Part 17 (1/2)
Laughing Brook's pleased smile told Storm exactly how the Indian maiden felt about that. ”It will be for the best.”
It was mid-afternoon before Grady returned to the house. His mouth was grim, his eyes bleak but determined. The tensing of his jaw betrayed his deeply troubled thoughts. He didn't want to lose Storm, but he'd despise himself the rest of his life if he refused Bull's challenge. His son would think him gutless and his own conscience would plague him until the day he died. Stripped of his pride, a man is no good to himself or to his family. Why couldn't Storm realize that?
Grady went directly to the bedroom, where he changed into his buckskins and strapped on his gunbelt. He adjusted the height carefully, then tied it down at his thigh. The last thing he did before he left the bedroom was write a will leaving everything to Storm with the condition that she would care for his son until he reached his majority. After her death the homestead would be Tim's. He placed it on the nightstand where Storm would be most apt to find it and went in search of Tim. After patiently explaining to the lad what was happening and why, Grady looked for Storm. He found her in the garden, pulling weeds with such fierceness that clods of dirt were flying in every direction.
”It's time,” he said simply.
Silence. A clod of dirt came hurtling his way and he sidestepped it neatly.
”Will you be waiting for me?”
She glared up at him. ”Is there nothing I can say that will change your mind?”
”You've already said it.”
”Then I won't be here when you return.”
Grady frowned. ”This is your home.”
”I can't live like this. If Bull doesn't kill you, other men will come looking for you sooner or later.”
”You're not thinking clearly, Storm. After Bull there will be no others. I promise.”
”Just like you promised before? Good-bye, Grady. I-I wish you luck.”
”I'll be back.” He stared at her, memorizing her features. His eyes lingered on her lips. Lord, he loved her lips! Their lush sweetness drove him wild. He could kiss them forever and never tire. Right now he wanted to taste them so desperately he could feel the pressure building inside him.
Storm raised her head and met Grady's eyes, the tension so thick it could be sliced with a knife. When her eyes slid over him his skin felt too tight for him, and he deliberately looked away. One more look like that, he thought with a jolt of awareness, and he'd scoop her up in his arms, take her in the house, and make love to her. And that was something he couldn't let happen right now. He had an appointment at sundown and nothing short of his own death would stop him from appearing at the appointed time.
Without another word, Grady turned abruptly and left. Storm collapsed in a heap on the ground, s.h.i.+vering with cold despite the warm April day. She wanted to run after Grady, to throw herself at him, beg him one last time not to meet Bull, but she did none of those things. When she heard the thunder of hoofbeats pounding against the ground she knew it was too late. Hardening her resolve, she wiped her eyes and walked into the cabin and into the bedroom.
Storm decided not to pack everything she owned, hoping against hope that Grady would change his mind before sundown. After stuffing several items of clothing inside an old carpetbag she spent a few extra minutes gathering her keepsakes, which she packed in the carpetbag with her clothes. She experienced one terrible moment when she found Grady's will, but it served only to strengthen her resolve to leave. Then she stood in the center of the room, staring at the bed and remembering how wonderful it was between her and Grady. But it was too late now-too late. Obviously Grady didn't care enough for her to give up the violence she abhorred.
”So you are really leaving,” Laughing Brook said when Storm came out of the bedroom carrying the valise. Tim was standing nearby, listening to every word. When he heard that Storm was leaving his face screwed up into a frown.
”Are you going away, Storm? Are you going to watch Papa kill that bad man?”
”I can no longer live here, Tim.” Storm decided not to lie to the boy. He was too astute not to realize the truth.
”But I thought you were Papa's wife.”
”I am, but your father seems to have forgotten it. He is more concerned with revenge than he is with his family. But this is my choice, Tim, you mustn't blame your father.”
”Don't you like me?” Tim asked soulfully.
”Oh, Tim, don't ever think that. I've come to love you a great deal.”
”Then why are you leaving?”
”It's something I must do for my own peace of mind. You have Laughing Brook and your father. You don't need me.”
”But I do, Storm, I do need you. Laughing Brook is leaving soon, Papa has said so.”
”I will stay as long as you need me, Little Buffalo,” Laughing Brook a.s.sured him. ”Let her go; we don't need her. You are more Indian than white. Once she leaves, your father will realize his place is with the People.”
