before my building. His bewildered eyes took in the battered, industrial exterior. ”Come on.” I unlocked the door and pressed the b.u.t.ton for the elevator.

As I unlocked my apartment door and switched on the lights, a couple of roaches skittered across the wall, disappearing under a baseboard. Kurt blinked at the glare, giving the apartment a dubious glance as I sat on the futon, kicking off my boots. I glanced up to catch Kurt staring. He turned abruptly to the window, pulling back the drape.

”Who are you looking for?”

”Gaius's dogs.” He scanned the street below. ”They followed me earlier tonight. I believe I've finally lost them. Have you been bothered at all?”

”Two rats accosted me in the park.”

He faced me, stricken. ”Were you hurt?”

”If being raped is hurt, yeah, I guess so.”

”I'll make it stop.”

”You can do that?”

”I have connections. Brovik's made me responsible responsible for you.” for you.”

My hackles rose. ”I'm your concubine concubine in other words?” in other words?”

”According to the code, I cannot take one.”

”He's giving me me as a toy to keep you playing contentedly at his side.” as a toy to keep you playing contentedly at his side.”

”His intention, not mine.” He looked away, somewhat embarra.s.sed. ”Should you choose however- that would be entirely different.”

”Now you're being truthful.”

He turned his eyes on me. I could swim in them forever. ”I never lied to you.”

”You kept things back.”

”In my position it's expedient.” He turned away to examine a picture on the wall, the flat's owner, a West Indian dancer. ”Who's this?”

”Beautiful, isn't she?”

”It's dangerous to take mortal lovers.”

I decided to have a little fun with him, dropping my voice into a smoky register, ”Sometimes love is worth the danger.”

Kurt turned wide-eyed, disconcertingly teenaged. ”You could be found out.”

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