Part 25 (1/2)

”Nay,” said Lady Lansmere, in the same tone, ”Harley must stay, for my design is not at present upon destroying your matrimonial happiness, whatever it may be later. It is a design so innocent that my son will be a partner in it.”

Here the Countess put her lips to Harley's ear, and whispered. He received her communication in attentive silence; but when she had done, pressed her hand, and bowed his head, as if an a.s.sent to a proposal.

In a few minutes, the three ladies and Leonard were on their road to the neighboring cottage.

Violante, with her usual delicate intuition, thought that Leonard and Helen must have much to say to each other; and ignorant, as Leonard himself was, of Helen's engagement to Harley, began already, in the romance natural to her age, to predict for them happy and united days in the future. So she took her step-mother's arm, and left Helen and Leonard to follow.

”I wonder,” she said, musingly, ”how Miss Digby became Lord L'Estrange's ward, I hope she is not very rich, nor very high-born.”

”La, my love,” said the good Jemima, ”that is not like you; you are not envious of her, poor girl?”

”Envious! Dear mamma, what a word! But don't you think Leonard and Miss Digby seem born for each other? And then the recollections of their childhood--the thoughts of childhood are so deep, and its memories so strangely soft!” The long lashes drooped over Violante's musing eyes as she spoke. ”And therefore,” she said after a pause ”therefore I hoped that Miss Digby might not be very rich, nor very high-born.”

”I understand you now, Violante,” exclaimed Jemima, her own early pa.s.sion for match-making instantly returning to her; ”for as Leonard, however clever and distinguished, is still the son of Mark Fairfield the carpenter, it would spoil all if Miss Digby was, as you say, rich and high-born. I agree with you--a very pretty match--a very pretty match, indeed. I wish dear Mrs. Dale were here now she is so clever in settling such matters.”

Meanwhile Leonard and Helen walked side by side a few paces in the rear.

He had not offered her his arm. They had been silent hitherto since they left Riccabocca's house.

Helen now spoke first. In similar cases it is generally the woman, be she ever so timid, who does speak first. And here Helen was the bolder: for Leonard did not disguise from himself the nature of his feelings, and Helen was engaged to another; and her pure heart was fortified by the trust reposed in it.

”And have you ever heard more of the good Dr. Morgan, who had powders against sorrow, and who meant to be so kind to us--though,” she added, coloring, ”we did not think so then?”

”He took my child-angel from me,” said Leonard, with visible emotion; ”and if she had not returned, where and what should I be now? But I have forgiven him. No, I have never met him since.”

”And that terrible Mr. Burley?”

”Poor, poor Burley! He, too, is vanished out of my present life. I have made many inquiries after him; all I can hear is that he went abroad, supposed as a correspondent to some journal. I should like so much to see him again, now that perhaps I could help him as he helped me.”

”_Helped_ you--ah!”

Leonard smiled with a beating heart, as he saw again the dear, prudent, warning look, and involuntarily drew closer to Helen. She seemed more restored to him and to her former self.

”Helped me much by his instructions; more, perhaps, by his very faults.

You cannot guess, Helen--I beg pardon, Miss Digby--but I forgot that we are no longer children: you cannot guess how much we men, and, more than all perhaps, we writers, whose task it is to unravel the web of human actions, owe even to our own past errors; and if we learn nothing by the errors of others, we should be dull indeed. We must know where the roads divide, and have marked where they lead to, before we can erect our sign-posts; and books are the sign-posts in human life.”

”Books!--And I have not yet read yours. And Lord L'Estrange tells me you are famous now. Yet you remember me still--the poor orphan child, whom you first saw weeping at her father's grave, and with whom you burdened your own young life, over-burdened already. No, still call me Helen--you must always be to me--a brother! Lord L'Estrange feels _that_; he said so to me when he told me that we were to meet again. He is so generous, so n.o.ble. Brother!” cried Helen, suddenly, and extending her hand, with a sweet but sublime look in her gentle face--”brother, we will never forfeit his esteem; we will both do our best to repay him? Will we not--say so?”

Leonard felt overpowered by contending and una.n.a.lyzed emotions. Touched almost to tears by the affectionate address--thrilled by the hand that pressed his own--and yet with a vague fear, a consciousness that something more than the words themselves was implied--something that checked all hope. And this word ”brother,” once so precious and so dear, why did he shrink from it now?--why could he not too say the sweet word ”sister?”

”She is above me now and evermore,” he thought, mournfully; and the tones of his voice, when he spoke again, were changed. The appeal to renewed intimacy but made him more distant; and to that appeal itself he made no direct answer; for Mrs. Riccabocca, now turning round, and pointing to the cottage which came in view, with its picturesque gable ends, cried out--

”But is that your house, Leonard? I never saw any thing so pretty.”

”You do not remember it then,” said Leonard to Helen, in accents of melancholy reproach ”there where I saw you last! I doubted whether to keep it exactly as it was, and I said, No! the a.s.sociation is not changed because we try to surround it with whatever beauty we can create: the dearer the a.s.sociation, the more the Beautiful becomes to it natural.' Perhaps you don't understand this--perhaps it is only we poor poets who do.”

”I understand it,” said Helen, gently. She looked wistfully at the cottage.

”So changed--I have so often pictured it to myself--never, never like this; yet I loved it, commonplace as it was to my recollection; and the garret, and the tree in the carpenter's yard.”

She did not give these thoughts utterance. And they now entered the garden.