Storm turned away, unable to respond to Laughing Brook's logic. Leaving Grady would be difficult, but she couldn't live with the knowledge that other nameless men from his past could show up in Guthrie one day and challenge him. It would be like living with a bomb ready to explode. She had lost one husband because of a senseless gunfight and couldn't survive losing another loved one in the same way. She should have known better than to think Grady could give up his violent ways.
”Good-bye, Tim,” Storm said as she walked out of the cabin. Determination alone kept her chin high and her eyes dry. After renting a hotel room in town Storm had no idea what she would do. Divorce was a possibility and would bear some thinking about. If she and Grady eventually did divorce, she wanted her homestead back.
Since she considered the wagon hers, Storm hitched the horse and drove to Guthrie. She arrived an hour before sundown, the time set for the shootout between Grady and Bull. She checked into the hotel immediately, trying to keep her eyes from straying in the direction of the livery where Grady was to meet Bull. She was given a room on the second floor and deliberately avoided looking out the window of the small room, but she couldn't stop her hands from shaking as she placed her meager belongings in the drawers and hung her dresses in the wardrobe provided. Only when her small ch.o.r.e was done did she walk to the window and note the position of the sinking sun in the sky.
Sundown.
Suddenly she was propelled by a nameless terror she had never known before. She found herself rus.h.i.+ng out the door and down the hallway. Racing down the stairs and through the lobby, skirts held high so she wouldn't trip. Into the street, where her legs churned vigorously; gasping for breath, her face flushed, Grady's name became a litany on her tongue. People turned to stare at her, at her flas.h.i.+ng ankles, at her blonde hair streaming in disarray down her back, but their curiosity went unheeded. Storm was beyond caring. All that mattered was that she reach Grady before the shooting began. If he was wounded, or G.o.d forbid, killed, he'd go to his death thinking she didn't care about him.
The livery was just yards away, and she reached it not a minute too soon. Storm's face was red, her lungs burned from lack of air, and she was on the verge of collapse. Abruptly the ominous sound of gunfire reverberated across the distance. One shot, then another, then nothing but sinister silence. Storm's legs turned to rubber as she skidded to an abrupt halt. The searing agony of breathing stopped completely as she went still.
Too late. Oh G.o.d, too late.
People began running in the direction of the shots, leaving her behind, unable to walk, unable to talk, her breath struggling to emerge from her throat. Finally one word came spewing out on a scream of terror.
”Grady!”
Her legs pumping furiously, Storm picked up her skirts again and took off at a run. Following the crowd to the open field behind the livery, Storm came upon the scene abruptly. Two men lay sprawled on the ground. Neither moved; both looked dead. A circle of people began forming around them. Someone bent down to feel for a pulse. It was at this point that Storm found the courage to move forward. She gave Bull a cursory glance before concentrating on the other man. She could see the slow spread of blood beneath Grady and feared she was too late.
She pushed her way through the crowd and people cleared a path for her, some shaking their heads, others clucking their tongues in obvious disapproval of the gunfight. Storm had just dropped to her knees beside Grady when the doctor approached, huffing and puffing from having been hastily summoned from his office. Reluctantly, Storm gave way to his expertise, watching anxiously as he used his stethoscope to find a heartbeat.
”Is he-is he-”
”Are you his wife?” the doctor asked brusquely.
”Yes, I'm Storm Stryker.”
”Your husband's alive, Mrs. Stryker, barely. If I can get this bleeding stopped, he should make it. He's a strong specimen and, unless I miss my guess, in excellent shape.”
”Take your time, Doc,” a bystander said, ”the other man's dead. You can't do him any good now.”
”Where was Grady shot?” Storm wanted to know.
”Left side, just below the heart. Another inch and he'd be a goner. Soon as I stop the bleeding, I'll have him carried to my surgery, where I will remove the bullet.”
”Are you sure he'll be all right?” Storm asked anxiously.
”He'll be fine if you let me do my work and stop asking questions.”
Storm bit her tongue while the doctor worked over Grady. From the corner of her eye she saw that the sheriff had arrived and was talking to several bystanders, then to Nat Turner, who she had just noticed for the first time. When she saw Bull being carried away she turned her attention back to Grady and what the doctor was doing.
”Mrs. Stryker.” Storm looked up to see the sheriff looming above her. ”I'd like to ask you a few questions.”
”Please, Sheriff, not now. Can't you see my husband is hurt?”