Part 12 (1/2)

”He might be proud to.”

”We must all try and bring sin home to him,” Mrs. Sand remarked with rising energy; ”and don't you go saying anything to him hastily. If he's gone on you----”

”Oh, Ensign; let us hope he is thinking of higher things! Let us both pray for him. Let Captain Sand pray for him, too, and I'll ask the Lieutenant. Now that she's got Miss Rozario safe into the Kingdom, I don't think she has any special object.”

”Oh, yes, we'll pray for him,” Ensign Sand returned, as if that might have gone without saying, ”but you----”

”And give me that precious baby. You must be completely worn out. I should enjoy taking care of him; indeed I should.”

”It's the first--the very first--time she ever took that draggin' child out of my arms for an instant,” the Ensign remarked to her husband and next in command later in the evening, but she resigned the infant without protest at the time. Laura carried him into her own room with something like gaiety, and there repeated to him more nursery rhymes, dating from secular Putney, than she would have believed she remembered.

The Believers' Rally, as will be understood, was a gathering of some selectness. If the Chinaman came, it was because of the vagueness of his reception of the privileges he claimed; and his ignorance of all tongues but his own left no medium for turning him out. Qualms of conscience, however, kept all Miss Rozario's young lady friends away, and these also, doubtless, operated to detain Duff Lindsay. One does not attend a Believers' Rally unless one's personal faith extends beyond the lady in command of it, and one specially refrains if one's spiritual condition is a delicate and debatable matter with her. In Wellesley square, later in the evening, the conditions were different. It would not be easy to imagine a scene that suggested greater liberality of sentiment. The moon shed her light upon it, and the palms threw fretted shadows down. Beyond them, on four sides, lines of street-lamps shone, and tram-drivers whistled bullock carts off the lines, and street pedlars lifted their cries. A torch marked the core of the group of exhorters; it struck pale gold from Laura's hair, and made glorious the b.u.t.tons of the man who beat the drum. She talked to the people in their own language; the ”open air” was designed for the people. ”Kiko! Kiko!” (Why! Why!) Lindsay heard her cry, where he stood in the shadow, on the edge of the crowd.

He looked down at a coolie woman with shrivelled b.r.e.a.s.t.s crouched on her haunches upon the ground, bent with the bricks of half a century, and back at the girl beside the torch. ”Do not delay until to-morrow!” Laura besought them. ”_Kul-ka dari mut karo!_” A sensation of disgust a.s.sailed him; he turned away. Then, in an impulse of atonement--he felt already so responsible for her--he went back and dropped a coin into the coolie creature's lap. But he grew more miserable as he stood, and finally walked deliberately to a wooden bench at a distance, where he could not hear her voice. Only the hymn pursued him; they sang presently a hymn.

In the chorus the words were distinguishable, borne in the robust accents of Captain Sand--

”_Us ki ho tarif, Us ki ho tarif!_”

The strange words, limping on the familiar air, made a barbarous jangle, a discordance of a special intolerable sort.

Lindsay wondered, with a poignancy of pity, whether the coolie woman were singing too, and found something like relief in the questionable reflection that if she wasn't, in view of the rupee, she ought to be.

”Glory to His name!” ”Glory to His name!”

His ”Good evening!” when the meeting was over was a cheerful, general salutation, and the familiarity of the sight of him was plain in the response he got, equally general and equally cheerful. Lieutenant Da Cruz's smile was even further significant, if he had thought of interpreting it, and there was overt amiability in the manner in which Ensign Sand put her hymn-books together and packed everybody, including her husband, whose arm she took, out of the way.

”Wait for me,” Laura said, to whom a Eurasian beggar made elaborate appeal, as they moved off.

”I guess you've got company to see you home,” Mrs. Sand called put, and they did not wait. As Lindsay came closer, the East Indian paused in his tale of the unburied wife for whom he could not afford a coffin, and slipped away.

”The Ensign knows she oughtn't to talk like that,” Laura said. Lindsay marked with a surge of pleasure that she was flushed and seemed perturbed.

”What she said was quite true,” he ventured.

”But--anybody would think----”

”What would anybody think? Shall we keep to this side of the road? It's quieter. What would anybody think?”

”Oh, silly things.” Laura threw up her head with a half-laugh. ”Things I needn't mention.”

Lindsay was silent for an instant. Then ”Between us?” he asked, and she nodded.

Their side of the street, along the square, was nearly empty. He found her hand and drew it through his arm. ”Would you mind so very much,” he said, ”if those silly things were true?” He spoke as if to a child. His pa.s.sion was never more clearly a single object to him, divorced from all complicating and non-essential impressions of her. ”I would give all I possess to have it so,” he told her, catching at any old foolish phrase that would serve.

”I don't believe you mean anything like all you say, Mr. Lindsay.” Her head was bent and she kept her hand within his arm. He seemed to be a circ.u.mstance that brought her reminiscences of how one behaved sentimentally toward a young man with whom there was no serious entanglement. It is not surprising that he saw only one thing, walls going down before him, was aware only of something like invitation.

Existence narrowed itself to a single glowing point; as he looked it came so near that he bounded to meet it.

”Dear,” he said, ”you can't know--there is no way of telling you--what I mean. I suppose every man feels the same thing about the woman he loves; but it seems to me that my life had never known the sun until I saw you.

I can't explain to you how poor it was, and I won't try; but I fancy G.o.d sends every one of us, if we know it, some one blessed chance, and He did more for me--He lifted the veil of my stupidity and let me see it, pa.s.sing by in its halo, trailing clouds of glory. I don't want to make you understand, though--I want to make you promise. I want to be absolutely sure from to-night that you'll marry me. Say that you'll marry me--say it before we get to the crossing. Say it, Laura.” She listened to his first words with a little half-controlled smile, then made as if she would withdraw her hand, but he held it with his own, and she heard him through, walking beside him formally in her bare feet, and looking carefully at the asphalt pavement as they do in Putney.